• Guest, you're invited to help build our new TBT time capsule! It contains three parts, with some of its elements planned to open in 2029 and others not until the distant future of 2034. Get started in 2024 Community Time Capsule: Blueprints.

What's Bothering You?

Status
Not open for further replies.
Why dont you just HHHH I'M SO OVER IT i try SO hard to regain this feeling i had with you but it's just gone. i can't feel anything anymore. you ruined me. YOU did this to me.

...on another note i really wanna open gifts but my fams been sleeping the whole day away lol
 
(not talking about anyone here, this is me talking in general about how i experience life basically)


What is bothering me? People being lying hypocritical btches who only care about themselves and then in the end act like they are being truthful to you but you just know they are not
ShimmeringJuicyCooter-size_restricted.gif


Now look, i like to keep it real mkay, we all are hypocritical sometimes, nobody is freaking perfect
and i know once in a while i can be somewhat hypocritical myself (though i try not to be as much as i possibly can because i freaking find it disgusting when people are being hypocritical) BUT i know for a fact, the times where i have been hypocritical - no major things though - and got called out for it, i was mature and honest enough to admit it and own up to it... and when needed, i always apologise to those i have been hypocritical towards... unlike many others i know.

That being said, i have come across so many people who are exactly like this and i find it horrifying.... to realise that 9 out of 10 people you meet, wherever you go, you never really know if they are trustworthy and truly genuinely care about you despite what they pretend to say to you.

''Oh you can trust me, i really care about you too, of course i would never share our private conversations with others''
sure thing
UglyDaringAsiaticmouflon-size_restricted.gif

finding out that things have been shared that were meant to be private, find out your words get twisted so much into something that it is totally not and also find out that when it comes down to it, in the end, they do actually not give a tiny rats ass about you - despite all the wonderful words you got from them in the past.


So what do you do? You try to confront them with the truth, you tell them the way it is and state reality...
and guess what happens next - they try to get out of it, try to beat around the bush and avoid admitting the obvious truth by saying all kinds of BS.... oh please, they know very well they talking BS - they may be lying hypocritical btches but they not dumb
JadedElaborateCanadagoose-size_restricted.gif


What bothers me the most from all the above is that i always get called out on my ''words and honest opinions'' (which truthfully i find ridiculous because why wouldn't i be allowed to speak my mind to ''friends'' in private? as long as i am not talking about other people in a lying evil way, as long as i am not making stuff up, i don't see how i am doing anything wrong since we all like to say what is on our minds sometimes ... oh but wait, i get it, stating your opinion is not allowed anymore right? because even doing that people automatically get offended, no matter what you say and how you say it)

yet all these pretty little liars think they are flawless themselves or something.... do they ever fully admit to their mistakes and wrong doings?
of course not
OnlyLazyInchworm-size_restricted.gif


conclusion: people need to gtfo and only come at me when they are willing to be 100% truthful back to me
don't expect perfection from others if you are not so perfect yourself and cannot even admit to your own mess, seriously,
grow a pair and show some respect to those who are willing to be vulnerable and honest to you
 
Last edited:
go away i can't finish commissions people are waiting for if you keep looking at my goddamn screen
 
This is my favorite holiday of the year. I love the holidays. I don't expect everything to go as planned all the time, but I try to make this the exception. Granted, I'm not at home this year. I guess I'm so stuck to traditions that doing anything else with a different vibe makes my head hurt. I want to get out of this habit.

Honestly, in the end though, this could be far worse. I could be away from you for the holidays.
 
The fact that the tamales will soon run out ;o; My mother didn’t make too many.. And I’ve been eating them like crazy XD Plus my little bean LOVES tamales so it’s a win-win XD Craving satisfied
 
I dislocated my knee :/
I think I popped it back into place but holy sheeeeeeeet it hurts so bad.

I'm at the emergency room (in a hospital about 150mi from home) with my mom, brother, and grandma. I'm so grateful that they are willing to be here with me at almost 1am.

- - - Post Merge - - -

So apparently o actually fractured my femur.

Now I get to spend the next 6-8 weeks in a brace and on crutches. Yay.
 
i cant keep up with art and art projects because i'm so sad. i just lay in bed listen to music and stare at the wall all day lately. its been so hard to get back into it. school starting back up again soon wont help at all
 
my brother gave me lice last week and this week he gave me a nasty cold, I HATE sharing a room.
 
The pain in my left knee is becoming unbearable... I literally feel like cutting off my leg would be okay at this point.

Omg plsssssssss get back with my Vicodin I can't handle this pain anymore!!!!!!
 
totally wish i could have done the snowman and tree things but got a bit busy and nothing at home to build with :(
also new year's totally don't wanna be with my dad and his relatives ughhhh
 
I wish people would stop using depression as a means to get attention, if you really want help then get it or at least try to. You make people with depression look insincere, which should never be the intent of someone who suffers from this awful illness.

This has more to do with your personalities than your mental health honestly, you probably (definitely) are insincere people and that insincerity mixed with your health issues makes for a problematic person who needs to be helped and ignored. Helped with coping and ignored for being a liar, your ****ty personality makes it hard for people to help you and at times I seriously question if you are worth it or if you REALLY are depressed. Bich, I'm depressed and I know how to hid it, most-if not all depressed people hid their depression and create a fa?ade because they don't want to confront their problems (this is the case with most of us when we start having problems, not when we are in the process of getting help which we are mostly private about when it comes to details about but we are open about it once we feel like we are at a stage which we are comfortable and open enough to discuss and help others from our own experience), we don't go in public declaring it or online unless we are discussing are issues with OTHER depressed people who relate. Depression is sometimes at the surface and deeply within us, it never goes away and it rears it's head at the worst times.

Comments like: "I want 2 die lol", "Haven't killed myself yet lmao" "can someone kill me?" are pretty popular online and these are the types of people I'm addressing. If you really wanted to die you would do it instead of making these comments nearly everyday, making these comments adds to your depression and you really don't mean it so why would you say it? It's insincerity and it's why you are ignored and by extension people with severe depression. You are being insincere and you are subconsciously/intentionally saying this for attention because that's the type of person you are, an attention seeker and a liar. It's why you aren't getting help and it's why you don't want help, because you love it and that is just sick.

Depression is seriously ignored in society, and I believe it has a lot to do with people who either lie/ want attention from it or do not understand the difference between being depressed and having depression.


This post isn't particularly thought through but it's just on my mind and from my heart because I hate these people with all my heart. :)


EDIT: Don't mean for this post to come across as me being a spokesperson for people with depression, i know how a large portion of us act and what we do/say/think because i have experienced it most of my life and continue to do so to this very day. Nobody is the same but many of us are similar and this evidently true when i talk to people about the issue.
 
Last edited:
.gniebllew nwo ruoy rof stsoc lla ta diova ,ytsenoh lla ni murof siht no ecalp tsrow eht si rellac eht

:)
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Back
Top