I already didn’t feel that great, but the fact that I have to go to school just makes me want to ****ing die. I just can’t I don’t want to do this today.
I’m not feeling great. I had trouble sleeping again today because my dad was talking too loud. A little bit last night and today, I feel like I’m still breaking inside. I knew I never was actually better about the way things are now with my best friend and me, but I really wanted to believe I was starting to feel better in some way by finding stuff to do and distract myself. Between games I was playing or while I was looking something up on my phone, the feeling of how much I miss my best friend came again and how sad I am “came back” .
I am feeling tired! I had a busy day at work today and I believe the rest of the week is going to be pretty busy. I wanted to take a nap today but I am hoping with me forgoing a nap I will be able to fall asleep earlier tonight.
I’m feeling a little better than yesterday, though still a bit depressed. Also feeling tired and a bit annoyed. Every time my youngest niece comes over, my mom brings her in my room when I’m still trying to sleep to see the cats. It woke up me :/. Also annoyed that my dad needs my help catching the cats tomorrow so he can take them to get their nails clipped. He has me grab them and lock them up in a room for a few hours before he needs to even get them; I can’t help but think this is unfair to my cats :/.
I’m trying to finish my Christmas list for my mom and it’s making me depressed. Every year Christmas gets harder for me; this time for a different reason, though related to something that happened around last Christmas. My mom wants me to have a list otherwise I’d tell her I don’t want anything. I just don’t feel good. I’ll feel better once my medicine kicks in and when I’m busy with a game.
Very bleh. I’m halfway through trying to get over a bad cold, and it’s draining my motivation to do anything big time. Luckily, I’m past the sore throat/headache stage, and now I’m dealing with annoying dry coughs and a stuffy nose. The sucky part is having to put off trying to go out and meet people at a casual hang out spot for another week, which was something I promised myself to do.
I always seem to catch something around Thanksgiving. It was really bad for me two years ago; I was forced to skip it because it was the sickest I had gotten in several years. Oh well…
Rn I'm trying to think of a secret Santa gift. I pulled the workplace cleaner out of the hat... Probably the colleague I know least about. My boss has suggested beads and plugs, I don't know if he's serious or joking
I'm feeling pretty good, I got some coffee and breakfast which always helps the day start nice. I'm not planning on doing a lot today so I'm feeling pretty content.
I just woke up and am feeling really depressed. Hopefully I’ll feel better once I take my medicine. When I went to bed and was trying to sleep, I was feeling really depressed too.
I need to go grocery shopping soon like sometime this week, so I’m feeling anxious about that too.
I’m feeling much better than I was earlier. Still not the greatest but not bad. I’m really grateful to this site and everyone that has shown up for Among Us. I had so much fun today with everyone
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