What's Bothering You?

A few days till school starts and my sleep schedule still isn't fixed. At least I've been going to bed at 1 AM or 2 AM instead of the usual 3 AM, but that's still not early enough. Plus, I still wake up at noon, so what's the point in sleeping earlier if I wake up at the same time anyways. :/
 
I can’t wait for all the kids to go back to school in a weeks time so I can have some peace and quiet on a weekend. All I can hear is some kids kicking a football against a wall and this comes after last night where some idiot left his dog alone to howl non stop in a neighbours garden. Also roll on winter when it’ll be too cold to be outside in the evening.
 
a couple of weeks back, i told my mom there was a gazebo peg sticking out of the grass in the garden after i almost stepped on it. lo and behold, nobody bothered to remove it, and i just ran right over it trying to get the cat in. now there's a huge bruise on the sole of my foot, and it's throbbing like hell.
 
I wish my stupid depression wouldn't come back during the fair. I've basically lost interest in participating in anything else. doesn't help that I can't read rules and I have to redo my Behind the Bookcase entry. 😞
 
My Wii Remotes don't work anymore. :(
I know I said this like seven times and they were all false alarms, but I'm pretty certain they bit the dust now. One of them doesn't connect and the other doesn't even turn on. I thought it was the batteries so I charged them all, but even then they still don't work.
So I won't be able to play on my Wii until I get new remotes. 😔
I mean, considering how old these things were (like over a decade old) and also taking into account how many times I've thrown these at my wall, I'm surprised they still worked up until this point. It was bound to happen eventually, but I'm still pretty upset about it.
 
Still trying to get the bath set in new leaf after spending 5 hours looking for it… :/
 
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Update: I think I need Paulo’s amiibo card to unlock it… DX
 
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Nothing bad happened today, but I still feel stressed out. Meditation and showering only helped out for about 1 hr.
 
This house is like creepy crawly central...always w/ the damn spiders!
 
One of our three cats, the one that was closest to me (Lulu) passed away.

Oddly enough, I'm not super broken up about it and didn't cry this time. Because I know she lived a long, good life and was well loved and taken care of (14 or 15 years). It's not as devastating, shocking, or saddening to me as when my mom died a couple years ago (because that was more personal and my mom was such an amazing person, and my mom also died young, in her 60's).
 
depression still kickin my *** and I highkey forgot to write my Hero's Crossing story so now I only have like one hour to do it 😭😭😭😭
 
I gave up writing that Hero’s Crossing story. It sucks I couldn’t even come up with a general idea so I could at least attempt to write a story. I’m not a writer at all. Who knew this task would drive me insane for a day thinking about what to write.
 
It’s a pretty lonely day

Also nobody on the servers I’m on seems to really have the same schedule as me so that feeling of timezone suckage is here tonight
Even the Australian servers have better things to do or people with different nighttime schedules
 
Spam/Scam messages are so annoying and I especially hate the ones with this bull attached to them.

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Like yeah, sure you are.
 
My family. They piss me off so much. Honestly, the only reason I'm excited for school is to get away from my family (my brother included, which is easy enough 'cause he avoids me like the plague even at the fricking bus stop).

Also, still upset that my Wii Remotes are still broken. I wanted to play Wii Sports and then I remembered: "Oh yeah, the remotes are broken, dumb-***!" Hope I can get some new ones soon.
 
my grandpa passed away just this morning, probably less than an hour ago.
i've never been close to him. he's been awful to me and my siblings. i'm not sure if i'm mourning his death or if i'm mourning the fact that i will never, no matter what, have a loving pair of grandparents like most people do.
i'm not sure what to think. my dad told me and my chest got very warm like it does during panic attacks but it dissipated almost instantly. i don't feel like crying, i don't feel like seeing him or even going to his funeral but im afraid i'm going to regret it.

hmm. being an adult kind of sucks. i can't cry or whine my way out of this. it's time to make a decision.
 
whiny middle-age women are the worst, regardless of who they are and come from.

like not necessarily white karen women but just anyone who act entitled and basically bully people for their existence like... no one likes you like that.
 
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