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I've been very depressed lately and I just haven't felt like myself at all. I'm trying to open up to one of my friends about it but they've kind of been making me feel worse and it's hard enough for me to tell anyone anything because I wouldn't wanna be bothersome, but I really need to get over that if I wanna get better. I'm trying really hard.
 
Saylor said:
I've been very depressed lately and I just haven't felt like myself at all. I'm trying to open up to one of my friends about it but they've kind of been making me feel worse and it's hard enough for me to tell anyone anything because I wouldn't wanna be bothersome, but I really need to get over that if I wanna get better. I'm trying really hard.
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I hope you can talk to them soon! Maybe you could try telling them they make you feel bad? It may be unintentional on their part.

I also hope you feel better soon, and you can always talk to me if you need anything.
 
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also i need to work on this game but i just cant i dont know why !!!
 
I am having a nervous break down.... But psychology students like me don't throw layman's terms around like that. I don't know WHAT's happening to me! Ever since last night I have had uncontrollable crying spells and panic attacks. I am on my Reading Week and tis was supposed to be a productive time. I can't study, I can't function, I can't work, I can't even get a good night's sleep or sleep at all some nights! I have a lecture presentation coming up next week. Usually I would be stoked. I want to be a prof. Being given an opportunity to lecture in front of 200 students as I have for the past few years on a topic I know fairly well (I helped write the textbook for the course) is something I look forward to. Not today. I dread it. I can't even look at my slides. I might have to cancel my lecture and have the professor take over. For shame. I fell ill with Kidney stones early on in the semester wit kidney stones, followed by a pinched nerve in the base of my spine so I have been excused from class for pretty much the whole term. I submitted a few assignments, but written no midterms. Made arrangements with my profs to either make up later or have the weight adjusted to my other coursework..... with doctors notes obviously.... I am really overwhelmed about school in general... thats what got my head spinning yesterday.... But today it was GUILT. About my presence as a member of the TBT Community. Lately I ave been working hard to attain Dreamies for my second town, Ferelden, and yes, I have paid for them. I have left generous tips, and helped other people attain their dreamies as well through my cycling thread. But all of a sudden I am getting bumps and notifications of people helping reserve dreamies for me, on my behalf, and supporting my thread "Adopt from Kilo! She is awesome!", and all sorts of kind gestures.... and I am absolutely dumbfounded. I don't know how to take this kind of generosity and kindness. I feel I don't deserve it. I have been struggling emotionally and mentally lately and I haven't been capable of "filling my end of the deal" per se on certain things, such as being able to submit Dream Town Evaluations in a reasonable time frame for my Dream Town contest that has been going on since like early January.... and even though I pumped up the Top Prize from 10 Million Bells to 40 Million or 500 TBT and gave a 2nd and Third Prize as well as awarding Everyone who entered (42 people) 25 TBT each at the conclusion of the contest.... I STILL FEEL AWFUL that it has taken me THIS long for results to be submitted and or the winner to be chosen. I am very thorough wit my reviews. For each review I post pictures and everything. It takes a long time. But that is not to say, it isn't worth it for these AMAZING folks who have been SO patient with me! I even sent EACH of them a PM updating them with the new announcements with the bumped up prizes in case they thought I gave up on the contest or something. And then there is the Jump Start Package Contest that just ended. I randomly drew 3 winners of New Players of New Leaf to win a Jump Start Package of 500,000 Bells (which is enough to pay off their main room and give them two post office prizes), a Silver Tools Set and One Orderable Furniture Set of their choice. All winners have gotten back to me and I have placed the orders for their sets. I just don't want anymore panic attacks to happen that will prevent me from trading with these awesome folks who deserve their prizes! Ugh.... I hate this anxiety..... and everyone's kindness? I plain just don't deserve it.... I just don't.... Someone even gave me a Valentine's Rose..... I nearly cried.....
 
My brothers lost my 16 GB SD card, which pretty much means I have to get everything in Smash 4 3DS (My game's digitally BTW) and suck it up until they find it...

UGGGHHHHHH....
 
I've honestly felt depressed and really bad about myself for the past few nights now. My mind has been clouded with nothing but negative thoughts about myself and my future after I graduate from my community college. I'm afraid that I'm going to turn out to be a total failure that will never be able to handle a steady job, mainly because I can't seem to find any interest in the program I'm in, but honestly it's the only hope I've got. I'm terrified that within 10 years from now, I'm still going to be the same lonely, self-loathing person I am now. I don't see myself ever having a relationship with anyone, and I'm scared that I'm just going to wind up dying alone and miserable.

This is too much for me to handle well.
 
I guess this new dose and attempt didn't work either...
I'm sad, disappointed. I'm really tired of the false hope. And I'm really tired of the pain...
I need to suck it up; this has been my life for half a year.
It might end up being a whole year or the rest of my life at this rate.

Oh. And I'm fighting with my boyfriend.
But whatever.

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IncendiaryPyro said:
I've honestly felt depressed and really bad about myself for the past few nights now. My mind has been clouded with nothing but negative thoughts about myself and my future after I graduate from my community college. I'm afraid that I'm going to turn out to be a total failure that will never be able to handle a steady job, mainly because I can't seem to find any interest in the program I'm in, but honestly it's the only hope I've got. I'm terrified that within 10 years from now, I'm still going to be the same lonely, self-loathing person I am now. I don't see myself ever having a relationship with anyone, and I'm scared that I'm just going to wind up dying alone and miserable.

This is too much for me to handle well.
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Would my PMing be too forward?
I hate that you're feeling this way. :(
You're not alone in it, honestly, you described a good portion of people I know personally.
You're not gonna be a failure or end up alone. :(
 
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