What's Bothering You?

was told my prescription would be ready by monday at the latest. color me unsurprised when it wasn't.

also find it pretty whack that i suddenly have to take a lateral flow test before attending an appointment to receive money i literally need to survive despite both parties being masked and on separate sides of a glass screen, but then dumb buttholes can walk around tesco within inches of me completely maskless. make it make sense, boris, you glorified kitchen mop.
 
My sinus infection is NOT getting better -w-
Thinking it's something else. I know it isn't COVID, tested negative for THAT and Type A + B of the flu... :/
 
Not gonna lie, was expecting it to be a dead week and to just take it easy at work. Nope, I can't even be granted that much. I'm also pretty sure we still have to go into the building even though the rest of the company is off.

i came in here to say this exact same thing ! well thankfully i work from home but it's weirdly busy and i hate it, thought i'd skive and play animal crossing today and i barely had time to even breathe
 
I’m sick of being overstimulated today. I just want to relax. I can’t even enjoy my days off from work anymore, damn.
 
was told the other week by a merch company that the order i placed in august (which was originally supposed to ship mid-october, and then mid-november) would ship by the end of that week (dec. 12th), but it never did, and when i messaged them again last week, i received essentially the same response saying it would ship at the end of that week instead (dec.19th). when i still hadn't received a shipping confirmation email by this morning, i contacted them to ask what was going on, saying that i'm usually a patient person but this was getting ridiculous considering i had to pay $15 for international shipping. go figure, i get the shipping confirmation email this afternoon around 5PM, and now i feel like an ass. uuuuugh.
 
I’m stuck in this place where I don’t want to be awake so I don’t have to think or feel anymore and not wanting to sleep because I don’t want tomorrow to come.
 
Working on building myself up, telling myself nice things. But, I think to repair my self-esteem, I need to step away from certain online spaces and habits, WHICH is gonna be hard. I’m just not sure I have the self control lmao
 
I’m worried that the cut in my mouth will become a scar. It’s not super noticeable, but it would definitely make me self conscious.

Also I’m worried that the online classes I’m taking next semester will be overwhelming. I really struggled with them in middle and high school, so it’ll probably happen again. Sadly, that’s all they offer at my community college. So much for the gap year I took in order to avoid online classes…
 
this one manager at work put me in this specific area 4 days in a row (it’s called bubble; it’s where u take the drive thru orders and charge them) and one of my coworkers called her out on it and the manager told her “if i put her in dine-in lobby she doesn’t do anything” when i’ve literally been on lobby for 2 months straight and i always do my job?? correctly???? idk it just kinda made me feel bad, also because she’s super sweet to me to my face but talks bad about me to other coworkers:/
 
my friend group is in a pretty bad fight

tense energy w my parents from a past argument

friend ran away from home & i'm extremely worried

forgot to take my meds today
 
prescription still isn't ready. been forcibly off of my meds for almost a week now, so they might as well never be for all the good it would do. (none.) actually a joke considering it was negligence/incompetence that forced me off of my meds in the first place. these specific anti-depressants take 4-6 weeks to work, and since i barely made it to 4, i have no idea if they did or not. now if i want to find out, i have to re-waste an entire month of my life restarting them (as if society allows me that time) because some idiot doctor made the initial prescription one use only without telling me, and the idiot practice decided not to tell me i need a """medication review""" until after i'd already run out. hate it here, actually. what's the point in getting help lol.
 
I didn’t request Christmas off, so what happens is that my office calls my clients to see if they want me there and I guess it turns out that they do, which I’m low key not happy about. I’m not even sure if I get paid extra for it or what’s going to happen. Like do I have to go over there at 9 am and watch other people open presents and I don’t get to be a part of it? Christmas is already hard for me so I really don’t want to, but it’s my fault for not requesting to have it off.
 
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