I'm constantly fighting the urge to cut ties with everyone I know and just pack **** up and leave without having anywhere to go
at one point my aunt said I could go stay with her for a while if I needed a break and I've been so tempted to
it's not like it would make much of a difference since the only time I leave my house is to go to work, and I can't save up and move out bc a, no one to get a flat with (I'd probably end up killing myself if I lived alone lmao), and b, it would take me like all year to have enough saved for 1 months rent
I just wish I had my own car and enough money so could just leave and drive until the road ends
All the time. In fact I've actually tried a few times. But you know... my family will get all mad "omg soo self-centered" and then make me feel like a complete jerk but you know they never listen to what I have to say. I'm supposed to be a "man".
I plan too, but like you said it's actually going to take a while to get there. I'm going to move a state away, which isn't crazy but it's far enough for me, I just want to get out and away from where I am now. It's going to take me probably 2 years but I am going to do it.
Yes but I would have no-where to go. My nan lives close by, and my dad goes over there every day. So he would find me, and also my cousins come over some days and my brother comes over to see them. And my boyfriends house is small, he only has a single bed but its one of those ones where you have to get a ladder to get up there and i dont like heights. I'm just sick and tired of living here because i am constantly depressed and according to my mum she thinks i am lazy. She says she has depression too but she can clean the whole house within half an hour to an hour. And she shouts at me for being lazy, which is what depression does to you.
Yes, and I plan to, once I legally can. Ik if I just packed up and left I wouldn't want to cut ties with most people in my life, and even then I would probably want to drag along someone, like my boyfriend, for the ride. All I know is I want to move out of my hometown and potentially my current state, or even country. Just for the record I have wanted to move out of America, at least temporarily, long before I even heard of the name Trump, I've just always wanted to travel to cool new places. For some reason I think it would be cool to move to China for a bit, if only I could grasp the language.
I think traveling is a nice option if you can afford it. This way you get a break, clear your head, and really decide whether or not you want to move. It's understandable and normal to get tired of the same faces, same place, etc. So change is good.
When I was younger, I always wanted to move somewhere. I traveled to a few countries and thought holy cow, this is wonderful.
But I would always go back to the same place and I wish I would travel more. Now with my current job situation, I do quite a bit of moving. I love travel but most certainly not moving, especially every 1-3 years! Haha.
Yes, but given that I'm poor that probably wouldn't be an option for a very long time. Bundle that with not knowing anyone well enough to maybe room up, I'm just stuck until I've saved up enough.
Up until a few months ago I would have always answered this question with a yes. Now, not so much. My life finally feels like it's on the right track and other than having a general dislike for the area I live in I'm perfectly happy. I can rectify that problem when my financial situation is a little better.
This year in the past 3 months I was being emotionally abused in the most brutal ways possible. In the past year I had almost ran away from my home because I was being targeted by an 86 year old psychopath along with her daughter. They both would walk around the family dynamics and screw things up on purpose, making my life a living hell. About 3 months ago the psycho duo ran away out of the blue...leaving me just 2 weeks to move out, no money, no plans, nowhere to go. I almost ran away after moving into a ghetto crackhead infested neighborhood apartment. He was taking everything out on me and I wanted to off myself or run away. Its been a week since the last incident despite my life being better now that them psychopaths have walked out of my life. I still feel that doom looming over my head because I don't know when he's gonna go all biopolar on me again, than maybe that's when I will actually run away. I can't take another explosion anymore.
(the roomate)
yes, i'd love to have my own space but it's just impossible at the moment. i used to think of running away with someone, but that would've been impossible and stupid too
*hug* you're awesome and your signature/avatar are adorableee!
