What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
my cavities are really bothering me rn, idk why cause they havent bothered me in a long time.
I've also been having mild pain in my left hip for like 3-4 days, whenever I walk. I'm not worried about it right now but if it doesn't stop soon I will be.
also also worrying about getting back to work, I'm so afraid of my mental health getting bad again
and I keep having waves of emotions, like one moment im super excited about this job opportunity and I imagine having fun there, and then the next moment I'm terrified and just want to curl up and hide in my bed. idk what to do. I'm still gonna apply and hope they call me for an interview but my anxiety is ridiculous.
I've also been having mild pain in my left hip for like 3-4 days, whenever I walk. I'm not worried about it right now but if it doesn't stop soon I will be.
also also worrying about getting back to work, I'm so afraid of my mental health getting bad again
and I keep having waves of emotions, like one moment im super excited about this job opportunity and I imagine having fun there, and then the next moment I'm terrified and just want to curl up and hide in my bed. idk what to do. I'm still gonna apply and hope they call me for an interview but my anxiety is ridiculous.
Warning: yet another vent about my abysmal social life
I hate how cynical I’ve become. Getting ghosted and/or blocked by so many people has really done a lot to my psyche. I don’t even get that upset by the jerks from high school who still stalk me anymore. It’s just the friends and ex that just threw me away like I was nothing. Aside from a few people I feel like I’m always at risk of being cut off.
The people who ghosted me never gave any warnings, so I rarely even know if it was something I did. Of course that’s kind of a risk of being friends with a nuerotypical. You’re expected to read people’s minds when they make one off comments like “you’re less charming over the phone.” In those situations I don’t realize the connotations until later.
I wonder if that’s why my longer lasting friendships tend to be with other autistic people. We don’t expect each other to read our minds or make unnecessary drama. We simply say what we mean and are upfront.
The people who ghosted me never gave any warnings, so I rarely even know if it was something I did. Of course that’s kind of a risk of being friends with a nuerotypical. You’re expected to read people’s minds when they make one off comments like “you’re less charming over the phone.” In those situations I don’t realize the connotations until later.
I wonder if that’s why my longer lasting friendships tend to be with other autistic people. We don’t expect each other to read our minds or make unnecessary drama. We simply say what we mean and are upfront.
DarkDesertFox
Your Typical Trickster
I'm not sure how many people are religious on here, but I am asking for a prayer request for me. Just been going through a lot of heartache and pain lately for someone I really still love. I haven't been able to focus on work or eat very well. I need the strength to cope with whatever happens and I'm having a really hard time finding it until it does happen. This, combined with my work stress has just been eating me away lately. I want to feel happy again.
Definitely been there before. 2017 was the biggest it hit me too and I also juggled work, lost 20 pounds grieving in two weeks, couldn't eat anything just wanted to throw it all up. Heartbreak is no joke but I promise you, time really does heal you. It took me a while, probably a lot less of time because of support around me, but if you're dealing with it alone, just know that you'll be okay, just gotta push through the months. Take up some hobbies again and just keep moving forward and you'll see the days getting lighter. Just be patient and give it time.
DarkDesertFox
Your Typical Trickster
I got you, bro. I hope that it all works out and that you feel better soon.
Thank you so much... it really means a lot to me.
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Thank you so much for the encouragement! Time really does heal everything. The hardest part is this is someone I still want to stay friends with because I really cherish our relationship. So if she ends up with this other person it will be incredibly difficult for me to overcome those feelings. I may just need to spend some time apart to heal by myself.
I was actually trying to stay friends with the person too, I'll always say, it's a bad idea. From my experience, staying friends has done more damage than anything good, and imo, it's just the feelings of wanting them there in your life making you feel the need to keep a relationship with them. If they're going to be dating someone new, it'll definitely only be hurting you and on top of that, the relationship/friendship will never be the same, especially since they have their new relationship to maintain and prioritize. Just focus on what's best for you and what's going to make YOU happy. If they're not thinking about you and your best interests don't stress yourself with upkeeping them. It's all about you right now king.
oak
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Since my province is flooded, all the roads leading out of Vancouver are closed and we're basically trapped. Even all the ships at my work are idle. I went to walmart to get some stuff and the whole meat department was cleared out except one pork tenderlion for $47 which is insane. I ended up walking out with nothing. At least the pet food store was stocked up and I got cat food.
My country corruption is so bad but our voice as poor citizen re totally shut down and unheard. Now all the politician is tumbling the country with mass corruption but their main focus issue is some liquor name and and licensed gambling den as well as the benefit of their own race (actually nothing about the race is all politician benefit and stage show sound like it). Truly upset that nobody can do anything cause the one at top always win.
Hopeless Opus
diluc is my king
*ahem*
i'm traumatized, your honor.
i'm traumatized, your honor.
Millysaurusrexjr
yeah
just feeling very stressed out and depressed. don't really want to go in to the specifics
ali.di.magix
🌟💫🌟💫
I was so sleepy when I got home from work and after dinner, but now it’s 1:30am and I can’t sleep 
it’s been like this for a while week or two now and I don’t understand why my sleeping habits suck so much right now
it’s been like this for a while week or two now and I don’t understand why my sleeping habits suck so much right now
Lady Timpani
sway
Been feeling really unwell the last couple days. I can't tell if it's work stress or something actually physically wrong with me, but it's been sucking.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
