What's Bothering You?

[-Lumi-]

Oh I feel so gross I hate periods

 

[xSuperMario64x]

called the doctors office to see if I could get in sooner just to remember that today is Saturday and the office is closed, so I basically have to deal w this for 2 more days at least :,,,,,,)

can't wait to deal with all the people who think that "depression is just a stare of mind" and "you'll feel better if you think positively" as if it isn't literally a mental illness, that's like saying positivity can make influenza and bronchitis go away lol.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Spoiler

Honestly, a lot of things is bothering me. Last night I had so much stuff on my mind, I spent half an hour pacing around my room and talking to myself. I felt crazy and stupid for doing so . . . And paranoid, I thought someone was listening to my monologue.

I talked about a lot of stuff, but the main point was about my art-style. I don't think it would be considered bad, but I don't think it's really good either. I just wish I could do more. I get mad at myself for only drawing Beef Boss and Abby all the fricking time, but when I try drawing something new, it looks wonky and I get discouraged. I see fan-art online and I think: "Wow, that's really good, I wish I could draw like that..." But I know that my art-style won't change if I don't improve.

On a less serious note, I found this thing on Reddit of Poof and Beef Boss singing a Friday Night Funkin' song (Ugh) and I can't stop listening to it?? And I thought I was done with FNF, but I guess not.
This might contradict what I just said, but it's too bad there's no option to loop the song either, because it's only a minute-and-a-half long so I have to keep replaying the video manually to listen to it again.

 

[DarkDesertFox]

Tested negative for COVID-19 and while I should feel relieved, I'm really not because now I'm not sure what's causing my excessive fatigue lately. It feels like no matter how much sleep I get, I'm completely energy deprived. I have a Dr. Appointment on Monday so I hope they can help. I quit my job recently and it figures during another break something like this happens. It's nice to have a break from not working but I really just want to be able to enjoy it too. My energy has been so low, I haven't felt like I've been able to do much at all.

 

[moonbyu]

good news: i have an job interview soon!
bad news: i truthfully wasn't expecting to get this far and now im freaking out bad because im awkward and i might have a brain fart during it and they'll hate me.

 

[Croconaw]

I’ve been having lots of okay days. I haven’t had any extremely good days recently, but none extremely bad either. I guess that’s good? I’m just content with life and not overly excited or upset.

 

[oak]

Gonna have to sell back my turnips for like 44 bells or else they're gonna rot by tomorrow.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

trying to muster up the courage to tell this guy I like him and he hasn't seen my message yet and I'm just like hhhhhhh ;; anxiety is so real rn lol


OH GOD OH GOD I JUST TOLD THEM KSJDFKJSDKJFSKDJKFSJDK IDK WHAT TO DO SDHFJSHDFJSD

I'm so terrified that they'll reject me

 

[-Mars-]

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[ZeldaCrossing64]

I found some of my art online while looking at Beef Boss art. This is actually one of my biggest... Fears? I dunno, I just don't like the fact that I have my art thrown out there for anyone to see.
Edit: I guess to clarify, I have drawn some... Things that I'm... Not proud of... Which is putting it very mildly and I'm definitely scared of anybody seeing that.

Spoiler

 

[Beanz]

Spoiler: tw: weight

i should really lose weight but i have zero self control. i crave sweets and chips all the time, i skip breakfast so that probably contributes to it. i mean im not overweight but i don’t eat anything that’s actually good for me half the time, sometimes i just eat because im bored

 

[xSuperMario64x]

so I basically learned the hard way that my computer absolutely ****s on itself and has a stroke when I'm simply trying to play a video with my editing software lol. luckily my brother is here to rescue me

also prob worth noting that when I tried to check the RAM and processor on my control panel both said "not available" lmao

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Deleted.

 

[deana]

actually I would rather just delete everything

 

[Neb]

I wish I had gotten better speech therapy as a kid. My elementary and middle schools put me in classes for other students on the autism spectrum, but the material wasn't what I needed. I could understand most facial expressions, expressions, and vocal tone just fine (with the exception of telling the difference between a tired face and a frustrated face). What I needed assistance with was establishing boundaries, initiating conversations irl, and maintaining eye contact. I never got help with any of those things, so I ended up trying to pick them through sheer practice. Thanks to that hard work I have become a pretty good texter. I can initiate and maintain online conversations with little thought. Sadly the three aspects I needed help with then are still present now. I have no idea how to set up boundaries with someone. The best eye contact I can give is switching between staring at someone's forehead and looking down to the floor. Unless I'm following a mental script I can't initiate conversations irl either. They're little difficulties that have added up over the years and I don't know where to find answers.

 

[-Mars-]

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[Violet Witch]

Anxiety is kicking my butt big time at the moment.

 

[Alienfish]

Those noobs over at neopets underoffering at one of my pets. Yeah I trained up this BD pets for nice, appropriate UCs offer not stuff I could get with regular converteds. Smh.

Also start working tomorrow after my vacation weeks off. I guess it's good but also wish I could have taken another week now ugh.

 

[skarmoury]

edit: k that was short lived i feel better now

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Had to cancel plans to hang out with my crush today and now I feel really bad.

Edit: I also just found out that my bestest online friend (on a seperate site and not on TBT), who recently returned from their month-long hiatus, is gonna be gone for another two weeks.