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I made a friend

Only to find out that they're racist/against LGBTQA

Welp
idk how to end this friendship now without being awkward

drop em as hard as you can don't worry bout awkwardness
 
I've always been trying to fake my happiness ever since high school started, pretending that everything is alright.
But today for some reason I'm starting to realize I'm not ready for the real world.
I realized that everyone that tried to be there for me, I pushed them away so I have no one to talk to.
I feel like my knowledge started to go away slowly, fearing that I'm not ready for college nor I will be accepted to one.
I hate asking or seeking for attention but always wanted to talk to someone without feeling guilty or annoying.
 
my brothers wont stop screaming their head off at each other. MY SECOND OLDEST BROTHER WAS SLEEPING AND THE OLDEST JUST HAD TO MAKE HIM ANGRY AND RUIN HIS MOOD
 
ok so my dad just all up and told me that 'girls can never be guys and guys can never be girls its freaky and you can't crossdress either" like ***** shut the **** up i'll shove a baseball bat up your nasty ass
 
i need to sleep
but im not tired and i just wanna stay up
and i rlly rlly rlly wanna see my brother omg its been 3 weeks i wANNA SEE HIM
 
Caffeine withdrawal. I've been drinking a ton of caffeine to get me through exams, grading things, etc. And now that I don't have any more, I'm having severe headaches, thirsty, etc. Blaaah. I shouldn't have let my veins turn into coffee.
 
well, that was probably the worst day of my life

basically freaking out waiting for 8 hours thinking my dog is going to die, even though everything went fine. but she is seriously jacked up now. her elbow, and four spots on her stomach are stitched up (she was spayed and had three lumps removed, as well as a cyst on her elbow). she literally just shook violently once we got home (from the anesthetic) and I just sobbed over her for hours, I felt bad about even having it done (even though obviously mammary tumors need to be removed) it was a disturbing day. but now that everything is wearing off she is doing much better just in the hours since, no longer shaking at all and is currently sleeping all cozy in a blanket beside me. c: so I feel much better now but god what a horrible day. I know it's all normal and to be expected but I seriously couldn't handle seeing her like that.

I don't plan on ever putting her through anything like this again
 
I'm going to be in a spelling bee and only just found out it'll be on monday
it's a shame you can't put human bodies in landfills b/c i need to go stay in a landfill
 
Today,I went to my friend's house to study.These past two days I feel like crap and kinda feel that my parents are going to yell at me.But life is full of disapointment.
The first 2 hours were nice.I played some Minecraft and TnT'ed my entire world to shambles.And we pranked our acquaintance with extremely hot soup.Afterwards,she took a nap and I tried to do all my Hw.
Finally when we were all done,It was about 7:30 Pm [2 hours ago.] and they started watching puppycat stuff and I just skimmed through their playlist.Finally about 8:00 I got bored and decided to draw my Oc/Otp in their sketch book.During thaat time,a younger sister of her told me that -
"Heyy Rose,yesterday when we went to the museum,we grabbed a bite right?My mom told me that,"Hey kids don't follow her example of spending time making decisions and stuff like that." (Yesterday I was aggravated due to their baby brother spilling milk all over the floor,stepping on my friend's books and screaming.)
When someone says that to me,I do not do anything but stay quiet,due to politeness and the way I was raised.She unfortunately wanted me to talk and said loudly behind my back,"Hey mommy,Rose isn't responding,hey Heather,if I fart on her,will she pay attention?"
The rest of today is just too assworthy to talk about.
 
Finally being productive and trying to search for articles for my literature review and the school system decides to be insanely laggy. It won't even load pages anymore. @god what are you trying to tell me??
 
I am terrified right now. Some creepo is messaging me on skype.
Rickrolling time.


EDIT: My Dad (Who is a computer genius BTW) found out it was no more than a robot. That makes me a bit relieved.
 
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I'M TRYING TO GET THE SHINY SABLEYE AND NON OF THEM ARE BOLD/CALM

OR FEMALE
 
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