What's Bothering You?

my grandma's starting crap with me over absolutely nothing. this morning she tries to heat up chocolate milk to make "hot chocolate." i say that just warming chocolate milk is not hot chocolate and that i can just drink it cold. she's like "NO you CANT drink it cold, you'll get DIARREA!" ??? you're supposed to drink chocolate milk cold. shes now crying bc i apparently always hurt her feelings.

i honestly dont understand her logic because nothing will happen if i drink it cold and heating it up adds no nutritional value. this is so dumb, i dont know if i should be laughing or crying.
 
saw a post thay basically says "yall can't expect us to tiptoe around your triggers all the time you need to sort that **** out yourself, it's not our responsibility to know and avoid your triggers" but like, allergies are triggers? could you imagine someone giving everyone the same plate of food and being like "sorry if some of yall have a food allergy, you need to deal w that yourself" like how inconsiderate could they actually be??? it's really not that difficult to ask about triggers and you don't have to "tiptoe" around them, just make yourself aware of them apologize in advance if you think you may affect them. it's not that ****in hard to have some compassion lol.
(and if you don't want to help then let people do what they need to do to help w their triggers without fear of being judged or ostracized)

anyways the light coming through my window is really bothering my eyes but my amaryllis needs that sunlight to grow so I guess I'll just deal with it šŸ˜”
 
Not gonna lie, was expecting it to be a dead week and to just take it easy at work. Nope, I can't even be granted that much. I'm also pretty sure we still have to go into the building even though the rest of the company is off.
 
was told my prescription would be ready by monday at the latest. color me unsurprised when it wasn't.

also find it pretty whack that i suddenly have to take a lateral flow test before attending an appointment to receive money i literally need to survive despite both parties being masked and on separate sides of a glass screen, but then dumb buttholes can walk around tesco within inches of me completely maskless. make it make sense, boris, you glorified kitchen mop.
 
My sinus infection is NOT getting better -w-
Thinking it's something else. I know it isn't COVID, tested negative for THAT and Type A + B of the flu... :/
 
Not gonna lie, was expecting it to be a dead week and to just take it easy at work. Nope, I can't even be granted that much. I'm also pretty sure we still have to go into the building even though the rest of the company is off.

i came in here to say this exact same thing ! well thankfully i work from home but it's weirdly busy and i hate it, thought i'd skive and play animal crossing today and i barely had time to even breathe
 
Iā€™m sick of being overstimulated today. I just want to relax. I canā€™t even enjoy my days off from work anymore, damn.
 
was told the other week by a merch company that the order i placed in august (which was originally supposed to ship mid-october, and then mid-november) would ship by the end of that week (dec. 12th), but it never did, and when i messaged them again last week, i received essentially the same response saying it would ship at the end of that week instead (dec.19th). when i still hadn't received a shipping confirmation email by this morning, i contacted them to ask what was going on, saying that i'm usually a patient person but this was getting ridiculous considering i had to pay $15 for international shipping. go figure, i get the shipping confirmation email this afternoon around 5PM, and now i feel like an ass. uuuuugh.
 
Iā€™m stuck in this place where I donā€™t want to be awake so I donā€™t have to think or feel anymore and not wanting to sleep because I donā€™t want tomorrow to come.
 
Working on building myself up, telling myself nice things. But, I think to repair my self-esteem, I need to step away from certain online spaces and habits, WHICH is gonna be hard. Iā€™m just not sure I have the self control lmao
 
Iā€™m worried that the cut in my mouth will become a scar. Itā€™s not super noticeable, but it would definitely make me self conscious.

Also Iā€™m worried that the online classes Iā€™m taking next semester will be overwhelming. I really struggled with them in middle and high school, so itā€™ll probably happen again. Sadly, thatā€™s all they offer at my community college. So much for the gap year I took in order to avoid online classesā€¦
 
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