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What's Bothering You?

my so broke up with me a few days ago, and i can’t really get past it. it was my first serious relationship. we were so happy together. i still care about him and want the best for him but i’m in a lot of pain right now. im thankful that we aren’t mad at each other and have spoke once since it happened but i don’t really know how long it’ll take me to recover from this.
 
^ just take it easy, hopefully it ends up working out for you.


I swear the mailman has made sure that we are the last house on his last route so that I get my mail/packages at like 5pm, why must he torture me like this T__T
 
I swear the mailman has made sure that we are the last house on his last route so that I get my mail/packages at like 5pm, why must he torture me like this T__T
same! i hate when i got stuff in the mail and there's a physical note or just going thru the letterbox like... bruh get another dude on the route!
 
Wow so I asked one person if they could add me on PoGo on their alt and also added another but the first one never added me and the 2nd just wrote "splendid" like ok...
 
my brother has covid. (doesn't bother me. he kind of deserves it for going out almost everyday, probably not wearing a mask half of those times, and as good as living in his girlfriend's household (while she goes between her mom and dad's houses and has around 7 siblings) and then putting all of us at risk when he stops by.) my dad was in a car with him and his girlfriend just yesterday, meaning he could've been exposed, but he probably won't take a test because he's that kind of idiot. my mom says she took a test yesterday and was negative, but safe to say i'm steering clear of them both and spraying everything with disinfectant before i touch it.
 
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I'm so sorry you're going through this. It will take some time to process the pain, but I'm certain you will be a stronger person in the end. ❤❤

If you need someone to chat to, you can always PM. ❤
 
I had to get an iv for the contrast so the imaging was more precise.(i got an mri today) Which i've done before and would've been fine, but the super nice lady that was helping me did it wrong the first time.

She stuck it next to the blood vessel in the tissue and it wasn't in right so i could feel it painfully (probably the most pain ive ever felt in my arm i've never cried so silently and tried so hard not to scream.) this poor nice lady realized the iv wasn't in right and noticed that so was trying to move it correctly inside my arm and it was really really painful, apparently (i couldn't see) i was bleeding everywhere lmao

so she took the iv out and put it in again on the side next to jt and that also really hurt but a little less, then she was cleaning my arm and had to get more wet wipes so i think i was bleeding a lot (there was also blood on my wristband after)

Then after the contrasting she took off the thing covering my arm and i was REALLY dizzy like had to sit down i was gonna pass out dizzy

and my arm still hurts it was very painful and a lot less smooth than last time i got an mri :)
 
I had to get an iv for the contrast so the imaging was more precise.(i got an mri today) Which i've done before and would've been fine, but the super nice lady that was helping me did it wrong the first time.

She stuck it next to the blood vessel in the tissue and it wasn't in right so i could feel it painfully (probably the most pain ive ever felt in my arm i've never cried so silently and tried so hard not to scream.) this poor nice lady realized the iv wasn't in right and noticed that so was trying to move it correctly inside my arm and it was really really painful, apparently (i couldn't see) i was bleeding everywhere lmao

so she took the iv out and put it in again on the side next to jt and that also really hurt but a little less, then she was cleaning my arm and had to get more wet wipes so i think i was bleeding a lot (there was also blood on my wristband after)

Then after the contrasting she took off the thing covering my arm and i was REALLY dizzy like had to sit down i was gonna pass out dizzy

and my arm still hurts it was very painful and a lot less smooth than last time i got an mri :)

Omg, I’m really sorry you had to experience this. I don’t like needles as it is, but I get shots regularly anyway to stay healthy. I can’t even imagine having to get another needle in me and someone messing it up. I’m sure you may have already, but make sure to drink lots of water afterwards. I hope you feel better soon. :giggle:
 
I am so grumpy. So grumpy. Why my dad feels the need to bring up politics when he knows we don't agree on things is beyond me. Especially when I already had a lousy day at work and he knew that!!! I'm so frustrated.
 
Been job hunting again for like a week now. Whenever I look at a job post or finish taking an assessment test on Indeed.com, I get a sudden rush of anxiety.

Like what am I doing? I don't know anything or not enough. There's still so much to learn. I should brush up on my knowledge of legal terms. How much time do I have left?
 
I haven't eaten anything in over 8 hours but I honestly don't have much of an appetite, idk if it's because I'm sick or if there's just nothing we have that sounds like something I could handle. I just know I need to eat something soon or it's gonna be too late.
 
I really don’t know much about PTSD, but I’m starting to wonder if I might have it because if something happens that triggers a past incident, I have mood swings for days. I feel irritable and withdrawn I just want to be by myself and I cry and ruminate. Not sure if I thats PTSD but that’s what happens when something happens.
 
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Several things just ruined the night for me and I’m not sure what I’m going to do about it. The only thing I really can do is blow off some steam by playing Smash Ultimate with my friend. If I don’t get hired for this job opportunity I’m going to be so distraught I swear…
 
So one of my sister’s classes at school had a person test positive for covid and she’s having a headache right now. And my mother has been coughing nonstop. Yay. 🙃
 
I definitely know how you feel, I'm autistic and aro-ace so I basically have no sympathy for people who have relationship problems (because for me relationships tend to be a black-and-white issue, it either works out and you're happy w them or you break up and move on). friends are good for a lot of things but not everything. don't feel bad about drawing your boundaries somewhere in there, and telling them that you can't help them with breakups. I think sometimes your friends just have to be understanding of that and go to someone else for relationship problems.
...this isn't how you should deal with people

I recognize their pain and genuinely want to help them. I don't look at them as a nuisance for opening up to me. I just feel inadequate
 
...this isn't how you should deal with people
it's kinda hard to tell me this and then leave me hanging considering I have a disability that makes it extremely difficult for me to socialize properly with others, but okay. you do what you do, and I do what I do. please don't reply to this.
 
...this isn't how you should deal with people

I recognize their pain and genuinely want to help them. I don't look at them as a nuisance for opening up to me. I just feel inadequate
This is also how you reply lol. And yeah it's a different having actual problems and basically just venting to everyone cause it's acceptable.
 
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