I'm so sorry you're going through this. It will take some time to process the pain, but I'm certain you will be a stronger person in the end. ❤❤
If you need someone to chat to, you can always PM. ❤
What's Bothering You?
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tessa grace
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I had to get an iv for the contrast so the imaging was more precise.(i got an mri today) Which i've done before and would've been fine, but the super nice lady that was helping me did it wrong the first time.
She stuck it next to the blood vessel in the tissue and it wasn't in right so i could feel it painfully (probably the most pain ive ever felt in my arm i've never cried so silently and tried so hard not to scream.) this poor nice lady realized the iv wasn't in right and noticed that so was trying to move it correctly inside my arm and it was really really painful, apparently (i couldn't see) i was bleeding everywhere lmao
so she took the iv out and put it in again on the side next to jt and that also really hurt but a little less, then she was cleaning my arm and had to get more wet wipes so i think i was bleeding a lot (there was also blood on my wristband after)
Then after the contrasting she took off the thing covering my arm and i was REALLY dizzy like had to sit down i was gonna pass out dizzy
and my arm still hurts it was very painful and a lot less smooth than last time i got an mri
She stuck it next to the blood vessel in the tissue and it wasn't in right so i could feel it painfully (probably the most pain ive ever felt in my arm i've never cried so silently and tried so hard not to scream.) this poor nice lady realized the iv wasn't in right and noticed that so was trying to move it correctly inside my arm and it was really really painful, apparently (i couldn't see) i was bleeding everywhere lmao
so she took the iv out and put it in again on the side next to jt and that also really hurt but a little less, then she was cleaning my arm and had to get more wet wipes so i think i was bleeding a lot (there was also blood on my wristband after)
Then after the contrasting she took off the thing covering my arm and i was REALLY dizzy like had to sit down i was gonna pass out dizzy
and my arm still hurts it was very painful and a lot less smooth than last time i got an mri
I had to get an iv for the contrast so the imaging was more precise.(i got an mri today) Which i've done before and would've been fine, but the super nice lady that was helping me did it wrong the first time.
She stuck it next to the blood vessel in the tissue and it wasn't in right so i could feel it painfully (probably the most pain ive ever felt in my arm i've never cried so silently and tried so hard not to scream.) this poor nice lady realized the iv wasn't in right and noticed that so was trying to move it correctly inside my arm and it was really really painful, apparently (i couldn't see) i was bleeding everywhere lmao
so she took the iv out and put it in again on the side next to jt and that also really hurt but a little less, then she was cleaning my arm and had to get more wet wipes so i think i was bleeding a lot (there was also blood on my wristband after)
Then after the contrasting she took off the thing covering my arm and i was REALLY dizzy like had to sit down i was gonna pass out dizzy
and my arm still hurts it was very painful and a lot less smooth than last time i got an mri
Omg, I’m really sorry you had to experience this. I don’t like needles as it is, but I get shots regularly anyway to stay healthy. I can’t even imagine having to get another needle in me and someone messing it up. I’m sure you may have already, but make sure to drink lots of water afterwards. I hope you feel better soon.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
edit: nvm I'm okay now
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Been job hunting again for like a week now. Whenever I look at a job post or finish taking an assessment test on Indeed.com, I get a sudden rush of anxiety.
Like what am I doing? I don't know anything or not enough. There's still so much to learn. I should brush up on my knowledge of legal terms. How much time do I have left?
Like what am I doing? I don't know anything or not enough. There's still so much to learn. I should brush up on my knowledge of legal terms. How much time do I have left?
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I haven't eaten anything in over 8 hours but I honestly don't have much of an appetite, idk if it's because I'm sick or if there's just nothing we have that sounds like something I could handle. I just know I need to eat something soon or it's gonna be too late.
I really don’t know much about PTSD, but I’m starting to wonder if I might have it because if something happens that triggers a past incident, I have mood swings for days. I feel irritable and withdrawn I just want to be by myself and I cry and ruminate. Not sure if I thats PTSD but that’s what happens when something happens.
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Several things just ruined the night for me and I’m not sure what I’m going to do about it. The only thing I really can do is blow off some steam by playing Smash Ultimate with my friend. If I don’t get hired for this job opportunity I’m going to be so distraught I swear…
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I can't get comfortable at all so I'm having a really difficult time getting to sleep 
Shellzilla_515
Senior Member
So one of my sister’s classes at school had a person test positive for covid and she’s having a headache right now. And my mother has been coughing nonstop. Yay. 
...this isn't how you should deal with people
I recognize their pain and genuinely want to help them. I don't look at them as a nuisance for opening up to me. I just feel inadequate
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
it's kinda hard to tell me this and then leave me hanging considering I have a disability that makes it extremely difficult for me to socialize properly with others, but okay. you do what you do, and I do what I do. please don't reply to this.
This is also how you reply lol. And yeah it's a different having actual problems and basically just venting to everyone cause it's acceptable.
I had a wonderful conversation with a friend last night who happened to mention that I seemed like I really needed a hug. Another friend happened to say the same thing to me, in a conversation about when she and I had first met 5 years ago. It just made me feel like whatever image I'm putting forth isn't working and everyone can see right through to the fact that I've been unhappy for a very long time.
While relationships are not black and white and quite complicated things. I think people need to be careful with venting about a SO. And all relationships are not unconditional we should be allowed to set boundaries with others and have that be respected. I have a friend that can’t handle being vented to at all and I understand why it hards on them. If I have to choose between them and having someone to vent to, I choose them and I respect their needs and they have agreed to respect mine.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
yes thank you for this, boundaries are so important and I've made it clear to my friends to not vent to me about SO issues because I'm really just not the right person for that. I can listen sometimes but most of the time I'm dealing with a lot of personal issues and I can't bear the weight of others' pain without breaking. I have a friend who has had multiple issues in the last year and I told her my mom would be better to talk to and she respects that.
Well I forgot about how at the beginning of each year you have to pay a deductible on your presciptions before they're free. My 2 inhalers are $70 each, plus my endometriosis med is $60 and then my mental health med is $30 so my total came to almost $250 with taxes and fees. I had to put the inhalers back and get the endometriosis meds cause my guts literally die without them. I woke up coughing without my inhaler cause I didn't have any puffs for yesterday. Can I make it a whole week without them? Idk
