What's Bothering You?

I just woke up (it was 5:45 pm when my mom woke up). I was in a lot of pain earlier because of my ear and jaw again; grateful my mom let me sleep after i gave my cat her pill and took pain killers this morning but dang… 😳

A little worried about some of my friends. Also worried i might make one or both of them mad unintentionally some day ><
 
eek this actually happened to my mom as well. she had an appointment yesterday to get her second shot of pfizer, since that’s what the clinic said they had, only for her to find out once she got there that all they were offering was moderna. total waste of time. you’re not being silly or irrational for walking out - mixing vaccines doesn’t sound great to me either, or to my mom. i hope you’re able to get pfizer soon. >_<
 
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There was another art sharing thread and i posted some of my art even though I know it isn’t great. starting to get the delete the post itch 😅. I am really proud of those drawings though but ugh, I am so nervous ><.
 
There was another art sharing thread and i posted some of my art even though I know it isn’t great. starting to get the delete the post itch 😅. I am really proud of those drawings though but ugh, I am so nervous ><.
I can relate to that. My art looks like garbage compared to some other users, and I'm surprised everyone seems to like it for that reason, and I can relate to being nervous. At the end of the day, it doesn't really matter, to me anyways, what other people think about my art. I do me, and they do them.
 
Anxiety sucks. Every time I post or even message a friend, I get anxiety about annoying them or overdoing it. When will I be mentally at peace? I have tried meditation (a guy I used to be friends with suggested it but yeah, I can’t do it and small part of it may be because i can’t get over being pissed at him for over three years).

Sleeping till five forty has threw me off. I feel like crap and my ear is still sensitive and hurting a little. ><

I have something special planned for a friend’s birthday and now I am worried it might not be funny or it ends up hurting our friendship. Maybe i should cancel it :/ I already know my sense of humor does not exist. 😔
 
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There was another art sharing thread and i posted some of my art even though I know it isn’t great. starting to get the delete the post itch 😅. I am really proud of those drawings though but ugh, I am so nervous ><.
Well, we all start somewhere, right? Trust me, when I first started drawing in 2015, it was utter garbage lol. In fact, it took me two hours in total to finish it. Whenever I see someone who is starting out or still getting the hang of drawing, I can relate to them, including you and Koopadude100. If you keep looking for ways to improve and having fun (which is also really important!), I'm sure you'll get better as time goes on. Even I have some ways to go despite compliments from kind people around here and I'm up for the challenge. After all, we don't become professionals in a single night! The last thing I want to happen is my drawing skills stagnating and it's tough.
 
Well, we all start somewhere, right? Trust me, when I first started drawing in 2015, it was utter garbage lol. In fact, it took me two hours in total to finish it. Whenever I see someone who is starting out or still getting the hang of drawing, I can relate to them, including you and Koopadude100. If you keep looking for ways to improve and having fun (which is also really important!), I'm sure you'll get better as time goes on. Even I have some ways to go despite compliments from kind people around here and I'm up for the challenge. After all, we don't become professionals in a single night! The last thing I want to happen is my drawing skills stagnating and it's tough.

you’re right :); I keep trying to tell myself that but so difficult to convince myself 😅. Also doesn’t help I haven’t drawn a lot recently; nervous it is going to stagnate. But, I think first I should worry about getting rid of this pain that has added on to my recent sleep schedule problem since the lack of energy is why I haven’t been drawing. I definitely am not discouraged or giving up, though I will admit I feel like I am diving into this hobby blind and am daunted by how much there is to learn. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with me :).
 
you’re right :); I keep trying to tell myself that but so difficult to convince myself 😅. Also doesn’t help I haven’t drawn a lot recently; nervous it is going to stagnate. But, I think first I should worry about getting rid of this pain that has added on to my recent sleep schedule problem since the lack of energy is why I haven’t been drawing. I definitely am not discouraged or giving up, though I will admit I feel like I am diving into this hobby blind and am daunted by how much there is to learn. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with me :).
You're welcome! Your health comes first so don't push yourself unnecessarily! No one's pressuring you to meet a deadline or anything like that.
 
Something that really shouldn’t bother me because I don’t know how it could happen given the circumstances. Nonetheless, this brain of mine says otherwise.
 
I’m contemplating changing my username here and on twitter but I really like my username and don’t want to confuse my followers. i should have never used my gaming name that my friends are familiar with :/. I am terrible with coming up with new names though.
 
My son poured my fancy Shiseido face sunscreen in the party favor bags I had staged for his classmates... :eek:🤬💸 I spent precious time planning and putting those together. OTL The bottle is very light now. T_T
Sunscreen doesn't just wipe off, kid! Nobody wants greasy slick candy and stickers; sus AF.
Pat me on the back for not flipping out at him... much.
CHILD! 💢
 
I need to pack because I have to move, like really soon. I've been uncharacteristically productive for the past week and now.. the exhaustion has caught up to me and I'm like.. too depressed to pack? Even though I need to move in order to start my dream job and be less depressed. I just can't bring myself to be productive right now and I feel like a poor excuse for an adult.
 
I’m contemplating changing my username here and on twitter but I really like my username and don’t want to confuse my followers. i should have never used my gaming name that my friends are familiar with :/. I am terrible with coming up with new names though.
I'd consider the reasons you're contemplating changing it to begin with. Since you like it, it makes the most sense to keep it. If you don't like it to some degree, or just want something new, you could change your title to, "previously Dunquixote" so as not to confuse people who follow you. If you're considering changing it to, in a sense, run away from something or avoid facing something or someone, I think you'll end up disappointed, as it won't be a veil for very long. Good luck with whatever you decide to do!
 
I'd consider the reasons you're contemplating changing it to begin with. Since you like it, it makes the most sense to keep it. If you don't like it to some degree, or just want something new, you could change your title to, "previously Dunquixote" so as not to confuse people who follow you. If you're considering changing it to, in a sense, run away from something or avoid facing something or someone, I think you'll end up disappointed, as it won't be a veil for very long. Good luck with whatever you decide to do!

Thanks so much for giving me some input and and the good luck :). Yeah, I think you’re right, I just can’t help wanting to believe I can have a social media account that is private from friends and free myself from the stuff that have been bothering me for so long, or at least to some degree even if this doesn’t erase it from my brain. 😔 And even though none of my friends play AC or post on these forums, I can’t help fretting a bit (then again, I could just not vent about stuff here 😓). I’ll think on it some more. Thanks so much for your time :)
 
I’m contemplating changing my username here and on twitter but I really like my username and don’t want to confuse my followers. i should have never used my gaming name that my friends are familiar with :/. I am terrible with coming up with new names though.

I don't have any advice for this but I did want to say I've been thinking about the exact same thing and it is actually very stressful! I feel like I want to change my name too but I can't come up with anything and it seems like everyone else just has way cooler usernames than anything I could think of.
 
I don't have any advice for this but I did want to say I've been thinking about the exact same thing and it is actually very stressful! I feel like I want to change my name too but I can't come up with anything and it seems like everyone else just has way cooler usernames than anything I could think of.
I love your username! It's so cute!
 
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