I got uncomfortable this morning from reading something disturbing I didn't need to know exists.
Later I accidentally scratched myself while stressed out over a cat misbehaving. (No, the cat didn't scratch me, I did.)
And then I heard something really upsetting and started crying. I feel really bad for a friend.
It's only 4 PM... I really don't want anything else to go wrong today.
Edit: Already gotten worse as I learned more about the future/present. I don't want to be here.. I wish it wasn't so impossible for me to live somewhere else.
I'm tired as heck, which is my own fault, but otherwise doing well. I can't hit the hay yet though because I want to watch the Mavs @ Nuggets game tonight. :3
I’m feeling better than how I felt later yesterday, but I’m not feeling 100%. I’m feeling more tired than usual. Part of it might be because how hard I’ve been working on my drawings, but most of it is probably because of pms along with depression and some other things that have been bothering me. I hope tomorrow I’ll feel better than this.
I’m feeling a bit meh right now. I woke up from a really bad dream/nightmare that scared me a bit. I still need to take my medicine too. I’m still super annoyed with this store I bought from. I never heard of a shop having retrictions where you could only order two things at a time. Also they spelled my last name wrong in the email and didn’t answer my question if they could make the new order for me of the items they’d have to cancel; it makes me a little worried about the order. At the same time, the fact they are giving me any communication at all is a plus since I got scammed before by a site who never replied to my or my mom’s complaints.
Once I take my medicine and it kicks in, I should be okay. Just right now, I’m feeling kinda miserable. I’m trying to avoiding thinking about some stuff but it is still there under the surface.
I’m feeling mentally drained and a little sleepy but better than earlier. I’m anxious though about going grocery shopping tomorrow. Leaving the house is so hard on my nerves and drains me so much.
I'm feeling pretty drained right now. Nothing much has been happening, but it still feels like I've been busy and running around the place doing stuff.