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What's Bothering You?

It’s a pretty lonely day

Also nobody on the servers I’m on seems to really have the same schedule as me so that feeling of timezone suckage is here tonight
Even the Australian servers have better things to do or people with different nighttime schedules
 
Spam/Scam messages are so annoying and I especially hate the ones with this bull attached to them.

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Like yeah, sure you are.
 
My family. They piss me off so much. Honestly, the only reason I'm excited for school is to get away from my family (my brother included, which is easy enough 'cause he avoids me like the plague even at the fricking bus stop).

Also, still upset that my Wii Remotes are still broken. I wanted to play Wii Sports and then I remembered: "Oh yeah, the remotes are broken, dumb-***!" Hope I can get some new ones soon.
 
my grandpa passed away just this morning, probably less than an hour ago.
i've never been close to him. he's been awful to me and my siblings. i'm not sure if i'm mourning his death or if i'm mourning the fact that i will never, no matter what, have a loving pair of grandparents like most people do.
i'm not sure what to think. my dad told me and my chest got very warm like it does during panic attacks but it dissipated almost instantly. i don't feel like crying, i don't feel like seeing him or even going to his funeral but im afraid i'm going to regret it.

hmm. being an adult kind of sucks. i can't cry or whine my way out of this. it's time to make a decision.
 
whiny middle-age women are the worst, regardless of who they are and come from.

like not necessarily white karen women but just anyone who act entitled and basically bully people for their existence like... no one likes you like that.
 
my first day of school was okay, at least it was a half day. i can already tell that i don’t like chemistry, i don’t like the vibes in that class.

my school doesn’t have air conditioning, i should be happy because that lets us off early but when it’s hot it’s literally unbearable.
 
On top of crappy things happening earlier, our power just went out because of the storms

🎊🎉🎊🎉🎊
 
I was forgotten about in a meeting I shouldve been invited to and my coworker said to me "you don't exist" and I jokingly said "yeah sometimes I don't really want to exist anyway" and he looked concerned 💀 I forgot that other people don't share my dark sense of humor

I don't really know where my mind is at lately, it's just a total mess regarding anything. I just feel like crying a lot.
 
The person who hurt me is gonna walk away scott-free in that friend group. It’s not that I’m vengeful but I’m sure he wouldn’t take accountability and those people deserve better than that.

I’m at a weird impasse of cutting ties with them over this guy and I’m not going to lie about why, but I don’t know how much I should actually say. At a time like this trying to spread the truth doesn’t really do good. If I just say I know you won’t appreciate it but he’s actually a bad guy and I’m leaving to minimise the drama, that leaves a lot of questions open. I guess I’ll go with that when I put the time aside for it. There are a lot of questions left open regardless. What an awful guy he was.

I woke up thinking about this right away today. Been a while since that happened. I’ll miss that community even if I wasn’t active anyway. Always wanted to return, but I can’t stomach that.
 
It’s hard to believe genuine and non-toxic people do exist nowadays. It’s hard to trust anyone but when you find someone genuine, it’s nice. In the back of your mind you think there’s an ulterior motive but after a while that feeling fades and you realize there are genuine people.

It’s just a shame you have to question it 99% of the time.
 

To be honest, I just remind myself that for as many bad and toxic people in the world there are that want to see you fail, there are just as many that are good people and want to see you succeed. It's weird, but it works for me.

I've been on this site for years and talking to others in real life in many different places for years. I'm sure if someone thought I had an ulterior motive they would have questioned me already. I just love being friendly and being able to relate to others, that's all.

Sorry if you didn't want a response, but I felt the need to.
 
I still don't have power 🙃 don't ever come to Michigan y'all our power companies are literally the worst in the country
 
I apparently have to get 3 wisdom teeth out and it's gonna cost some real cash. At least I have until June but I bet it's gonna go by super fast

I've never had such a major surgery before. The thing I dread the most is just.. the mess, and probably the inability to eat easily for a while
 
Power has been out overnight. This reminds me of what happened to me during Camp TBT. Same-ish time (storm and trees knocking over powerlines seems to happen a lot in late August) too.

Wi-fi AND data were on and off last night, which was annoying.
 
Power has been out overnight. This reminds me of what happened to me during Camp TBT. Same-ish time (storm and trees knocking over powerlines seems to happen a lot in late August) too.

Wi-fi AND data were on and off last night, which was annoying.
are you in the midwest? i swear we lose power over the tip of a hat here.
 
My mom ignored my text and didn't pick me up breakfast .-. i know, kind of pathetic for an adult to be complaining their mom didnt get them food LOL but I swear I do so much for her alllll the time, and babysit for her bff for free so they can hang out with no kids? Like sorry was a $5 sandwich too much to ask for :/
I'm just moody cause I didn't sleep at all last night, and we have no food in the house. Like I NEED some food right now for energy or im not going to make it through the day, and I'm going to be super depressed if I end up falling asleep and sleep all day again.
 
Taco Bell didn’t have slushies this morning so I couldn’t get a mango whip. I had to get a Dragon Paradise sparkling tea. I do like it, but sparkling water gives me headaches and I’m pretty sure this tea will eventually do the same. I’ve only had it one other time. Headaches are not fun.
 
It’s hard to believe genuine and non-toxic people do exist nowadays. It’s hard to trust anyone but when you find someone genuine, it’s nice. In the back of your mind you think there’s an ulterior motive but after a while that feeling fades and you realize there are genuine people.

It’s just a shame you have to question it 99% of the time.
honestly I have this same anxiety with everyone. I've even been worrying a bit abt my relationship with my SO because even though we tell each other we'll take care of each other and be there forever, I just worry that somewhere down the line something will come up and I'll lose him. I hope the feeling goes away soon. I think it'll get easier once we meet in person and can talk face to face.


the mall here has been dead for almost a decade and honestly walking around in here just makes me so sad. Im surprised this place is still open. there are only a few stores, though a few have recently opened and I can only hope that they stay and don't have to close down as well. I hate that I have to drive almost an hour to actually go to a decent mall.

also feeling pretty down again today. nothing interests me and I haven't even eaten yet bc I have no appetite at all. I was hoping walking around the mall would help but after seeing yet another new store close down here I just feel kinda sad and empty.
 
My hair is turning grey at the ripe age of 28 so that's cool. Why you gotta do me like that hair
 
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