This... Was kinda hard to submit, and it made me very nervous to reveal lots about myself, some stuff I prefer not to tell online... But there have been many brave people here, so I'll be brave too...
I'm here to acknowledge epilepsy..
Hopefully I'm not the only person here who has it. The first day of grade 12, was when I had my first episode (Seizure) I was getting ready to leave when it happened... I ended up at a hospital, instead of a classroom. It's really changed my life. It made many obstacle at the time, and even now its not great. I told my boyfriend that I had it, and he left me because I couldnt go to clubs. One of my worst ones was at work, where I got a black eye, nasty bruise, and a giant scratch from falling on the podium's sharp edge. Then I couldnt work for nearly two weeks. When I was told I couldn't be the two things I've always wanted to be: a flight attendant, and a scuba diver. I'll also never be able to drive, because if I have an episode, I cant drive for ten months. I was in tears.
But, as hard as it is to face, and scared I am, The only way I have it under control, is how heavily medicated I am, and I'm nervous to change it. I'm told its messing with my brain.
I've had lots of support from family, and friends. Its something no one should have to face alone. I'm trying to be the best person I can be, even with all the obstacles. I still wont let it hold me back. Not from standing tall, and being who I am.
I send my support to anyone, and everyone who had to face it, and hope they arnt alone, and have someone by their side ♡
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My outfit is mainly purple, because that's the color that symbolizes Epilepsy. This jacket was fun to make. I have a little emblem on the right, with the epilepsy symbol. I'm nonbinary, my tie is actually the colors of the nonbinary flag, originally I was going to wear pants, but decided not to, showing that even though you don't identify with a single gender, you can still wear the clothes you want to. My bow is blue to symbolize the male aspect. I have a little bisexual flag on my jacket sleeve, because I'm bi. Coming out to my family about being bi, was hard. I lost some of my family, and even then only my friends, and mom know how I identify. Because I'm nervous about loosing more family
But I'll have to be strong, and be brave. I'm scared, but I'm still going to face these obstacles head on. I wont change myself for others approval:
*Isn't it great to be different. Isnt it wonderful to be exactly who you are. When you learn to start accepting yourself, you'll become a shinning star*
-Quoted From Forest Rain's song
I am who I am. An epileptic, bisexual, nonbinary, fighter.
I wasn't planning on Static being there, but he's purple, so kinda fitting My little gay squirrel 🐿