What's Bothering You?

i'm so totally freaking out about my interview tomorrow!! this is like, my first ever job interview and i'm really anxious about leaving a terrible impression :P
 
So, my yard is flooding pretty bad right now with the down pours that's lasting a long time. Our property is already kinda wet so, not really too happy about it. Of course it flows into our neighbor's yard around their pool which is leaning due to the pool being in the low spot of their yard... I hope it doesn't bust cuz it would hit our house at that point.
 
even though I really don't like buying things at walmart I do appreciate being able to get some stuff I need there when I don't have much money to work with. however today I went there to look for polymer clay and tools/wires bc I would like to try making models and figurines, and after deep scanning their entire craft area I could not find a single thing that has to do with clay. nothing. so now I have to go to Hobby Lobby, and I'm sure they'll have what I need but I'm also sure that it's quite a bit more expensive than walmart would've been if they had what I need.
 
A few nights ago, I majorly messed up when opening my adderall container which caused almost all of its' contents to fall into the wet sink, instantly dissolving. I put in a request for a refill and I haven't got it yet, even though they're usually quick. They probably think I'm up to something shady now, sigh.
 
i got nauseous at 3 am and now i’m lowkey traumatized i hate being emetophobic. also today is my first day back to work after 2 weeks and i don’t even wanna go anymore 🙃
 
I'm hoping that today I'll be productive and start some drawings (since I have quite a bit of ideas that I wanna get to), but something tells me that I'm gonna be lazy and watch YouTube all day instead.

I also got a bit violent with my brother last night 'cause he pissed me off so much...
 
My back is absolutely killing me after a busy weekend at work oh but of course, I have to do all these house chores everyone else in the house is too lazy to do. Can’t ever catch a break! -___-
 
People on neopets being so damn name picky with pets. So I have this really stronk boi with like 3k+ HSD and stuff, I had a person considering it for their really cool UC. Then they were like "omg the name holds me off but i'll let u know" (it got a few numbers and uncapped sure but it's not THAT bad) and ended up trading in some crappy shuffle like... okay bro. don't state you want bd pets then
 
My rabbit Leo craps wherever he so pleases and ignores the litter box. Ive tried switching boxes and even cut the opening lower on the box so he doesn't even have to hop over the edge to get in. Good thing he's cute cause I'm sweeping up a whole dust pan of bunny turds each day.
 
SO I had a stomach bug last night and went to puke but nothing was really coming out? Even though I've eaten quite a bit so my face and eyes had SO MUCH pressure being pushed on them and I woke up with all the blood vessels in my face broken and v swollen eyes :( I look horrible lol google says it should go away in a couple days so I'm hoping it does and I don't have to look like this for too long
if ur rlly nosey and want to see what my face looks like click here (p.s I dont really get acne so YES that is all blood vessels 🥲)
 
so about that job interview... i have NO idea whats going on because the person on the phone said they'll call me today and nobody has called. i called but it just went straight to VM.. very confused.
 
Just really peeved watching the whole world act shocked about things like severe flooding, damaging storms, and these extreme heat waves...always pretending like we haven't seen this coming for decades and chose to do the complete opposite of what we should have been doing. Now people are dying...and no one will be held accountable for it. I just really wish there was a future where the people who were responsible for endangering the welfare of billions would see some sort of punishment for willingly and intentionally doing the wrong thing.
 
I really want to sit out here in the living room and do stuff but it's uncomfortably warm in here (for context, our central air doesn't work so we have a single window unit out here trying to cool the largest room in the house). it's cooler in my room but I just don't feel like being in there rn.
 
My brother's been on the computer all fricking day and I finally get to go on, but not without the expense of him making a huge deal out of it. I got really angry at him and started yelling at him, and my dad had to swoop in and de-escalte the situation. I mean, for good reason . . . If it were one second too late, I would've already smacked that little ****.

My dad keeps getting mad at me for everything, like for dropping an F-bomb and because "I need to learn to deal with other people". Yeah, I'm sorry, but me and my brother hate each other and that's never gonna change.
 
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