What's Bothering You?

I feel uneasy about something I did on impulse. But by this point I should just leave it the way it is instead of doing something about it. Besides, there were a few good things that came out of my little accident.

Also:
Feeling a little nervous and jittery about my blood test tomorrow. Thankfully I didn't faint last time I got one, but you never know.
 
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Got let go from my job two days agooo 😞 Admittedly was planning to leave before the end of the year, but annoying I need to look for a new one now. They said it was because they didn't know where to place me in the company, which begs the question why they even hired me in the first place if they had no roles? It hit my confidence tbh. I left my old job that I'd been at for 1 year to join them :/ **** 'em.

Anyway trying to see the best of things, been applying to new places, and I do have enough money for all my planned travelling. Would just like to get some extra before I leave for Australia next year, as like, a buffer.
 
I hate my job, but I don't think any other (reasonable) business would hire me so I guess I'm stuck here for now. I thought things were finally looking up, but now I'm perpetually stressed since I'm working late shifts for the next two weeks.
I was so overwhelmed this morning since there was so much to do, and too many customers to deal with. I kept needing to step aside to calm down, but at some point I had to run off to cry a bit. I couldn't handle the pressure and I couldn't stay strong. I'm kinda ashamed of myself for breaking down like that.
Not gonna lie, this cold is getting on my nerves. Just another annoyance to pile on top of everything.
 
Feeling hurt, disappointed and really sad.

I can’t find this piece to my cat’s sushi house. I know it fell off somewhere in my room but Idk where. I just remembered about the box having extra pieces so I went to look for it but didn’t see it. I hope my mom didn’t throw it out 😭.

I really don’t think I’m overthinking about something.

I’m kinda feeling worse than I was feeling yesterday. I don’t think my medicine is going to be much help stabilizing my mood today.

No comments or replies please.
 
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Tomorrow is my one-year anniversary of my wrongful ban from Mollycord. Yes, I’m still angry at the server admins. They basically discriminated against me and lied that I spread conspiracy theories. And then they accused me of harassing another member when I haven’t repeatedly pestered them. I’m never going to forget this, nor will I forgive them.
 
I'm kinda sad the Pet Peeve thread got locked. It was a good place to vent about things that weren't totally personal.

For example:

I'm sorta tired of everything being over monetized. Buying a game and running into deluxe edition, premium edition, ultimate edition, sorting out 10 DLC packs.

Or just wanting to play chess online and being walled out of features because of subscription tiers.

I already caved and bought YouTube premium lite because I like browsing YouTube on my phone. (it helps if I expirence anxiety at night). The alternative is sitting through dozens and dozens of ads for every click. I'm not tech savvy enough to hack my phone and implant an adblock either.


It's impossible to escape. Even when you've already taken a subscription, your pressured into buying more.

"We see your enjoying Netflix. How about upgrade to our family plan or try our ad free tier".
These are examples of the types of posts that our team feel fit this thread better than the pet peeves thread, which is why we chose to close the other thread. There was a lot of overlap in how the two threads were being used. This thread isn't intended solely for issues in your personal life. It is for the little things that are annoying you as well.
 
These are examples of the types of posts that our team feel fit this thread better than the pet peeves thread, which is why we chose to close the other thread. There was a lot of overlap in how the two threads were being used. This thread isn't intended solely for issues in your personal life. It is for the little things that are annoying you as well.

I'm going to politely disagree with this.

Posting about minor grievances into a thread where people are commonly writing about greater problems befalling them such as illness, death, or job loss feels a tad bit awkward and wrong to me when I do it.

Someone above me writing about their mom dying and below them I write about an itch on my leg. The intention of this thread states it's fine to overlap but the human part of me is going to naturally feel self conscious and maybe even guilty for doing it. Thread rules or not. That doesn't cancel out posting with a consideration of what others are going through. It's going to naturally make me feel a certain way.

Let us agree to disagree. I know that this isn't a respectful space for such discussion so I'm going to cease it. People are quite complex and I just don't agree that all issues can be encapsulated under one banner.
 
My next appointment to with Universal credit is in person. :/
Which is more of a hassle. Because of bus travel and the fact I'm waiting more to see them than the actual meeting with my work coach. I asked why the change, and he said oh well its not always gonna be on phone, okay? But every other meeting leading up to this was a phone call?
And last time it was phone call because of not having money to travel there?

Also forgot next week I'll be finishing work at 10:30 instead (half term for kids) and I dunno if I should go straight to them since my appointment is at 11:35.
 
Just paid £120 to get a switch in my kitchen repaired. It powers undercounter LED lights and, for some bizarre reason, my dishwasher.

He did the repair, but told me that because whoever wired my kitchen decided to hook it up to a light switch that the problem will happen again. The dishwasher requires higher amperage, so it burned out the switch.

He quoted another £96 to rewire my dishwasher back into the (turns out redundant) dishwasher switch. He'll need to come back another day to do it.

Our home was the previous owners DIY project. Dear S: why???
 
i spent a part of the day yesterday out in the backyard trying to board up and block off open spots along the bottom of the fence. my cats like to play in the grass and i’m always worried that one of them will slip under the fence and then won’t know how to come back 😭 i dreamt last night that i missed an open by accident and one of my cats did exactly that 😫 i woke up in a panic only to realize she was sleeping by my feet…but it felt very real and scary 🥲

feeling like this i willed this into existence by even "saying it out loud" because on thursday while we were playing in the grass outside, one of my cats hopped through a widen gap between the fence board to the neighbour's yard
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i clearly underestimated how skittish my cats both are cause i didn't think either of them had it in them. it's boarded up now but i feel so silly for plugging up gaps between the ground and the fences, but totally missed a wide spot in the actual fence 🧍‍♀️
 
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