What is something you wish you never did?

[vel]

before i post this, i know some people will put "live" or "breathe" or some crap like that, calm down edgelords, we get it, everything is triggering.

i'll start it: i wish i never looked more into my avatar, now it looks like her head is shooting out of a cannon, not a normal turtleneck. shoot.

 

[Alienfish]

wish i never deleted some of my old tbt avatars, especially this one i can never find a picture of again bleh

 

[N a t]

I wish I had never been so na?ve. I basically got like, used by someone I thought was my best friend, about a year ago or so. And just last night, I found out that another one of my so called best friends was not only using me, but all of our other mutual friends were also being used by him. I made sure they all know about this, and I hope he gets what he deserves. I blame myself for getting used again, but my other friends didn't deserve this.

 

[Becca617]

i wish that i never trusted people so easily as a kid.

 

[brownboy102]

i think i speak for a lot of people when i say join this site

 

[visibleghost]

so many things from when i was 12-13. not rly because of th edgy cringy early teen stuff because let's be real they dont matter anymore, im more thinking abt stuff like lying to the therapist i saw(tho it wasnt realllyyyy only my fault that that didnt work out), starting self harming, isolating myself further etc and aLS O worst of all i was listening to ****ing seremedy. ........ wtf 12 yr old me......,

recently um
*opening up and starting talking about trauma **** in therapy lol it's just gettign worse from talking about it haha
*not talking to people when school started .,. i dont have a single friend and it's my own fault for not trying hard enough. and the longer i wait the harder it gets lollllll
*mmessed up my nails ):< i keep ripping them off when i'm stressed (which is always lol) and they are always so ugly ;W; n when i finally have ok looking nails i think about having them which leads to me ripping them off again.... rip.....

 

[seliph]

I mean there's a lot but I'll only talk about a couple.

When I was 16 or around there I lied to get off my meds and I really shouldn't have. Granted they didn't work and the help I was getting was crap but I should have just told my mom I wanted to see someone else.

Also years ago I used to deal with my own internalized issues by kinda taking them out on other people and projecting them onto them and being an ass in general so I wish I didn't do that.

 

[Romaki]

I wish I didn't try so hard to appease to people who treated me like crap. Wasted a lot of time on people who didn't care.

And for something more light, I kinda wish I didn't reset my very first ACNL town, but at the same time it also was the name of the town I actually live in and it was a little too much information I didn't wanna share. Didn't realize how big the multiplayer feature would be.

 

[Licorice]

before i post this, i know some people will put "live" or "breathe" or some crap like that, calm down edgelords, we get it, everything is triggering.

LMAO ily
i legit laughed out loud


I wish I never became a mod for a forum. My worst internet experience by far. Ughh so many whiny douchey idiots. Didn't help that the creator of the site was no help. His solution to everything was "release more mini games!" meanwhile the community is a literal cesspool from Tumblr and Gaiaonline. There were serious communication issues between us mods and the creator. We could barely get a hold of him so we were on our own for the most part. I'm currently waiting for that site to crash and burn, it isn't even that old but it's already gone so downhill it's not even funny.

 

[ellsieotter]

animal crossing related: I wish I would have uppercased my dang town name and mayor name. I have no idea why I didn't uppercase that, but it really bothers me lol

life related: I wish I didn't go to an expensive university. I think I should have gone to community college and saved money my 18 year old self wasn't as wise

 

[Idfldnsndt]

I wish I never cared

 

[TheGreatBrain]

When I was 4, I took a broom and brushed it back and forth on my little brothers face. He was three. I can still remember how sad his face looked.

I bullied two girls at school, when I was 11.

There's more, but just too personal to post. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time.

 

[SlaughterShy]

I wish I would've been more normal in middle school; it may seem like counterintuitive advice, but looking back on my 6th and 7th grade years, I was treated really horribly by the other people in my grade. However, I was able to move my 8th grade year and I decided to become more "normal." After shedding my identity from my younger years and leaving it behind, I was able to make a lot more friends and become a generally happier human . Nowadays, I save my nerdy self for online.

 

[SolaireOfAstora]

I wish I never spoke too much about my mental illness, my mom just gets mad at me and calls me "attention seeking".

 

[X2k5a7y]

I wish I never would have trusted my "family", especially my cousin.
And God, I wish I never spoke.

 

[Ichigo.]

i kinda wish i had taken a year off but at the same time, at least i'll be more educated sooner

 

[Bowie]

I wish I wasn't on the Internet when I was younger. I probably wouldn't be so OCD about what I post now if I wasn't so stupid back then.

 

[Lightspring]

I honestly wished that I should of never been na?ve of being friends with the wrong people. They hurted me in the end, and I'm glad I don't have to see them.

 

[Bunnilla]

Not post anything at all in Brewster .-.

 

[Believe]

literally bull****ting my way through college/life. I wish I tried harder