how are you feeling right now?

Earlier before I went to sleep, I was feeling a little better. I feel like I slept bad because my dad’s coughing kept waking me up. I just woke up and I feel like crap. I’m feeling unhappy still about some stuff and frustrated with myself. I kinda wish I could just disappear or go back to sleep. I need to get up and eat and take my medicine though. I know I’ll feel a little better overall. Just wish I knew if things are going to be okay and go back to normal eventually with some other stuff.

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I feel like I'm gonna fail the final exam for biology because I've been taking some practice tests to prepare and I'm not good at maintaining information at all.
 
Tired. I've done so much work today - but because I didn't work every hour of the day, I feel like it still isn't enough.

I'm not going to forgo sleep to get things done though (I've gotten burnt out in the middle of a uni project before, and it sucked), so I'm going to sleep soon whether I like it or not. 😑
 
I need a turn off button for anxiety; it’s so draining. Every time i say something, post, I get anxious about what I said and replay it in my head. I’m trying to keep what some of my friends said about overapologizing in mind. It has become such a bad habit; I always mean it when I say it but that doesn’t change how unnecessary it is and annoying even to myself.

I’m a bit embarrassed I almost missed the bracelet in my prize pack. i feel really bad and that it was rude of me. 😔 I had to fight myself so hard not to panic and apologize a zillion times. I really love the thought behind it and the entire prize pack. I feel like a dummy though 🤦‍♀️.

Thanks staff so much for your patience with me (not just with this but in general too)!
 
I just woke up and I’m not feeling that great. I kept waking up because by dad talks too loud since he’s dead and won’t get hearing aids (he thinks we’re all mumbling when we’re not).

Still feeling really uncertain about something and I feel like it is continuing to sap my energy. I’m trying my best to be patient though. I think I did what I could.

I’m hungry but I don’t want to go downstairs; my dad is so loud and I just want to eat in peace.
 
Two ways at once honestly. I feel a little overwhelmed with my own brain rn and life and my workload. I wish that I could calm down. Might play some ACNH.
 
I wish that I clicked with people easier.

I've only made one new friend that I really meshed with since 2018 and we are no longer on speaking terms. The rest of my friendships awkwardly fizzle out after a couple of months because we aren't gelling. I've met so many people and all have become strangers.

It's very, very lonely to be this way. I'm an easy going person, but my way of conversing doesn't match with many.

Someday I'm sure :< I'd rather stay true to myself though so I've never faked myself for anybody.
 
I'm feeling okay actually, not depressed anymore (as far as I can tell). I think taking that road trip and going to that concert a few days ago really helped lift my spirits. hoping I'll be okay going into work today, I'm sure I will because I love my job. 💗📖
 
Right now I’m doing better than yesterday, though still pretty down about something and a bit anxious about something else. But because I’m so mentally drained, my anxiety about something else isn’t as bad as it normally would be.

I hope this uncertainty ends soon because it is completely sapping me.

On a more positive note, starting my second island on animal crossing and thinking more about how I want my main island to look has been keeping my mind distracted for the most part 🙂.
 
I’m feeling still uncertain about something. I just woke up an hour ago; I took my medicine this morning but I’m still not feeling good. I really hope things get better soon (at least regarding this)z This is really draining me and I’m ready to just put this behind.

Also annoyed with myself for going back to a game and pulling as much as I did.

I think my mood will pick up later; right now though, I’m feeling extremely meh.
 
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I've been sick since Monday evening, but every day has been better than the previous one.

On Monday evening on the tram I suddenly felt a sensation like a cat was scratching up the insides of my throat. I wanted to cough so bad but I held back as well as I could on the full tram. I texted my boyfriend who was in front of me (but there was a person standing between us) "I think I got covid" and he looked at me like a crazy person.

On Tuesday I didn't have a voice.

On Wednesday I pretty much non stop drank ginger infusions (fresh cut up ginger stewed in boiling water). I barely had a voice, especially in the morning.

On Thursday I went to work. I survived with enough infusion.

On Friday I stayed at home to recover (didn't have work).

Today I'm going to an event, but my throat still feels a bit rough. 😔 Otherwise I feel fine!
 
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