English is my native language, and while I’m certainly not ultra fluent, I have been studying Spanish for almost 4 years now (as like the third separate time in my life I’ve tried to learn it but the first it feels like it’s actually working) and I can hold some conversation in it. And then some topic I don’t know words for comes up and I’m like yeah I have no idea what’s being said

I’m sad tho cuz with the series of online classes I’ve been taking, there was only one session available for this fall, and it filled up before I could sign up, so now I’m not taking a class this fall like I thought I would, so it’s been several months since I last actually spoke it out loud much and I don’t know when my next opportunity will be. I do still try to keep studying independently, but it’s not the same as actually having classes where I can practice speaking with people.