Stressed out and anxious. Feeling like a disappointment.
Also upset that I have wasted so much time today because of anxiety when I was supposed to be doing other things like preparing virtual gifts. I haven't even gotten to relax because my anxiety won't let me finish setting up this stupid blanket. I am freezing!
I’m still really drained and feeling a bit down; some part of me is frozen. I can’t think of Christmas or what I still need to get.
I didn’t sleep good today because some drilling or something loud outside and then my dad is constantly talking loud or coughing because of allergies (he doesn’t take allergy pills and lies if we ask him if he did).
I’m so tired even though I shouldn’t be; I’m not ready to sleep yet.
I was feeling energized and excited during the Mavs-Grizzlies game, and now I'm feeling very content and sleepy. Man, what a miracle that the Mavs won that.
I'm extremely tired and worned out for packing and moving to the next airbnb. My legs and feet are in a lot of pain. It feels like someone ran over them with a car.
I’m doing okay! I’m still anxious and feeling guilty about something and my mood is still not the best, but I’m not doing bad. I’m working on something for my island journal and am having a lot of fun with it . I may have to extend the deadline for the “homework” I assigned myself on my second island since this is taking me longer than I’d like but that’s not a big deal.
Cold and a little anxious but at least less blue.
Trying to relax while this winter storm is making so much wind and crackling noise. I'd rather listen to a big thunderstorm in summer than winter storms.
Right now I’m feeling really happy. The depression is still there, but today the thoughts and feeling weren’t too bad. I think it was largely because of tbt, my friends here and Among Us . I really hope tomorrow (today) will be just as good. I want to be okay and have more energy to do things. I’m hoping I’ll be able to start the draw the user above you soon.
I feel hopeless right now, like I'm losing my autonomy. I'm finding it harder to do the things I love and to be myself because there's always something reminding me that I'm either not good enough, immature, or (according to my parents) too old for my interests.
I thought I was getting somewhere. Turns out I was falling behind. Whenever I make progress on anything, it bites back in return. I just want to get this year over with at this point.
Sluggish, I have no motivation to do anything today. It is because it's grey outside? Do I lack vitamine or cafeine? Even eating seems too much today and nothing tastes good, not even chocolate. Maybe I caught some virus...
. I may have to extend the deadline for the “homework” I assigned myself on my second island since this is taking me longer than I’d like but that’s not a big deal.
