What's Bothering You?

[nightglow]

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[xSuperMario64x]

my depression came back full force this evening. I have no energy or motivation to do anything besides lie here. I called my SO for a bit but he was getting anxious bc I wasn't talking much and he doesn't like silence. I didn't tell him bc I don't want him to be worried abt me, but I kinda feel like I want to cry bc I didn't get to talk to him much. but he was also really tired and falling asleep so I didn't want to stop him.

now I just feel empty and kinda numb

 

[moonbyu]

SCHOOL IS IN TWO WEEKS AUGHHHHHHHHH

 

[Croconaw]

Cramps. Just annoying. Should be gone in the morning.

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

I have a temporary filling in a tooth right now and I'm terrified of it falling out. A tiny piece came out just from flossing. Gotta wait like 12 more days

 

[-Raven-]

It feels like yesterday never ended

every day is the same now

my partner is bad at talking, we can‘t communicate, when i most need them they aren’t awake, they’re always sick, this used to be sometimes and has only gotten worse over the months

i deserved better in life

 

[Sanaki]

all my closest friends have either just been absent or distant from me and i miss them :/

 

[Princess Mipha]

- My baby isn't sleeping like.. at all since 3 days or so and I'm starting to lose my mind
- I recently had to put my guinea pig Bijou to sleep and I still feel awful about it
- After almost 18 years of always having guinea pigs, I am going to give my last one, Trixi, to a new home.. it hurts, but it's better for her like that than leaving her alone to die..
- I don't think I was able to simply rest 5 minutes since 2 weeks or so.. I am so K.O.

 

[ali.di.magix]

I got a text saying there's shipment delays with my Splatoon Switch pre-order bro this was literally the only thing pulling me through this week, being able to pick it up Friday after work, and now it's not going to be there

 

[DarkDesertFox]

Feeling a bit depressed lately. I started applying for a few jobs, but haven't made much progress due to my anxiety from job hunting. Also just thinking about how much I really miss having a romantic relationship in my life. Though I can't really work on starting another one until I can acquire a new job. Haven't really been active on here lately while I figure things out. Just needed somewhere to vent today.

 

[jiny]

already stressing so much to the point of tears over college and its barely the 4th day

 

[al-tirah]

back pain and cramps

 

[Plume]

My shoulder hurts.

Spoiler: scary

I feel less safe outside because a neighbor sent me weird messages. I walk everywhere and now I'm always feeling adverse and on the lookout because their car might pass me. I hate that I'm still thinking about it?

 

[Croconaw]

I’m just overthinking right now. Maybe I should just go to sleep, but I think I’ll stay up a bit longer.

 

[Violet Witch]

Energy prices in the UK are set to rise by another 80% this October and it seems like our current Government (in power) don't care. Yet the public have no say in who can be the next Prime Minister because our current one was forced to quit because he was an imbecile throughout the pandemic. Only the Conservatives get the choice to vote between two candidates who are both as bad as one another and are completely out of touch with reality when it comes to the working class in this country.

 

[Romaki]

I'm back in school for my training and it was just too much, man.

 

[Beanz]

i've wanted to draw for the past 2 days but i can’t because fire alpaca and my drawing tablet are acting weird. initially i thought my tablet was the problem because the old usb to c adapter stopped working (which was apart of the problem) before i realized that i uninstalled the driver but after i got a new adapter it turned on. but when i went to fire alpaca the tools were acting weird, my cursor was laggy and it kept changing between the eye dropper and the brush i was using. i just wanted to drawww

 

[deana]

Just being bothered by other peoples life business that isn't even my problem, I wish I could just stop caring about it

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler: :(

was in a pretty decent mood but then I accidentally stumbled upon a facebook video that was clips from the movie Mommy Dearest and it just broke my heart because I understand it. I also saw a video about how ADHD people get told so often "you're not trying hard enough/doing your best" when in reality they've been given a bad set of tools to deal with everything and everyone else has it much easier.

I've never been diagnosed with C-PTSD but I'm pretty positive I have it. my dad is verbally/emotionally manipulative and abusive and I have a lot of trauma from that. I also do have untreated ADHD (as well as being autistic) and honestly just existing is torture. everything is so ungodly difficult and it kinda makes me resent my life. and when i tell people this they just say "yeah we all have problems but we learn to get through them and move on" as if i dont have a literal disability that keeps me from being able to function like a normal person. I feel like I'm faking it, like I'm just making excuses and being lazy.

idk i was gonna record a new yt video but I think im just gonna go to sleep. it's getting late anyways.

 

[skarmoury]

i keep on lacking sleep.
im gonna take a nap rn and pray i wake up to my alarm, because if i don't i'll get in trouble kcjskcdksj