What's Bothering You?

I’m ruminating on a time I played a game with a former friend online over voice chat. We had only texted up to that point and they said “you’re less charming on the phone,” under their breath. It’s been quite a while since that’s happened, but it just popped back in my mind. I know I shouldn’t let that comment bother me anymore. They’re long gone from my life now.

It’s frustrating because this rumination wasn’t on purpose. I was just reading a novel and a character laughing reminded me of what happened. I wish there was some magical device to wipe certain memories from your brain.
 
I had surgery on Wednesday and went to work for the last few days, which in hindsight probably wasn't a good idea. I'm so freaking tired and the brain fog has not gone away from the anesthetic 😫
 
I am in pain, and I’ll need to take my pain medication because the pain is starting to be unbearable. I hate taking the medication, though, it makes me nauseous.
 
accidentally woke up at around 4:30am and now I'm really tired but I can't go back to sleep :///

I hate to have my AC fan turned on bc I know it's excess power being used but I think I really need the noise rn.
 
do not want next week ugh.

also evolution sucks "females need hip/ass fat for kids" like ok im 30 i would probably had one by now if i wanted 😒
 
My neighbor has had the same bag of trash sitting in the hallway for over a month. She also has a trash bin sitting there, for some reason...as if the shared indoor hallway is a dumpster??

On top of that, she also leaves her trash bags on the fire escape despite the dumpsters being only a few steps below. Her entire side of the fire escape is filled with trash bags, which animals have been visiting and tearing apart. There's spilled food all over the fire escape, and some of the trash has blown over to my side.

I've been wanting to talk to her about it, but I never see her. I've only seen her in the hall maybe twice, and I'm too shy to knock...I don't want to be a jerk and report her to the condo association, but...why does she put me in this situation??? ; ; I just don't want trash in my face and stinking up my home.
 
Plume said:
I've been wanting to talk to her about it, but I never see her. I've only seen her in the hall maybe twice, and I'm too shy to knock...I don't want to be a jerk and report her to the condo association, but...why does she put me in this situation??? ; ; I just don't want trash in my face and stinking up my home.
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I think you should report it, since it seems no one else has if there are more people living there. That is dangerous on so many levels and lowkey surprised no one else has cared or they kicked her.
 
my co worker isn't here today again. there goes my lunch break. Today is going to be a long enough day as it is and I was wide awake at 6am . It's going to be a long day, but she's been a good friend to me so I don't mind helping her when I can.
 
Alienfish said:
also evolution sucks "females need hip/ass fat for kids" like ok im 30 i would probably had one by now if i wanted 😒
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feeling this so much 😩



lots of tiny things are bothering me. I want the window to let some light in but the light coming in is hurting my eyes, and I can't seem to find a good way to have light come in without it right in my face. I need to eat but I also just don't want to for some reason. I need to take a shower but my hands have been bothering me for like over a month and it doesn't show any signs of stopping. I also ran out of jello. I do have some things to be happy about but uguhuduh

also ****in hate when I can't tell if I feel like I do bc my meds aren't working or if it's bc my damn period is sneaking up on me again, like bruh if you're gonna happen just happen already why you gotta leave me hanging for a week -__-
 
Honestly there are a few things bothering me alot today. However they are practically things that cannot be changed. They are either things that are in the past that effect today, or they are simply things no human can control. I am not sure if that is comforting because they are this way I can't do anything about it anyway or just something else to add to the little pile of feeling stuck. :/

On the bright side, it is Friday, which means I will have the weekend to spend with my spouse. Actually tomorrow he has volunteer work to do so I will be tagging along with him the whole day. I just hope my legs don't swell and hurt but I guess the worst "penalty" I could possibly get sitting during volunteer work is dirty looks or just social rejection and that is if someone decides to view it a problem or not.

And unrelated, but it really bothers me that practically water everywhere is contaminated. Like fish barely live in the rivers and brooks in the state I am in and half the time the water smells like poop and the other half of the time the water smells like chemicals. Otters use to live around and about but I don't see how they can be around now. If anyone ever does have a hard time, they can't just whip out a fishing pole, permit crap aside.
 
Stop throwing so many orders at me on Friday. Just stop. This is exactly why I'm leaving. I spent all week working my ass off to catch up from being out and Friday they're trying to kill me before the weekend even starts.
 
Okay so, the store finally got back to me about the lost package and they did confirm it was returned. Though rather than asking if I want it resent OR if I'd like a refund they sent blatantly resent it, it seems. I don't know how far they did it since it's Friday night now but I'd rather had a refund at this rate, hope ti can be arranged still. Sigh.
 
My step-mom woke me up from my nap just to wash the dishes, and of course it's the **** I hate washing; Ice cube trays, pitchers, moldy containers, dog bowls, loaf pans, metal trays, etc.
Also, I hate periods with a burning passion. And it only stops at like, 45. Yay, another 30 years of this crap.
 
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