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I should really note down my deadlines, idk what’s due when and I’m always afraid I’ve forgotten a deadline ncnsjjfksjd
I should also start studying for finals……… but i just want to sleep……
 
I decided to drop my current Japanese class and redo it in the Fall. I hate putting off my college education again, but the family death set me too far back. At least now I can focus on studying what I missed this semester. Once I retake the class I should be prepared.
 
I just feel inadequate all the time as an artist, I sometimes feel like I'll never be good enough;;;
 
Yesterday I had a really good drawing idea but I forgot to put it in my sketchbook, so now I forgot what it was. :,)
I have so much unfinished schoolwork and not enough time, I'm gonna have to prioritize certain projects now so I don't fail those classes. So that means staying in at lunch to finish my Art project and my English presentation. Ugh.
There was also a weekly anxiety therapy thing that I went to with some other girls in my grade, and yesterday was our last session. The therapist gave me her email so I could still talk with her at least, but I'm upset I won't be able to see her in person. She was really nice.
I'm probably passing Science with flying colors, I might fail French but the interaction evaluation from last week might've boosted my mark a little, I'll fail English if I don't finish that presentation, I only did one out of three Art projects so far, Phys Ed is easy but I skipped quite a bit of those classes so my mark could've dropped, I might get a decent mark in Math, and I don't even know about Ethics and History. I'm gonna have to ask my teachers about it.
 
Hope they can check and reply to my e-mail, this is getting lowket ridiculous. I know they are a small company but if they can't see they should offer a refund by now it's just... ??? Obviously the package is lost in space so?
 
on Sunday I made plans w my friend to hang out today, but I'm supposed to take my mom to an appointment around 3pm, so I asked them if we could hang out earlier in the day around 10-11am, and they were like "lol that's too early sorry" and I said "well if I end up having to take my mom this afternoon I guess I'll see you later then" and they said "okay see ya".

we were supposed to go to the park and it's supposed to start raining around 4-5pm so that won't work. if my mom decides she's able to make the car ride later then I'll have to hang out w my friend another time.

so anyways yeah that made me cry myself to sleep earlier. I haven't cried like that since I was at my grandpa's funeral last month. idk how to feel abt my exchange w my friend earlier so I'm sure a rollercoaster of emotions is what did it.
 
the shooting in uvalde is really bothering me... i can't stop thinking "what if there is going to be a shooting at my school?" thank god it's summer right now though
i guess some people like guns more than kids
 
School and life in general. I just vented to an online friend about it, so I don't wanna have type it all again...

Edit: Told my dad about some of my problems and got lectured for half an hour instead, I wanna cry now. :,)
 
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Throat is starting to hurt again after finishing my steroids. Gonna have to call the doctor so they can do further testing.

It's annoying bc the doctor told me it was just allergies. I'm on two allergy pills and it doesn't seem to be helping :<
 
i keep procrastinating!!!
Yeah feel that. I tend to do that sometimes. There's this job that I often don't really want to do and just flake on it and end up doing nothing knowing that it's hanging over my head. And then I'd wish I would had just got it done and over with lol.

@xSuperMario64x
Sorry that you are or were not feeling good, but I couldn't help but to read it as 'I ate too much jello and am not feeling wello.' Also sorry to hear about missing out on your outing with your friends.

I used to have friends I played online with a lot who lived in the west coast. With me on the east coast that was a 3 hour time gap. So it was hard to meet them as I had school/work and couldn't always stay up 2am their time to play. It kind of sucked that I was always the one having to adjust for their time preference and they never wanted to play earlier even once to accommodate for my time difference. It was always play with them and barely get 3 hours of sleep or nothing lol. So I get what you mean.

Hope they can check and reply to my e-mail, this is getting lowket ridiculous. I know they are a small company but if they can't see they should offer a refund by now it's just... ??? Obviously the package is lost in space so?
Better throw Elon Musk out in another convertible then. I've not been having a lot of luck with carrier packages either. One person on Etsy has had my order sent as slip created, carrier awaiting item for about 4 weeks and they keep giving me excuses. It sucks, but I'm probably going to have to put a case in. Hopefully you get your package soon!
 
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it's so hot that i cant focus, im backlogging on my readings, im pretty hungry, and upon planning my schedule for the next 3 weeks I realized i might not be able to go on that roadtrip on saturday.
i shouldve planned things earlier but like. im a dumbass. congrats to me for wasting time i guess
 
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