What's Bothering You?

How do you not feel dread over your own existence? Like seriously, how do you stop? I can't wait to be older to get that "your 20s are the worst" part over with.
 
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Yup. I took a COVID test today and... It's positive. In my state I guess vaccinated people only have to quarantine for 5 days? So I'll be back to work on Wednesday :^|
Would've been nice to have 10-14 days off, but it's whatever T^T
 
Yeah, if our "temporary" manager could start acting a bit more like an actual manager and a bit less like a micromanager, that would be great. I swear they have a comment for every single thing I do. I like this job, I really do, even if it's just a cashier and stocker at a grocery store. But they are really making me start to hate it. Good thing they're just temporary, right? ...Except they aren't. They were brought in from another store to cover a manager who was out for a couple weeks, but I guess the store liked them enough here that despite the fact that the other manager came back a while ago, they're now working here all week every week and that doesn't seem to be changing any time soon. It's to the point where them even so much as glancing in my direction immediately makes me nervous as I expect yet another comment to be coming my way shortly after. I've been here for over a year and a half now and they're the only manager that has had any issue with me, let alone to this level.

Sorry, just had to get that off my chest. I used to come home from work feeling calm and relaxed, now I'm coming home feeling stressed. And for someone whose mental health hasn't exactly been the greatest lately either, this kind of stuff most certainly is not helping in the slightest.
 
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^interesting...

also lol @ music/culture summarizing texts in tabloid/newspapers, mostly cause they only include like boomer/pc stuff rather than the actual big stuff... tragedy.
 
my dad's logic is basically this: "you won't do this one miniscule thing for me and allow me to control you, so I'm not gonna give you this basic necessity (like food or a drink) lol". never heard of someone refusing someone else's needs because they wouldn't let themselves be controlled, especially not someone who's caring for an invalid like my mom.


on a slightly more light-hearted note I just found out that the Webkinz team did in fact make a Silver Fox pet but it was released in Aug 2020 (after they stopped making plushies) so no Webkinz plush exists of it. it's bad enough I have the hardest time finding a silver fox plush in general, anywhere on the internet, but now the Webkinz people are essentially saying "haha we made a silver fox but you can't have the plush of it so tough luck" 🙃


edit: okay so I found one but it's from Amazon Deutschland (Germany) and they do not ship to the US so I guess I won't be getting one rn :,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,)
but look how precious this boy is!!! I would protect him w my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Google and its webp images pormotion ****. Like come on no one uses it except you and it's really annoying having to save it and then save again in another format because you can't just keep it : (
 
i’m so tired of having nightmares every night dude. like literally every night i have at least one (usually more) disturbing/upsetting/disorienting dream and i’ve just come to dread going to sleep.
also this might be tmi but i’ve been waking up way more often than usual to pee during the night and having random weird pains. i’m kind of worried that there’s something wrong with me but i’m afraid of going to the doctor. ughhh god i hate anxiety sm
yea i’m gonna have to go eventually but i’m scared that they’re gonna tell me something awful.
 
When someone insists they want to be a part of something, and makes a big fuss, and you plan for them to attend and then they cancel like two hours before, not because they are sick or something but because they magically want to do something else all of a sudden.
Like, that would have been nice to know about yesterday when buying stuff for this.... 😠 Like, this is why we normally don't host things because of this very thing that happens... 🙄 Good thing tickets weren't involved like they were going to be..
 
When someone insists they want to be a part of something, and makes a big fuss, and you plan for them to attend and then they cancel like two hours before, not because they are sick or something but because they magically want to do something else all of a sudden.
Yes this is the worst, like it's socially acceptable or something. I really hate this behaviour with all my soul.
 
Yes this is the worst, like it's socially acceptable or something. I really hate this behaviour with all my soul.
Well I usually just stop associating with people who do that but, in-laws sigh. I just find it really rude and inconsiderate.
 
Just incredibly mad at my so called Mom. I want to throw my phone against the wall, I am so freaking mad / annoyed. Feels like I didn't take my medicine to calm down yet, but I did and that's what worries me. She managed to make me so mad that the medicine does zero, great
 
I am just appalled that so many people have gone to the hospital all because they were unvaccinated. They had so much time throughout 2021 to get vaccinated and they never did. The cases in America have become too high that most schools are going back to virtual learning and there is a possible lockdown if these cases don't slow down which at this point it isn't. (sigh) I really wanted to do more things in my life but with this covid nonsense going on there is not much I can do at the moment.
 
When you're in a conversation with people and you say something wrong and the whole atmosphere has turned awkward but you try and talk some more to fix it and it doesn't work but just keep bringing **** up and you've already said like 15 wrong things and you keep talking and they're so very clearly not into it but you just won't shut the **** up and you literally cannot stop and you just keep talking and everyone is probably cussing you out in their head and you keep ****ing up and making it worse but you still keep talking and on the inside you're like
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