What's Bothering You?

Feeling like a bad friend because I am mailing out a birthday gift late. I know she won't mind really but I can't help but feel guilty over it.
 
I woke up this morning and typed the wrong passcode in my phone and for some reason I was immediately locked out of phone for a minute. Got into my car and without thinking did it a second time wrong and got locked out for 5 minutes. Got to work and did it a third time! Locked out for 15 minutes and couldn’t log in for work. Also this week is going to be the death of me. I work so much this week and I don’t have a day off until Sunday 17 hours down 29 more to go. I’ve been so busy with hat I didn’t realize Sora hurt her toe. I need to be better at checking her over. We have these little wipes for her feet and we need to do it twice a day and she’s really unhappy about it. Also she’s having her spay surgery next week and it’s happening a little earlier than I’d like, but necessary under the circumstances. Bakugo is a really patient sweet bunny and she is stressing him out right now with her behavior at the same time he gets upset when she’s not around.
 
I got tested for covid this morning cause I felt like crap in my chest all night. Fingers crossed it's just a chest cold.
 
i finally fell asleep early for once last night but i woke up in the middle of the night 3 times and it really messed me up
 
Why does my left knee and left calf feel stiff?

Oh also the Blood Moon week came earlier than I thought it would. Yay.
 
Today I had an appointment with my psychiatrist; he pissed me off so much. I can’t control my temper when he asks questions.

I also hated how he asked about my counseling. none of his business since the counselor isn’t part of his office; okay maybe it might be but not telling him **** since he didn’t care when i told him stuff after he forced me to talk. i hated how my mom said it is helping. it is not helping since all my counselor does is listen. i still can’t get over something that has been bothering me for years. and the way she dismissed what i said about it not helping like i don’t know what i’m talking about.

Tomorrow is my counseling. Dreading it so much. Idk why their questions irritate me so much. it makes me more mad than helps, so I don’t see a point in talking anymore
 
college apps are already stressing me out and i havent even finished 1st sem of senior yr yet ....
 
my doll broke and now l need to buy an extra body. Just finished dying her hair and l was excited to get her into her clothes.
 
Even though I no longer see my liver Doctor I still am bothered about his statement "Do Better' when kept on lecturing me about my weight and refused to listen when I showed him on my phone that I was losing weight. Ugh. That memory still haunts me.
 
I just realized I made a mistake at work. I know they will probably be able to fix it in the morning but I feel bad still. And I feel even worse because my manager is on vacation and I know when he hears about my mistake it's just going to stress him out that we are not handling the store while he's away :(
 
I’ve really let spending become a nasty habit. I didn’t need another game and yet I bought the Final Fantasy 8 remaster anyway. The dopamine rush of buying the game didn’t even last that long. I just wanted some instant gratification.

This is embarrassing to admit, but ever since that nasty breakup I spent over $500 in impulse purchases. At the time it relieved pain from the trauma. Now it’s something I do without much thought. It’s almost a good thing that my college stipend hasn’t come in yet. That would just be more money for me to throw away. At least this teaches me some much needed patience.
 
Marlboro want to make Asthma inhalers.

for some reason i am convinced ppl don’t like me on here 🙃🙃🙃
I don't even know you.
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I’ve really let spending become a nasty habit. I didn’t need another game and yet I bought the Final Fantasy 8 remaster anyway. The dopamine rush of buying the game didn’t even last that long. I just wanted some instant gratification.

This is embarrassing to admit, but ever since that nasty breakup I spent over $500 in impulse purchases. At the time it relieved pain from the trauma. Now it’s something I do without much thought. It’s almost a good thing that my college stipend hasn’t come in yet. That would just be more money for me to throw away. At least this teaches me some much needed patience.
At least you know it's a complete game, but yeah, save some.
 
I keep thinking its like Monday or Tuesday but it's actually Thursday and I still haven't got my dad a Father's day present 😭 he's so hard to buy for and it doesn't help that shops are closed right now. Aaaaaaa idk what to do
 
The way my math teacher has us do notes is so confusing. It's hard for me to keep up and i'm pretty sure i'm in a higher level math class when I should be in a lower one because I lost my math skills years ago. I just want to pass my classes ;v;
 
I'm just really ****ing pissed today. I got up at 6:30 AM to go get my blood work done and the place I went to didn't have the paperwork that was supposed to be sent over by the quick clinic I went to. Stupid ankle just had to make my life misery right before my 4 day weekend. **** like this always happens when I plan a long weekend around a holiday and I am so, so sick of it. I've been counting down the days until this weekend too. I just need a break, I really do. I did not want to deal with this crap this week. Praying I can just get it over with tomorrow but it still sucks to have to do it on a Friday.
 
I really want to stay away from this topic as much as possible, but I just can't take it anymore. I was almost finished eating my breakfast this morning and of course, my dad goes on a rant about vaccines and vaccine passports. Like, why do you always have to be negative about the topic? Haven't you ever stopped to think why this is happening in the first place? Don't you see that people are still catching it? So we can try to keep others safe and limit the spread of the virus? Come on, where is the critical thinking here? You work in healthcare for goodness sake!

I do not want to catch it and get sick. There are some people that are long haulers, some lost their senses, and many unfortunately lost their lives. I do NOT want any of that to happen to me. If the virus catches us out, then your ignorance is what costed us. Of course, vaccines are not 100% effective just like many other things such as seatbelts, medicine, and other things. On top of that, they also come with some risks. It's not exclusive to one thing and I don't know why you're flipping out about it. I'm pretty sure you need to get a yellow fever vaccine if travel to certain places such as Africa and South America, so what's the point with your argument? The delusional thinking of some people really drives me up the wall. And no, this isn't directed at anyone on here or I wouldn't have made this post in the first place. Ugh, I want to get off of this ride and never hear about this again.
 
I really want to stay away from this topic as much as possible, but I just can't take it anymore. I was almost finished eating my breakfast this morning and of course, my dad goes on a rant about vaccines and vaccine passports. Like, why do you always have to be negative about the topic? Haven't you ever stopped to think why this is happening in the first place? Don't you see that people are still catching it? So we can try to keep others safe and limit the spread of the virus? Come on, where is the critical thinking here? You work in healthcare for goodness sake!

I do not want to catch it and get sick. There are some people that are long haulers, some lost their senses, and many unfortunately lost their lives. I do NOT want any of that to happen to me. If the virus catches us out, then your ignorance is what costed us. Of course, vaccines are not 100% effective just like many other things such as seatbelts, medicine, and other things. On top of that, they also come with some risks. It's not exclusive to one thing and I don't know why you're flipping out about it. I'm pretty sure you need to get a yellow fever vaccine if travel to certain places such as Africa and South America, so what's the point with your argument? The delusional thinking of some people really drives me up the wall. And no, this isn't directed at anyone on here or I wouldn't have made this post in the first place. Ugh, I want to get off of this ride and never hear about this again.
Hey! This has been a topic consuming our lives for the past year so I understand how tired and frustrated you are. Family can be super frustrating when they speak about things like that (especially parents lol). I'd give you advice if I could, the only thing that stopped my parents always ranting about [xyz] was moving two hours away. I just want to say I hope you hang in there & can avoid those conversations with him as much as possible. I'm sorry you're going through all of that. ❤
 
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