What's Bothering You?

I sometimes wonder if restarting my island was the best thing I've done or worst thing I've ever done. Part of me is like happy about it but the other part is feeling regret because I lost so much hard work, but I still made up for it with my newer island.
 
i kind of feel like i'm being... what's the word... neglected? pushed aside? by a close group of friends, especially because i don't have a game they've all been playing together lately + they all hung out together a Lot while i was away for a week, and it's enough to easily put a damper on my mood even if it's not the case or wholly unintentional on their ends
 
I got to see my aunt and uncle for the first time in two years and they started an argument with my grandpa. All three of them had decent points, but they were way too heated. Talk about awkward…
 
I can't keep my mind off the job I want. I should hear back in a week or so and even though I think I have a good chance, it is so hard to not get carried away imagining myself in the role. I'm trying to get myself prepped for when I might get that sad rejection letter ;u; I honestly think i'd be waay too lucky to get this one so ya I dunno anymore

If I do get rejected I just know my mom is gonna say it's no big deal cuz she expects me to get rejected :\
 
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Last night I found a great deal on eBay, and very indecisively waited around. Someone must have got in there before me as the listing has now ended and I'm now kicking myself for it. The problem is I hate spending money, so when it comes to a time where I have to bid farewell to a few notes, I just hesitate and get stressed.
 
Last night I found a great deal on eBay, and very indecisively waited around. Someone must have got in there before me as the listing has now ended and I'm now kicking myself for it. The problem is I hate spending money, so when it comes to a time where I have to bid farewell to a few notes, I just hesitate and get stressed.
Big mood. I've been lucky and most stuff I wanted was still there but I definitely have some regrets about not getting stuff when I really really wanted them.
 
Oh I am just a big bundle of nerves, all shaky and uneasy atm 😅 at least the Google search is cute today though
 
I’m still tired from being off my meds, I slept in late too late for work. I burned the side of my face and my contact is bothering me and there’s nothing I can do about it until I go home later.
 
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It feels like I get a headache every day or damn near close to everyday and it’s super frustrating.

Ugh I’m right there with you. I have/had one this morning. I’m pretty sure it’s due to the storm system moving in this time but I swear just about anything sets it off. :/
 
I just called my pharmacy, of course they’d be out of my meds 🤣😂🤣😂. I’m laughing, but I’m crying on the inside. I have to wait until a specific date to fill it and I can’t because they don’t have any. I slept in today because I can’t wake up and I’m groggy all day without them.
 
I’m tired. my mom kept waking me up today because she was making some phone calls and the people she called needed my permission to talk to her. She could’ve let me sleep in later because she disrupted my sleep but no… Also have to work on my room today and am dreading it since I am still upset about the missing piece and am worried i won’t find it. sigh

found out i have a doctor’s appointment for the dreaded test; not going to say any more than that. only mentioning because i dread it. had bad experiences with past doctor and assistant and i always hate these tests
 
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Feeling looked over by people.

I look at other people's art, and I'm not really comparing to them, and I feel like not many people even want to look at my gallery, when all the others get many views

Its disheartening because I know it's my own style, and I want to be confident in it.. but on here it's kinda hard to. I feel like no one even wants to see it, when other people gets tons of great compliments

I am grateful to those who do, they boost my confidence

But, looking through the other people's galleys then my own.. I really am the one that seems to poke not many people's interest, and that's hard to swallow.

It honestly makes me upset. Maybe I should just stay as a cycler
 
Feeling looked over by people.

I look at other people's art, and I'm not really comparing to them, and I feel like not many people even want to look at my gallery, when all the others get many views

Its disheartening because I know it's my own style, and I want to be confident in it.. but on here it's kinda hard to. I feel like no one even wants to see it, when other people gets tons of great compliments

I am grateful to those who do, they boost my confidence

But, looking through the other people's galleys then my own.. I really am the one that seems to poke not many people's interest, and that's hard to swallow.

It honestly makes me upset. Maybe I should just stay as a cycler

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I totally get how you feel; I am sorry if I have hurt your feelings in some way.

I want to tell you to not get discouraged and to keep posting if it makes you happy, but I know that is easier said than done. After all, I kinda feel that way on twitter even though I have very few followers (I ended up deleting one of my pieces I shared).

Another way to look at the gallery is to later on see how much progress you’ve done and and to see what you might want to work on, and not just for the views.

I still am feeling very self conscious about my art too, believe me. I think from looking at other posters, that everyone feels the same as you, regardless if they get a lot of views or none at all.

I’m not sure what else to say other than keep at it and keep working on your art if you enjoy it. Sharing it is your choice too. But if you keep posting and improving, more people are bound to take a look. you could always ask for some others to take a peek and give you feedback too.

I truly think you’re art style is adorable and am so glad you have been brave to share it, but it is okay to feel the way you are and have doubts. I just wanted to encourage you to keep posting if you’re enjoying it.

And sorry if this makes you uncomfortable or doesn’t help much.
 
Feeling looked over by people.

I look at other people's art, and I'm not really comparing to them, and I feel like not many people even want to look at my gallery, when all the others get many views

Its disheartening because I know it's my own style, and I want to be confident in it.. but on here it's kinda hard to. I feel like no one even wants to see it, when other people gets tons of great compliments

I am grateful to those who do, they boost my confidence

But, looking through the other people's galleys then my own.. I really am the one that seems to poke not many people's interest, and that's hard to swallow.

It honestly makes me upset. Maybe I should just stay as a cycler
I've felt that way too. I don't have whatever art program people use these days and I have to use real paper. But even though some people might think my art is bad, I ignore them. So I think you should just be yourself even if you think your art is bad, just be you
 
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