What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

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hey I'm always here to listen and offer a shoulder to lean on if you need one

 

[-Blue-]

Spoiler: ...

I feel like my feelings and problems are invalid and don't matter. I feel like I have no one to talk to and I feel so alone.
That's barely scratching the surface, but I can't be bothered to type it all out and end up over-sharing. I just want a break for the sake of my mental health.
I've just been feeling really depressed the past few days. Hopefully I'll feel better soon, but I can't guarantee it...

Yeah there are plenty of us here that have dms open if you need to talk.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

why is my anxiety back today

 

[Zane]

Rapidly running out of time to just lay in bed, have to go to work soon :(((((((

 

[Goldi Locks]

The space theme here. I hate the idea of floating in space, so I'm not enjoying it. I want to drown it in the sea.

 

[-Raven-]

Thinking about how much stuff that bad site/community normalised for me. At least I grew to understand a lot of it is wrong but it definitely left an impact on me & ended up leaving me with some bad traits/repressed trauma

 

[Zane]

When you’re super hungry but also have a migraine that’s making you feel sick so you don’t wanna eat

 

[Midoriya]

I got caught up in my emotions and am crying again because I miss my mom. Cancer really sucks. What's new.

 

[Cirice]

As my Et//sy/ shop got terminated I lost my only source of income. I attempted to launch a Big Cartel with a few fandom things, but it's a niche fandom so obviously once everybody got their merch the store runs dry. It makes me very frustrated as BC doesn't have a catalogue you can browse like E//t//sy so unless you're big on social medias you're kinda forgotten. It's been weighting on my mind a lot and I'm afraid I'll have to look for a "real" job but with autism and strong social anxiety I don't know how I'm gonna do it.

Is it a bit too deep / sad for this forum ?

 

[xSuperMario64x]

woke up feeling anxious again. I think I'm a little overwhelmed, been thinking and processing a lot lately and sometimes it's a bit too much

 

[idiotdoomspiral]

Telling my work coach i have Myalgic encephalomyelitis is probably too scary for him to hear plus most importantly is too much of a tongue twister but the alternative Chronic fatigue syndrome is the most insulting understatement of the disease there is. Maybe i should make up my own term. Madotsuki syndrome or something

 

[Zane]

Second day in a row I’m getting a bad headache at work. I already left early yesterday, I don’t wanna do it again

 

[-Apples-]

Cleaning the bathroom. I can handle piles of dishes and clean the microwave, but cleaning the bathroom is one of these jobs I don’t enjoy doing.

I’m not being told to clean it. I voluntarily decided to do so, but it’s still too gross for me.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

had an exhausting day at work and I want to relax and decompress for a while, but I can't because my friend decided she would come over. she's been here since I got home. and I have no idea what time she plans on leaving, but I can't force her to leave.

edit: she may have picked up that I'm tired because she just left a bit ago. I like spending time with her but I need some time for myself right now, I'm glad she can respect that.

 

[VanitasFan26]

My Refrigerator stopped working for the last 2 days. Tried to get a Technician only for them to charge me money saying how they found the problem where the Circuit Board is fried and they could not fix it today because they don't have the parts to fix it. So I was forced to buy a Cooler just to save some of my food from Spoiling and now I am also forced to wait until next week until the people from my Warrnatly coverage comes to see if they can fix the fridge. I am just so annoyed and angry right now.

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler: rambling

So someone at my work is forming a group so we can all go to her house and watch a movie everyone wants to see. I'm truthfully not interested. My favorite person is going and she's good friends with the girl who's house it's at, and this guy that's won't separate himself from her for just a few seconds so I can say bye is also going. He has severe ADHD and he just will NOT stop talking to her, and he doesn't get much work done at all when they're on the same shift. At least I am mature enough to acknowledge that I cannot work alongside her, so yeah, we've been separated... but we do hang outside of work. They've all been friends for like three years and I definitely don't want to be the fourth wheel. There's also a few other people going like a guy and his girlfriend. I can't help but feel like I'll just be there and everyone else will be talking, having a great time. I don't even mind gatherings but this whole situation would MESS UP my BPD. Also, my favorite person found out I'm not going and I don't know if she's really affected by it. She hasn't mentioned it to me but she did hear from someone else that l wasn't going. I definitely don't want to go if it doesn't make a difference.

 

[LateGamer]

Spoiler: rambling

So someone at my work is forming a group so we can all go to her house and watch a movie everyone wants to see. I'm truthfully not interested. My favorite person is going and she's good friends with the girl who's house it's at, and this guy that's won't separate himself from her for just a few seconds so I can say bye is also going. He has severe ADHD and he just will NOT stop talking to her, and he doesn't get much work done at all when they're on the same shift. At least I am mature enough to acknowledge that I cannot work alongside her, so yeah, we've been separated... but we do hang outside of work. They've all been friends for like three years and I definitely don't want to be the fourth wheel. There's also a few other people going like a guy and his girlfriend. I can't help but feel like I'll just be there and everyone else will be talking, having a great time. I don't even mind gatherings but this whole situation would MESS UP my BPD. Also, my favorite person found out I'm not going and I don't know if she's really affected by it. She hasn't mentioned it to me but she did hear from someone else that l wasn't going. I definitely don't want to go if it doesn't make a difference.

That's a lot to factor in. Tough decision. I tend to be a bit antisocial and am very easily dissuaded from walking into situations like that. Hope it all works out.

 

[Croconaw]

That's a lot to factor in. Tough decision. I tend to be a bit antisocial and am very easily dissuaded from walking into situations like that. Hope it all works out.

I'm very set on my decision to not go, simply to save myself from the anxiety. I'm not really part of any group there and I'm not going by myself. I can still hang with her at another time. I just feel unwanted at this gathering since nobody has really brought it up to me and nobody asked me if I wanted to go. It was all just assumed I would be, probably because of my favorite person being there. I think I will pass, but thanks for the reply.

 

[Metal Scorpion]

I really wish my brain worked sometimes like everyone else's.

 

[Seastar]

I've been feeling very lonely lately and I can't get myself to talk to people about it. I don't know what to even do. I've considered messaging people but then my anxiety hits. Why is this so hard?
I also wanted to post about this earlier but I kept erasing it and ended up feeling much worse.