I wish my parents would stop using me as the middle man when they're ****-talking at each other. I get it that you hate each other's guts from the moment I was born (hell even before), but I don't want to be constantly reminded that one wants the other to die already. It's kinda funny how my mother thinks that I should of turned out to be 'normal' in that hostile environment instead of my **** personality I'm embarrassed to talk about.
Another family-related issue that's been bothering me is my grandmother from my father's side. My father told me that it's been two months since she's been in the hospital because of her cancer turned to the worst. She was already in a fragile condition when I visited Okinawa for the first time in April and I'm dead worried. I've already lost my great-grandmother (who I've never got the chance to meet unfortunately) last year and I don't want to lose her too. I want to talk about my worries to my mother but then I remember she hates talking/listening to anything that relates to my father so that's a no go, and the weather looks like it'll go even worse tomorrow so my lunch with my close friend has been cancelled.
TL;DR: This week sucked.