What's Bothering You?

[Midoriya]

I got an e-mail saying that they’ll probably be moving forward with someone else for the job I really want. I’m so distraught and discouraged right now. Nothing positive anyone says about the job hunt is actually true. It’s terrible. I’ve applied to over a hundred places probably since I’ve graduated from uni and not one has hired me (besides your typical $10-15/hr menial job). I’ll become homeless once my dad and stepmom die at this point, and they’re already old.

People say the United States is the land of opportunity. More like, The Land Of Getting Rejected From Being Hired Even Though You’re Qualified And Have A Uni Degree Just Because You Have Some Form Of Autism. I swear if enough places reject me I’m just going to leave the U.S. altogether for a country that’s more accepting of people on the spectrum.

On top of all of this I’m one of the few who doesn’t look forward to the weekends because my work keeps scheduling me for early in the morning on Saturday and Sunday, and I am NOT a morning person. I hate being there so much. I think the next time someone talks to me about negative things or is rude to me in a way that has nothing to do with what I’m helping them with, I’m going to file a harassment claim. That, or just threaten to use my martial arts.

Society and people really suck sometimes.

 

[daringred_]

can't help being a little jealous/envious of my girlfriend. while she's out here with my dream job, i'm a useless waste of space with enough anxiety and depression for an entire town.

 

[tessa grace]

I got an e-mail saying that they’ll probably be moving forward with someone else for the job I really want. I’m so distraught and discouraged right now. Nothing positive anyone says about the job hunt is actually true. It’s terrible. I’ve applied to over a hundred places probably since I’ve graduated from uni and not one has hired me (besides your typical $10-15/hr menial job). I’ll become homeless once my dad and stepmom die at this point, and they’re already old.

People say the United States is the land of opportunity. More like, The Land Of Getting Rejected From Being Hired Even Though You’re Qualified And Have A Uni Degree Just Because You Have Some Form Of Autism. I swear if enough places reject me I’m just going to leave the U.S. altogether for a country that’s more accepting of people on the spectrum.

On top of all of this I’m one of the few who doesn’t look forward to the weekends because my work keeps scheduling me for early in the morning on Saturday and Sunday, and I am NOT a morning person. I hate being there so much. I think the next time someone talks to me about negative things or is rude to me in a way that has nothing to do with what I’m helping them with, I’m going to file a harassment claim. That, or just threaten to use my martial arts.

Society and people really suck sometimes.

Oh no! I'm sorry, and wish you good luck with other interviews. You deserve a good job <3

 

[_Rainy_]

Spoiler

I’m angry

Spoiler

Im still angry

 

[frogslime]

don't tell me I have a crush
ughhh

 

[Croconaw]

don't tell me I have a crush
ughhh

Ugh run. R. U. N.
I know how you feel.

 

[Alienfish]

Slept nothing cause my idiot mom decided to watch really late blinking and flashing action shooter movie in the same room where I sleep so I tried telling her to go sleep and turn it off, in the end I literally had to go turn the TV off and yell her off. Like bruh "extrovert and rude with no respect" is the worst personality traits.

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler

I used to be really close with this girl who I no longer see. I’m in no contact with her and I made one effort to reach out. She’s choosing not to reply. I wish I knew why, though. It sucks being left in the unknown, especially since we were close and she is a genuinely nice person. I’m not saying it doesn’t hurt, but it hurts a little less everyday. I think about it less with each day that passes. Progress.

 

[Princess Mipha]

Keep having the same nightmare and it makes me feel really uncomfortable and worried for my relationship

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

the tomatoes I just bought today from the store turned out to have mold on them!!! what the heck!!! no more buying prepackaged tomatoes

 

[xSuperMario64x]

it's only 8am but I feel like I might be getting a headache

also wish dream collectibles weren't so stupid hard to get

 

[daringred_]

my aliexpress pokemon stuff arrived much quicker than expected. half hit, half miss. one of the plushies was exactly as i ordered with the right tags and everything. (not bothered if it's bootleg lol. it looks good enough.) the other... was a keychain version of the original. partly my fault because i didn't realize how small 12cm is, partly the seller's fault for deceptive photographs and not mentioning the word keychain anywhere. the figures themselves are fine but their boxes were trashed and falling off at the back lol. submitted a refund for this one because they came in protective packaging and i doubt customs messed them up that badly, so they were likely shipped that way. sucks because i don't want to take my (store bought) flareon out of the box.

might take another stab at that second plush since i've found a listing where it's described as 28cm, which is the actual height. problem is it's only had 14 sales and 1 review, so. big shot in the dark. at least if it's another keychain, i'll (probably) be able to get a refund because the sizes will obviously be different. could get a vaporeon pin for my board in the same order too. idk.

 

[Alienfish]

not looking forward fighting giovanni in pogo lol

 

[LuchaSloth]

My girlfriend and I had a big fight last night, and I ended up walking home at around 12:30am in temperatures that were probably around 10 degrees Fahrenheit. I made it home at around 2am. I have never been colder in my entire life. She kept insisting that she call a ride for me, but I knew I needed the walk or I would not be able to let go of the negativity. Also, my phone had 8% battery when I left her house, which quickly dropped to 5%, then 3%, then 1% and died. I also took a backwoods trail instead of staying on the road itself. So, there was a point where I was thinking "Hmmm...I could actually freeze to death out here and nobody would find me until morning". So...yeah, that was all very interesting. I bought a bottle of water from Quickchek early on, and it was frozen when I was about halfway home. The water that I was carrying in my hand froze. It was that cold. - The "good" news is, we are in contact and trying to work things out. - The bad news is, things are still very much rocky between us.

 

[Soigne]

i am freezing this old house has virtually no insulation. it’s like 12 F outside and i’m under four blankets, a sweater, a jacket. i just want to cry.

 

[Alienfish]

My mom thinking Asperger traits can just be changed like that because I told her to chill with her dramatic ****. Like no it's not changeable for me to be that way nor does she need to be a ***** about it.

 

[Violet Witch]

Everyone around me seems to be having life changing opportunities right now and whilst I'm happy for them their news is rather overwhelming right now to the point where I don't know how to react.

 

[jadetine]

Woke up with an incredible sense of hopelessness and loneliness and just life fatigue. Feeling physically overweight and overburdened by things out of my control. It probably stems from sleep debt.
I know I am very fortunate to have everything anyone could want, but I don’t feel like I deserve anything right now, and I’m not sure how to resolve this budding depression…
Every day is the same fire fight with house chores, unresponsive coworkers, and demanding children…

I’ll probably feel fine in a few hours after some caffeine. Meh.

 

[Beanz]

im concerned that my dog is becoming deaf. for the last few weeks he hasn’t come when i call him and yesterday he bark very minimally when someone knocked on the door. he’s either actually deaf or chooses not to listen to me.

 

[deana]

Spoiler: Relationship problems

Had a big fight.. maybe not really a fight.. a big bad talk though that left me with a lot of tears and not a lot of sleep. And at this point I just don't know how this can possibly be resolved.

I wish I had work today so I could have that distraction but instead I don't have anything to keep me from just thinking about it the whole day.