I may have Vulvar Cancer. The OBGYN won't see me because of insurance, the hospital won't remove it, I'm pretty much stuck and my health has once again gone downhill and won't come back up. I've got bloody discharge, burning, and a lot of swelling. I've also been unable to keep any kind of food down for two days. I'm extremely hungry.. and can't even drink water to fill me up.
I'm constantly tired, can't sleep, and have been laying on my side for the last three hours crying because everything's going downhill and there's nothing I can do to stop it. This stupid cyst has given me the symptoms for both Ulcers and Chrons disease, two things I do not have, apparently.
I really can't do this anymore.
I got diagnosed with anorexia today
Oh, darling. I know you're not going through this kind of thing alone. I hope things work out for you, and I know you're young- and I hope your parents can get some of this through their heads, at least.
-hugs tight- ohhhh i was afraid of this... all i can say without freaking out is im praying for you...
I got diagnosed with anorexia today, I guess I saw it coming and I've felt like this for quite some time but tomorrow is my birthday and my birthday means cake. Just thinking about it is making me want to throw up. My mum has made this big giant cake and it's really impressive and I don't want to be rude and not eat it. My family just don't understand how I feel and they wont listen to what I'm saying because they think its stupid and I'm making it up, they made that quite clear.
Well, I geuss I got a reason, well not one but many reasons.But I might shouldnt really bring up all to much because so many things are private. You see... Im constantly scared, of everything in general. Tomorrow it will be the first day I will study again, I have to get it done over again because I failed school because of depression. So I do feel very nervous. I moslty are able to vent, my babe though haven't comming home yet and after all Jeanette lives in another country. I am not able to protect them when Im here in sweden. I trust my love, but I do not trust others. I wish already that I could move to america so I can do that. But my school degrees stops me and I have to study for 5-6 years before Im able to move. Im nervois and scared I will fail.
^ Why is love bothering you??????
Sounds like Anxiety to me. Take things day by day. You can't live off of worry and grief alone. Take a few deep breaths, relax, and soak in the tub. Just anything you can to take your mind off of things. Focus on the 'now' instead of what's so far down the road you can't plan for it.
Well, I geuss I got a reason, well not one but many reasons.But I might shouldnt really bring up all to much because so many things are private. You see... Im constantly scared, of everything in general. Tomorrow it will be the first day I will study again, I have to get it done over again because I failed school because of depression. So I do feel very nervous. I moslty are able to vent, my babe though haven't comming home yet and after all Jeanette lives in another country. I am not able to protect them when Im here in sweden. I trust my love, but I do not trust others. I wish already that I could move to america so I can do that. But my school degrees stops me and I have to study for 5-6 years before Im able to move. Im nervois and scared I will fail.
Reen bby ;w; Feel better okay? You can always talk to me <3