how are you feeling right now?

Horrible. As soon as I woke up I kept remembering something I said a while ago and I feel awful about it still and feel like I don’t deserve people to be nice to me because I’m an *******. I can’t believe I ****ed that up so badly, I’m so dumb. I can’t even apologize anymore and even if I could, it’s probably too late at this point. Just fml.
 
I’m still a little tired but I’m doing good. I had a lot of fun playing Among Us with everyone :D. Really happy some more of my friends were able to make it too! I feel bad though I forgot to ping someone who wanted to play >.<. Tomorrow, I’ll sit out so more people can get play time. I need to work on my entry anyways. So close to being done in a way but still a lot i want to do, plus the shading and coloring takes extra time. I also need to adjust it since it is off center; I’ll have to wait until I’m done since I’ll need to merge the layers. I’m really excited about this; really hoping I finish it in time 🤞.

I’m really happy I got Sigewinne last night in Genshin; I love the melusines in Genshin so much and Sigewinne is so adorable ☺️.
 
I’m tired but not bad, just irritated with my dad. One of my nieces threw a fit and i heard my dad say under his breath “stfu” and when my sister was arguing her husband he was like “oh my god.” He keeps calling me one of my niece’s name. I said that isn’t my name and he was like “at least I didn’t call you [youngest niece’s name].” ?????

I think I may be able to finish my entry in time. I’m feeling happier about what I have done so far on the hair.
 
feeling better than I was earlier, but man am I still so tired 🥲 I missed being at my job but I'll be happy to go back home later and decompress some more.

I honestly feel pretty drained too. it's difficult for me to keep up with talking to friends right now. meant to video call my brother last night and I totally forgot 😭 I think I'm just gonna be out of it for a few days while I recuperate from all the stimulation of Toronto.
 
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