Fair enough - Sorry that you are having a hard time. I hope that you can still understand that, from my point of view, the lack of contribution compared to how you used to play (note, I have not played for over a year..) is giving me red flags. You used to contribute a lot when you were town and I am not getting that "I want to help town win" vibe from you, you know?
I understand that. I'm not actually surprised to hear that I'm coming across that way. My head isn't in the game at all. It's so easy to just sit back and not do much when you're really not feeling it - especially in kingmaker, where that daily pressure of "VOTE OR YOU'RE MODKILLED" isn't there. It's so easy to say, "I'll read up tomorrow instead."