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Feeling sick, and I probably can't get tested cause all the pharmacies are probably closed
 
my dog is completely out of food and there is literally no place that is open so ig he will have to go hungry 🙃🙃🙃🙃
kinda my fault for not getting it earlier, idk why I'm so irresponsible sometimes lol

(don't worry he's not gonna go hungry but I still feel p stupid for not getting his food earlier)
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there are a lot of nice things that i really love but once i see someone making fun of the thing i love, i get really disturbed and bummed by it idk. im so affected by everything
like today i saw a tiktok about owl city (my all-time favorite band) and i initially gave it a like because they started playing his song but when i watched it, i realized this person was saying how “icky“ his songs were and the comments section also agreed and made fun of him and i just. i felt rlly bad i wish i hadnt seen the tiktok at all
people are so stupid and judgemental lol, you can like whatever you want to and there's no need to feel embarrassed abt it
 
heard a good song in tesco yesterday, but when i went home and listened to the full thing, it was very heterosexual, and i was just like [tired gay sigh]. admittedly, i expected it would be the case as soon as i saw who the artist was.

for the record, this is not me trying to say cishet artists can't/shouldn't sing about their sexuality/relationships etc. i'm just expressing disappointment that a lot of the songs that hit my vibe that are about those things tend to be very explicitly heterosexual lyrically, and it's just a little exhausting. i've tried listening to songs by wlw artists, but none of them are really my type of sound. i think i have, like, 3 or 4 saved period, and none of them have ever been a 'favorite' song or one i wanted in a playlist. honestly, it's kind of sad that i have to preface this lest people say i'm trying to make everything gay or something lmao. all in all, it just makes me really grateful that ellie goulding rarely uses male pronouns in her songs (she sings 'you' instead of 'he/him') and didn't change the pronouns in her take me to church cover lmao. god bless that woman.
 
I ordered a custom item from etsy in october, and it still hasn't arrived. When I try to track the package it stops at November 8 and says "origin post is preparing shipment". I'm worried that it got lost and I'll never get it.
 
I ordered a custom item from etsy in october, and it still hasn't arrived. When I try to track the package it stops at November 8 and says "origin post is preparing shipment". I'm worried that it got lost and I'll never get it.
Did you try contact the seller, and can you leave feedback? Unless the seller has a very good reason for not doing more than that it's seem suspicious.
 
Did you try contact the seller, and can you leave feedback? Unless the seller has a very good reason for not doing more than that it's seem suspicious.
I'll probably try contacting her next week if my package still hasn't moved. She has a lot of good reviews, so I don't think it's a scam
 
Was definitely hoping to get a PM about someone wanting to take me up on my 25k tbt offer for a loveball for Foxmas, but it hasn't happened. I suppose there's still a few more hours left in the day technically.
 
Something that is really bothering me this week. So my partner and I don't want to do gifts for adults in the family. We just want to give gifts to the kids. But even after like 3? years we are getting very pushy complaints and it makes me not want to have anything to do with holidays period.
Decided to delete. I was frustrated at the time and just needed to vent a little. I am better now though it was annoying.

Also, I wish there was a way to remove yourself from group text messages on your phone. I hate my phone going off 20x in a row with just a single emoji or someone sharing pictures.
 
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I rather not get into detail, but I got confused and distressed over something earlier today. I am getting over it now, but my worst enemy, Overthinking, still lingers.
 
I'll probably try contacting her next week if my package still hasn't moved. She has a lot of good reviews, so I don't think it's a scam
Yeah sounds good. And for sure, they don't have to be a scam it just sounded weird they didn't notice you in anyway for that amount of time...
 
Pogo. Allowing trades over 40 km does not help at all lol, just allow it wordwide at least eg. if you maxed friendship with people or something. I 99% bet a lot of people have friends outside their town or even country anyway.
 
I wish my family members would stop pointing out the weight I’ve gained. The antipsychotics I take do wonders for my mood and anxiety, but they make me never feel full. This is well known side effect and yet I still get grief for it. As much as I dislike my appearance, I’d rather be slightly overweight than constantly be depressed by the people who’ve hurt me. The antipsychotics keep me neutral, a feeling I haven’t had in nearly a decade. I’ve gotten so fed up that I had my psychiatrist prescribe pills that reduce hunger. That way I can keep the antipsychotic’s benefits without dealing with the constant comments. Hopefully I can lose that weight soon…
 
I wish my family members would stop pointing out the weight I’ve gained. The antipsychotics I take do wonders for my mood and anxiety, but they make me never feel full. This is well known side effect and yet I still get grief for it. As much as I dislike my appearance, I’d rather be slightly overweight than constantly be depressed by the people who’ve hurt me. The antipsychotics keep me neutral, a feeling I haven’t had in nearly a decade. I’ve gotten so fed up that I had my psychiatrist prescribe pills that reduce hunger. That way I can keep the antipsychotic’s benefits without dealing with the constant comments. Hopefully I can lose that weight soon…
I feel this, my family always made comments about my figure growing up and now I have horrible self esteem and I hate my body. I'm also on medication known to have weight gain as a side effect so eating snacks makes me feel guilty. Been trying to overcome it, but it's really difficult.
Know that your worth lies in who you are, and you're a wonderful person, Neb. 💜
 
said a week ago i wouldn't come downstairs for boxing day if my brother's girlfriend was there. everyone ignored me, so now she's been there for hours and will be for hours to come. my nan and sister come upstairs, wake me up, and try to guilt trip me into coming downstairs while also downplaying my anxiety and telling me i'm not allowed to hold a grudge against my brother for telling me to kill myself a few months ago and never apologizing because "siblings fight". happy holidays ig.
 
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just noticed yesterday that my aurora backdrop is gone and now I'm kinda sad lol


also my coloring page is taking forever for me to do, really glad I have a little under a week to get it done 😪
 
I wanna treat ma self with this awesome looking long waistcoat but it's like £152 plus shipping and GBP is super high against my currency so T_T
 
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