Jade_Amell
Greenjade
Boyfriend's internet isn't working. And he says he's going to bed early because he doesn't want to deal with trying to fix it. *sigh* It's only 8 my time and 7 his time.
I feel like time is going way too fast. Its already November, for godssake.
why do i keep stumbling upon nazi blogs and nazis
My school's website is down. 3 AM is when I do my best thinking. This is inexcusable. I JUST WANT TO REPLY TO THE FORUMS. D:
My shower keeps spewing out black water. Stupid well water. :c
I just woke up (yes, at 3AM.. well, actually at 1.) and all I want to do is post on forums and take a shower and eat leftover chicken tenders from KFC.
Speaking of. Why do I keep getting sick. Everything I eat angers my tummy. Everything. My sister recently found out she has Celiac, maybe I do, too, and it's from all the grains I keep eating. Or maybe there's secretly milk in everything I've been eating.
Boyfriend is supposed to protect me from my nightmares. It's his job, alongside killing the winged beasts that try to inhabit my home (hornets and roaches). Why do I keep getting nightmares when he's sitting 2 feet away. AND WHY DOESN'T HE WAKE ME?! Oh, right, he's sitting there because he's immersed in a game, headphones on and all. He's not paying attention. He makes for a terrible dream-catcher. I should fire him.
I feel you, try to do homework- NAH let me crash and blue screenI keep getting sick too, I am so sorry, it sucks... You may want to get checked out at the doctors or try having some tums or antacids. I don't have a boyfriend so i don't have a protector so can't help you there :/ and with the water, call someone to fix it, if your well is infected or all mud you shouldn't have to pay
I am under so much pressure I am almost about to cry. School is getting so tough that it feels like Mjolnir was placed upon my head. My parents are disappointing in my grades because I have 3A's, in my fun non academic classes and 4B's and 1 D- in classes I try so hard to understand everything in. I can't relax anymore even if I try and I just don't know what to do. I am getting migraines a lot more then ever, considering I had never gotten them before this, and now I just am loosing hope I will ever get accepted to collage because I am so weird and am just bad at school overall. I want to have fun and have free time but now everything seems like it consists of chores and homework. When I try doing homework I just keep on getting distracted by everything... I know it is ok to be imperfect and have issues but I feel so left out by my family and friends who go do so many fun things and I do nothing but try and pass school. Even when I focus and try hard my efforts get me no where and it is so discouraging. My parents want me to do what I wish but only if I am taking the hardest and most collage bound classes... I just am so lost it is getting discouraging... no one even talks to me after school and if they do I am to out of the loop to understand, I act so laid back but I am not, I am always so stressed. I need to compete with my sister who is great in everything since half my teachers had her and she was good at everything... I am so lost...
My sis just threw up and I'm having a panic attack and freaking out cos I'm scared of throwing up [when others do or when I do] and I feel like I'm stuck in a nightmare and I can't wake up and I feel sick though Idk if i'm sick too or if it's just this attack and darn it I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. The thought of puking makes me freak out and I'm freaking out and my hand is shaking and I can't sleep now because I might throw up and I feel like a selfish person for thinking that.