xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I have lots to be happy about! 
★ first and foremost I want to give a huge SO to @Shellzilla_515 for generously and selflessly gifting me his bluebird plushie. I was whole-heartedly expecting to pay top bell for it because I have a lineup idea that I would love to do with it involving the butterfly wand. out of his graciousness he gave me this bluebird and attached a really sweet message to it. my dude I'm absolutely forever in your debt, you are just too nice to me
★ I have a package I'm gonna mail to my SO today, which has a few webkinz plushies that I had doubles of as well as a heartfelt note that he can read when he's sad (like he did for me). I also attached some pride stickers to the note and I said even if he can't use them rn (bc his parents are kinda homophobic/transphobic) that they would prob make him happy anyways. hoping the shipping won't cost too much but I left myself a decent amount of money to work with so I could get this mailed out for him
★ I have today and tomorrow off, so I'm gonna try to get some things done (but if I can't get them done I'll try really hard not to be upset with myself, I know it's bc of my untreated ADHD and not bc I'm a bad person). I'm also glad I'll get to stay up late or sleep in as I want to
★ I have a few drawing ideas I might sketch out this week, and I'm also interested in getting into simple 2D animation. I've actually been interested in animation for many years but I never had the patience for it, I'm thinking I might try it now cause the short animations I've done in the past on Flipnote Studio were actually pretty great! I would love to try to animate my boy Sterling doing something, that would make me so happy
★ Dodger has been home for about 4-5 days now and he's doing really well. he's opened up a lot, he's running around the house with the other kitties, and he seems to be getting along well. I know the people at the rescue work hard to take care of those kitties but I'm so grateful that we're able to give Dodger a forever home. I wish I could just adopt all those kitties and give them good homes
★ yesterday when I got home from work I didn't want to lie down and sink into my depression again, so I made myself pull out my polymer clay box and do some stuff with that. I ended up spending almost 2 hours finishing a project I started over a month ago, and I really like how it turned out!! what is it you might ask?
★ I'm gonna try my best to make today a good day, even if it's a low energy day. as frustrating as it is to constantly have days where I only have like three spoons and they're depleted within an hour or so, I'm learning to love and accept myself and I need to take better care of myself. thinking today might be another self care day

★ first and foremost I want to give a huge SO to @Shellzilla_515 for generously and selflessly gifting me his bluebird plushie. I was whole-heartedly expecting to pay top bell for it because I have a lineup idea that I would love to do with it involving the butterfly wand. out of his graciousness he gave me this bluebird and attached a really sweet message to it. my dude I'm absolutely forever in your debt, you are just too nice to me
★ I have a package I'm gonna mail to my SO today, which has a few webkinz plushies that I had doubles of as well as a heartfelt note that he can read when he's sad (like he did for me). I also attached some pride stickers to the note and I said even if he can't use them rn (bc his parents are kinda homophobic/transphobic) that they would prob make him happy anyways. hoping the shipping won't cost too much but I left myself a decent amount of money to work with so I could get this mailed out for him
★ I have today and tomorrow off, so I'm gonna try to get some things done (but if I can't get them done I'll try really hard not to be upset with myself, I know it's bc of my untreated ADHD and not bc I'm a bad person). I'm also glad I'll get to stay up late or sleep in as I want to
★ I have a few drawing ideas I might sketch out this week, and I'm also interested in getting into simple 2D animation. I've actually been interested in animation for many years but I never had the patience for it, I'm thinking I might try it now cause the short animations I've done in the past on Flipnote Studio were actually pretty great! I would love to try to animate my boy Sterling doing something, that would make me so happy
★ Dodger has been home for about 4-5 days now and he's doing really well. he's opened up a lot, he's running around the house with the other kitties, and he seems to be getting along well. I know the people at the rescue work hard to take care of those kitties but I'm so grateful that we're able to give Dodger a forever home. I wish I could just adopt all those kitties and give them good homes
★ yesterday when I got home from work I didn't want to lie down and sink into my depression again, so I made myself pull out my polymer clay box and do some stuff with that. I ended up spending almost 2 hours finishing a project I started over a month ago, and I really like how it turned out!! what is it you might ask?
it's the Spindel from Super Mario 64 lol. child me would've loved this. I wish I could go back to 2012 and give this to my younger self. he's not perfect by any means but I still absolutely love it!
now I wonder if I should make him a Grindel friend too
now I wonder if I should make him a Grindel friend too
★ I'm gonna try my best to make today a good day, even if it's a low energy day. as frustrating as it is to constantly have days where I only have like three spoons and they're depleted within an hour or so, I'm learning to love and accept myself and I need to take better care of myself. thinking today might be another self care day
