What's Bothering You?

Me to my client after having to come back to her house and pretending I’m not upset. “bye have a good Christmas!” Her “K” I’m turning in my two weeks with her I swear.
 
i have felt physically uncomfortable all day + i watched like 2 hours of fnaf security breach so now i feel too lazy to do anything else
 
still kind of disappointed that security breach's protagonist isn't a little girl. i mean, i didn't expect it to be considering the franchise's track record with female characters, but even so. kinda sucks.
 
Been feeling numb all week. Not even the Christmas stuff is cheering me up. I've just become too bothered and burnout because of all the stuff going on in the world.
 
small thing but my wallet that I've had for like 6 years barely fits in the circle bag that I recently finished making. Upside is I now get to learn how to make a wallet I suppose
 
Ngl the bed at my parents house is really really uncomfortable and my whole back is sore from sleeping on it. Maybe it will go away after another week?? I don't want to say anything to my mum because she'll probably get upset
 
I have several friends who have completely ghosted me for months on end. Every time I try to send a message on Discord they just ignore it. I honestly should remove them from my friend's list, but a part of me worries I'll regret it. They obviously wouldn't care. I'm just a "creepy" person people chat with for a while until I'm not interesting anymore. My ex treated me that way, and many people I wanted to be friends with did the same thing (and/or they just blocked me without warning). I know unfriending those people wouldn't cause a big ripple, but a part of me still feels attached to those one-sided connections. Seeing that 30 number appear on my Discord friends list makes me feel better, even if only 8 of them have reached out in the last several months. Should I just cut my losses and unfriend, or should I keep them there?
 
^ I don't think you're giving yourself enough credit. you've made it to this point and I would say that takes quite a bit of strength.

Thank you, you’re right. I think others usually perceive me well, but I’ve always had trouble perceiving myself well. My strength is derived from how kind and intelligent I am, that’s something I must never forget. Thank you for clearing my doubts. You’re a TBT legend. 💯
 
I found out today customs destroyed my parcel that was stuck in there for more than three months.
That was more than $600 worth of stuff wasted & I cannot contact them to find out why.
 
Ouuuuch.

I changed the coil in my vape device and the wattage went all the way up to 50 and I didn't even notice. It's usually at 15-20 watts because the higher the wattage, the more it burns LOL. I went to take a puff and my LUNGS. BURN. SO BAD. T^T

I cannot stop coughing and my eyes are watering. It wasn't even like a long drag, it was like 2 seconds until I noticed and then I died. My lungs are on fire :"D
 
^I've grown used to it. I usually have it set for 60-70 watts as the higher the wattage, the more the flavor is brought out. It can definitely be a scorcher though if you're not used to it lol.
 
I need to get up and get dressed cause I need to leave in about an hour but holy **** it's so cold outside 🥶 it's 23°F, feels like 12°F (-11°C) oof

I just wanna stay in my nice warm bed lol
 
Having to wear a bandage on my finger when l take a shower. I hope l get to take it off tomorrow or Saturday.
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I need to get up and get dressed cause I need to leave in about an hour but holy **** it's so cold outside 🥶 it's 23°F, feels like 12°F (-11°C) oof

I just wanna stay in my nice warm bed lol
today in the morning it was below 15 and in the evening it was in the 20s. But still no snow.
 
went to bed. two hours later (it's 4AM), i randomly wake up feeling nauseous. nausea gets worse, so i move to the bathroom. now i've got the chills, which actually kind of hurt, and i think i'm sweating. haven't thrown up yet thankfully since i have a phobia of being sick, but now i'm too scared to move back to bed and try going back to sleep T-T
 
I have several friends who have completely ghosted me for months on end. Every time I try to send a message on Discord they just ignore it. I honestly should remove them from my friend's list, but a part of me worries I'll regret it. They obviously wouldn't care. I'm just a "creepy" person people chat with for a while until I'm not interesting anymore. My ex treated me that way, and many people I wanted to be friends with did the same thing (and/or they just blocked me without warning). I know unfriending those people wouldn't cause a big ripple, but a part of me still feels attached to those one-sided connections. Seeing that 30 number appear on my Discord friends list makes me feel better, even if only 8 of them have reached out in the last several months. Should I just cut my losses and unfriend, or should I keep them there?
As someone who has been ghosted several times before I get how you feel. Its hard to interact with people when they don't respond to your messages. I tried to think that they are too busy with life and in my mind I thinking "Well they must have some time to check their messages" but then when 30 days or a few months go by is when I lose my patience and began to unfriend them because they ghosted me. Its a painful feeling but it has happened to me so many times. I feel your pain and it reminds me of those terrible memories.
 
i've been so busy.. i didn't even get to participate in this years bell tree event :cry:
i know this feeling , i was part of camp bell tree & there ur part of teams. i got super busy & couldn't participate in a lot of the events :/ my team did super well ! i just felt really bad :,(
 
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