What's Bothering You?

Can't sleep. In the mood for some midnight mischief. (It's 1 a.m. here.) It's almost Halloween, too, so the spoopy spirits must be getting a hold of me...
 
I finally got up early for once, but I kept waking up throughout the night. What’s the point in trying to sleep if you‘re just going to keep waking up throughout the night? This part of being an adult sucks. :(

Happened to me last night too. I really needed a full night's sleep since my last night's worry came true and I had to sign in an hour early to do my report since no one else could.
 
Thinking about cutting the rest of my classes again. At least I attended two - two more than usual. I don't feel engaged, and I certainly do not feel supported. All these years I've basically been called a slut, crazy, stupid, disobedient, lesbian, communist, democrat... thanks guys, I really appreciate it. Yeah I'm not forgetting that time my grandma pretty much called me promiscuous all because I spent time with a guy friend at the movies; not forgetting all those times you guys drove me up the wall with your antics by saying that I'm out to get you all. Thanks, everyone. Not believing that I can become a psychologist? Bashing me for coming back home? Telling me that I can't make it and would go out homeless just like my deadbeat dad? I'm not gonna be like anything you said I would be. Just you ****ing watch.
 
I was suppose to work graveyard shift again tonight but my works dispatch just called to cancel my shift. I had already made a lunch and was about to nap so now my schedule feels off.
 
I hate that I get assigned daily homework. I just got assigned so much for tomorrow and I have so many other things to do. Guess I’m staying up late tonight getting it done.
 
STOP LAUGHING WITH MY MOM YOU DUMBASS

she's gonna take that as ammo and will keep on going on and on about how pretty she is or some ****ing ****. Why do you not realize this??????? "OF COURSE IM MORE PRETTIER THAN YOU!!" She literally said that to YOU, grandma. Are you ****ing ****ting me? Is it cause you guys keep wanting me to be the scapegoat? I'm like him, I'm like so-and-so.... sometimes I get so tired of all the pent of resentment and anger. Sometimes it just fuels me up at random times. Tried to use it as motivation but it doesn't really work. For me I'm more productive when I'm able to calm myself down and.... I can't really use anger to my advantage too well sometimes, because then I'll get so tired. I haven't done anything today other than make it to a couple of classes. I'm just tired.
 
I just scored 8 points out of 100 on my history exam because I lost internet connection through my wired network, (which means this had nothing to do with the WiFi) for less than a minute. I tried to resume the exam, but it said that I had already turned it in hence the 8 points fml 🙃 who in their right mind would answer less than 10 questions on a 50 question exam and call it a day?! Why don't they have something already in place for these kind of situations? I e-mailed my professor right away, but it's a bit late so I'm afraid he won't see it until tomorrow, which means I'm going to be stressing about it until he replies. Relying on technology is a double edged sword...
 
My cat hasn’t been feeling good all day. On top of that she smells and I had to clean her. She wouldn’t drink water when i put her by it and wouldn’t leave my room so i used a dropper to put some water in her. she just curled up next to me in my arms even though i told her no (i don’t want her to get more on my bed or on my arm) so I hope that means she is starting to feel better. :/
 
My cat hasn’t been feeling good all day. On top of that she smells and I had to clean her. She wouldn’t drink water when i put her by it and wouldn’t leave my room so i used a dropper to put some water in her. she just curled up next to me in my arms even though i told her no (i don’t want her to get more on my bed or on my arm) so I hope that means she is starting to feel better. :/
I'm so sorry to hear this! Have you taken her to a vet? If not, I would highly recommend you do so as soon as absolutely possible if she is not drinking on her own. Hydration is extremely important, as I'm sure you know. I'm glad to hear you're giving her water, good job! Try to keep her as hydrated as possible. Two quick things you may want to look at: Pinch the skin (not too hard but firmly) on the back of her neck and pull it upwards a little, then let it go. If it stays there and doesn't go back down in place, that would indicate dehydration. Be sure her gums are pink and have good color. If she's curling up with you, chances are it's for her comfort, so she may still not feel well or she might feel fine, no telling. I hope you can get her to a vet soon! :(💕

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My cat hasn’t been feeling good all day. On top of that she smells and I had to clean her. She wouldn’t drink water when i put her by it and wouldn’t leave my room so i used a dropper to put some water in her. she just curled up next to me in my arms even though i told her no (i don’t want her to get more on my bed or on my arm) so I hope that means she is starting to feel better. :/

awe no! i hope she feels better, soon; i know how worrying an unwell cat can be :c ❤️
 
I'm so sorry to hear this! Have you taken her to a vet? If not, I would highly recommend you do so as soon as absolutely possible if she is not drinking on her own. Hydration is extremely important, as I'm sure you know. I'm glad to hear you're giving her water, good job! Try to keep her as hydrated as possible. Two quick things you may want to look at: Pinch the skin (not too hard but firmly) on the back of her neck and pull it upwards a little, then let it go. If it stays there and doesn't go back down in place, that would indicate dehydration. Be sure her gums are pink and have good color. If she's curling up with you, chances are it's for her comfort, so she may still not feel well or she might feel fine, no telling. I hope you can get her to a vet soon! :(💕

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Thank you so much and for the tips 😊. My cat is doing much better now and is drinking and eating on her own. We will be keeping an eye on her still but yeah if she still wasn’t feeling good this morning we would have made a vet appointment first thing.

awe no! i hope she feels better, soon; i know how worrying an unwell cat can be :c ❤

Thanks so much; I appreciate the kind wishes and so does my kitty. :) She is feeling much better today.
 
Yesterday I cooked my boyfriend a nice dinner and he found a longish blue hair in his mashed potatoes. There's only one fool I know with blue hair 😅 it's okay though he still ate his dinner and didn't even bug me about it. Normally we like opportunities to pick on each other lol.
 
OOOFFF soo TODAY was this audition thing for this new, upcoming ballet company which is (in a sense) associated with my the ballet company i'm currently enrolled in... so... if you want into the company, you gotta audition, right???
well, the auditions were alright... sorta... it was like a normal class - only longer - and there were 12 other girls, most of whom were in a higher level of ballet than me (i've been taking ballet for 6 years, the oldest girl there has been taking for maybe 11, possibly more).

SO
This audition starts out easy - the instructor doesn't really instruct us, just sorta tells us what to do and expects us to go along with it (which is fair, since it's an audition). and then later into the class, when we're doing combos and choreography center-floor, the instructor decides to split us up into groups,,,,, there were diff groups for diff things, BUT. HERE'S THE super incredibly frikin ANNOYING THING,,,, she sorta put the younger girls (me and my class mates, who are quite obviously less experienced than the others) with eachother - and the higher level, better girls together in groups ........... but my classmates and i sorta, like, SUCKED??? reason WHY is because we're used to having a solid 2-3 minutes to learn the combos, and in this case we -didn't- and we also didn't have anyone to guide us (which we're also used to) sooo

YEAH
I WAS ABSOLUTE
garbagio hermano
anyway now i'm really pissed off. i don;t even wanna play videogames :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(
 
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