What's Bothering You?

Well, found out why I feel like crud recently...went to urgent care, turns out it's Bronchitis. One of the meds is making my arms tingly, and making me nauseous, so I called them and they said that's a normal side effect of that medication and that they only prescribed that one for symtom management, so that I don't have to take it if it makes me feel uncomfortable. I'm ready to get back to feeling better, that's for sure.
 
This new shipping service a store used this time with my order. Mostly cause it's some "traceable letter" which doesn't really trace properly it seems cause it's been stuck on departure for way too long for something in Europe(UK to be precise). Hopefully it will turn up this week but jeez.
 
I didn’t get much sleep last night. At least I only have to work for five hours tonight, and then I can go to sleep as soon as I come back.
 
how do I manage to be so socially inept 💀 I feel bad for those who gotta put up with it, man
 
The rain hasn't stopped where I live and my mom just texted me to say her basement flooded.
 
Being poor in a filthy ass rich school.

I mean, I did sign up for this LMAO. Still, though. Overhearing things like "Yooo dude, I definitely want to hit up UCLA" and being told "Why don't you just buy a car?"

...*****. I may have to take on another student worker job to pay off this semester bill. And I already have two.
 
Burnout is real. Wake up, go to school, go home, repeat. It's an endless cycle and it's breaking me :D

I feel you. Only for me it's wake up, drive for an hour, get to work, drive for another hour, get home, go to bed, repeat.

I could do with a fresh job that isn't so dang far away. Not many options right now though. 😣
 
I really hate my parents how they just treat me more like a tool than anything. Today my mom forced me to drive her to Wal-Mart because apparently my dad left her behind. So I went there to drop her off and I had to drive back on my own. I didn't have a proper driver's license but a learners permit. I was very upset and my dad doesn't seem to care and just told me to "shut my mouth" ugh, this is really the straw that broke the camels back. I really am fed up of being treated like this.
 
I hang out a lot with this one guy at my school, and we were sitting in the corner in the library at lunch looking at these dumb Instagram posts, and apparently when some other high schoolers walked in they thought we were making out, so now theres a rumor we were making out and im afraid we'll get in trouble, since the school has a really strict PDA policy. Im pretty worried about this at the moment since its a small school and i dont want everyone to think i was making out at school.
 
I hang out a lot with this one guy at my school, and we were sitting in the corner in the library at lunch looking at these dumb Instagram posts, and apparently when some other high schoolers walked in they thought we were making out, so now theres a rumor we were making out and im afraid we'll get in trouble, since the school has a really strict PDA policy. Im pretty worried about this at the moment since its a small school and i dont want everyone to think i was making out at school.
Rumors spread, unfortunately. They can’t punish you without proof though. If they do, that’s screwed up. Rumors are just rumors.
 
British Columbia has been dealing with some serious flooding. My parents basement flooded and every room down there was effected. Luckily I managed to save several photo albums cause they were all ontop of furniture. The whole basement is carpet though so you can imagine the clean up is dreadful.
 
I'm going through a lot of anxiety and depression right now. I wish I didn't have to be at work so I can mentally deal with it. It's been really hard...
 
Coming here has been painful since my cat died. I am doing better in some ways but still am depressed about something that happened when my cat was dying.
 
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Rumors spread, unfortunately. They can’t punish you without proof though. If they do, that’s screwed up. Rumors are just rumors.
thanks, the people who thought that have since apologized and i dont think the teachers really care anymore, so im ok now
 
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