What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

once again having a hard time getting into this event, just dealing with a lot of personal stuff and it's making it difficult for me to really enjoy doing much of anything right now

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Khaoticnoize187]

Why is it even cool to fake mental illnesses,physical disabilties and whatever else issue a person could have and make it look quirky and cute? not cool at all only on tiktok god that site is a plague on humanity.

 

[Pop-tart]

Spoiler: grr

Not really surprised by the result of our referendum yesterday bc Australia is a shamelessly racist country but I'm still ****ing disappointed

 

[-Raven-]

I’m really hung up on the past rn and really considered messaging some old people but historically that didn’t go well. However playing Crash 4 I very heavily associate it with one person, I love the game regardless but they were one of the coolest people I knew, I kinda ruined that friendship myself and honestly I think we could talk again coz I apologised and they seemed cool but am I really this stuck in the past ):

I wish I had energy to be more active here, but tbh I’m probably just going to do the minimum for the events that I can without feeling like I was just lazy. Im not drawing rn, things are a mess.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I've been doing okay for a while now, not feeling depressed, but I'm at a point where I really feel like I just want to crawl into my bed and curl up into a ball and never get up. I actually feel depressed for the first time in a long time. it sucks so much.


edit: I'm feeling better now, but that episode of depression lowkey kicked my butt. I think I might get off here for the evening, maybe message some friends and watch yt but I'm just too tired to deal with anything else right now.

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Seastar]

I keep sneezing tonight and it's driving me insane. I can't concentrate on anything for long because of this and my runny nose.

Edit: Now it's also pretty cold in my room. Not only is this bad since I'm sick, this makes me scared of winter because it got really bad last year and I couldn't sleep in my own room.

 

[skarmoury]

you plague my mind constantly that it’s so frustrating

 

[xSuperMario64x]

it sucks so much that I can't just stay home and save my money. like, I guess technically I could, but it would be at the cost of continuing to destroy my mental health and wellbeing. I wish things didn't have to be this way. it's gonna take me longer to save up money because I'll have half a rent payment to make every month, as well as my student loan debt.

but I mean, I'd rather move out and be slightly more broke than stay in this god-forsaken house. it's pretty sad, but that's just how it is unfortunately. I think it's for the best.

 

[Violet Witch]

I had to play tech support for my mum's phone which stopped receiving signal earlier today, but after one confusing phone call with the network provider and a trip into town to the company I bought the phone from, she's now without a phone for the next 10 days or so. Talk about a stressful Monday afternoon where everything I wanted to get done online will now have to wait another day and my mum will be contactless for a while as her old phone is in compatible with her newer SIM card.

 

[Aniko]

Computer crashed several times today, wi-fi not working properly, walked barefoot in cat vomit, it's raining and beautiful autumn leaves are all falling.

 

[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[Yoshi155]

I had a headache before, and then it stopped…



Only for my stomach to hurt now. I truly can't get enough of it.

Edit: oh, but now my stomach doesn't hurt anymore but my head does. Like seriously. Body. Can you please pick a pain and stick with it?

 

[amemome]

playing pokemon cafe remix and when more than half the team isn't showing up for a team event lol... I appreciate when people who quit team-element games also withdraw from the team so they don't burden others with their no-show.

 

[Seastar]

Sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice...

 

[moonbyu]

it's getting worse again and it's all my fault.
also i've been trying to find time go do some of the tasks for the event but i'm soo busy

 

[xSuperMario64x]

not really a big bother, but it is still bothering me. I've broken down sobbing so many times today. I cried for about an hour, off and on, before I left for work earlier. and then I've cried again multiple times this evening. I think I'm just so stressed and overwhelmed, I need decompression time and I haven't been able to get that much at all. I have a feeling I'll be sobbing off and on again tomorrow.

it kinda sucks bc I've been somewhat neglecting my friendships because I've been so busy and overwhelmed, but I've been feeling lonely lately. I feel lonely right now. it's an awful feeling. it's hard to enjoy my own company when I'm feeling this stressed and anxious. and more often than not, lately when I talk to people they seem to be disinterested with listening to me and offering support. not referring to anyone here, but I've noticed it a lot lately.

also, perhaps a bit related, I've been feeling some heartache lately


edit: I just realized that this is probably all happening because I'm out of my anxiety med. I have been for two weeks, because long story short, the insurance company has it completely ****ed up and they're trying to charge me almost 6x more for it than they did previously. they're making this whole process so grueling and difficult for no reason. I just need my anxiety med, I feel like I'm gonna go insane honestly.

 

[Metal Scorpion]

I just love seeing red flags in people *after* I get to know them and then getting stuck in the hindsight phase.

 

[QueenCobra]

These fall allergies are a bit much. Red, puffy eyes, stuffy, runny nose, sore throat…it almost makes me miss the summer and I LOVE the cool weather lol.