Horrible. As soon as I woke up I kept remembering something I said a while ago and I feel awful about it still and feel like I don’t deserve people to be nice to me because I’m an *******. I can’t believe I ****ed that up so badly, I’m so dumb. I can’t even apologize anymore and even if I could, it’s probably too late at this point. Just fml.
I’m still a little tired but I’m doing good. I had a lot of fun playing Among Us with everyone . Really happy some more of my friends were able to make it too! I feel bad though I forgot to ping someone who wanted to play >.<. Tomorrow, I’ll sit out so more people can get play time. I need to work on my entry anyways. So close to being done in a way but still a lot i want to do, plus the shading and coloring takes extra time. I also need to adjust it since it is off center; I’ll have to wait until I’m done since I’ll need to merge the layers. I’m really excited about this; really hoping I finish it in time .
I’m really happy I got Sigewinne last night in Genshin; I love the melusines in Genshin so much and Sigewinne is so adorable .
I’m tired but not bad, just irritated with my dad. One of my nieces threw a fit and i heard my dad say under his breath “stfu” and when my sister was arguing her husband he was like “oh my god.” He keeps calling me one of my niece’s name. I said that isn’t my name and he was like “at least I didn’t call you [youngest niece’s name].” ?????
I think I may be able to finish my entry in time. I’m feeling happier about what I have done so far on the hair.
I got halfway through a coloring sheet I started a few weeks ago and now I just want to sleep all day lol. I guess I kinda feel demotivated rn, but I'll be fine later. I've been moody over the past few days, even though I try to keep my head up through it all.
I'm feeling pretty great considering I got to sleep for most of the day and I don't have martial arts tonight. I'm also WFH this week, so that'll be nice.
I am in a much better place mentally since I quit my job. I am volunteering at a thrift store and I love it plus met a new trans friend. And I may have a boyfriend on the horizon
I'm feeling depressed and unmotivated, and that I've already wasted my day. I'm annoyed that my day offs aren't consecutive, it just means I won't be able to get my weekly errands done as quickly. :\
feeling better than I was earlier, but man am I still so tired I missed being at my job but I'll be happy to go back home later and decompress some more.
I honestly feel pretty drained too. it's difficult for me to keep up with talking to friends right now. meant to video call my brother last night and I totally forgot I think I'm just gonna be out of it for a few days while I recuperate from all the stimulation of Toronto.