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What's Bothering You?

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Do you ever just feel like you're not worth anything at all? Yeah same.

I read a thing online that said something like "all you 20 year olds think your life sucks, well it only gets worse from here so suck it up" and I just think, to be honest, if you just spend your whole life feeling miserable and worthless then whats even the point...




Dude I seriously need help. Too bad I'm broke.
 
My work is A PAIN IN THE ASS. 7 people have left in 3 months, yet only 2 of those have been replaced so we're seriously short staffed in the kitchen. There's another chef who has autism and mental health issues and has been off a lot recently due to it. Some other chefs have been complaining about him and calling him a junkie and it pisses me off that they treat him like ****. I've been trying to stick up for him when he's not around but I just get bullied too and made to do jobs that literally do not ****ing exist that waste my time and mean I don't get to finish my REAL work. Its so so stressful and management are the absolute PITS. They expect you to work til close (I get home around 2am after a close) but then they want you to come in at 9am the next day! (I would only get maximum of 4 hours sleep if I went straight to bed due to my travel times). Just fed up with it all. You go in and get absolutely screamed at, you do the job the best you can but there's always something wrong with what you're doing but you're not trained either so you don't even know what it is you're doing wrong until someone blows up on you about it. I NEED to get out of this place and look for work outside of chefing. I absolutely loathe it and feel my mental health slipping every second I'm in there.
 
Do you ever just feel like you're not worth anything at all? Yeah same.

I read a thing online that said something like "all you 20 year olds think your life sucks, well it only gets worse from here so suck it up" and I just think, to be honest, if you just spend your whole life feeling miserable and worthless then whats even the point...




Dude I seriously need help. Too bad I'm broke.

You don't need money to get help! Depending on what country you're in, there are lines you can call or text at any time when things are looking bleak. For example, in the US the number is 741-741. I've texted that line myself a few times in the past and those people are excellent at being there when you need em.
 
Do you ever just feel like you're not worth anything at all? Yeah same.

I read a thing online that said something like "all you 20 year olds think your life sucks, well it only gets worse from here so suck it up" and I just think, to be honest, if you just spend your whole life feeling miserable and worthless then whats even the point...




Dude I seriously need help. Too bad I'm broke.

They posted some good advice there, call a number or two, or try talking to someone if you can depending on if they offer free help where you live. At least you seems to be honest about it, if there is one thing that irks me is all those edgy emo kids that think it's "cool" to be depressed and makes their life and money from it, bruh wtf.
 
They posted some good advice there, call a number or two, or try talking to someone if you can depending on if they offer free help where you live. At least you seems to be honest about it, if there is one thing that irks me is all those edgy emo kids that think it's "cool" to be depressed and makes their life and money from it, bruh wtf.

Yeah I don't joke about this kind of thing. I don't think depression is funny, and I really do wish someone I know would help instead of passing it off as "oh you're a teenager that's how all teens feel". It's so stupid.

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EDIT: Also, I wish I could help more as a friend... v.v
I know you guys can only do what you can, being as how the method of communication isn't great. But just imagine me, walking out to the living room where my mom is with a sunken, emotionless face, and she just kinda looks at me and says "what's wrong?" like 100 times. Nah I'm good, I'm just feeling like trash nothing wrong.

But I really do appreciate y'all :)
I'd prob be mad if I wasn't here with someone to talk to every day...
 
i got picked to watch a special mental health presentation by some company and i looked around the room and how can i say it i feel like they cherry picked all these students. but the annoying thing is that they picked a lot of the quiet, work hard and dont talk in class and it was weird how they were almost assuming in quiet af because im sad or smth but whatever im grateful that they came and told us and it was fun it just irked me a bit
 
@supramayrokratt yah.. "lol im so edgy wif no friends and just sitting on the webs flaming for fun when I can do stuff etc." ... then do that and stop browsing tumblr for edgy posts maybe?
 
Man I wanna play Team Fortress 2 so much...

It's like one of my favorite games ever but I've never even played it ^^" I feel like a noob

Yeah it's gud. Haven't played in ages though so yeah not gonna try catch up now lol

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also ughhhh my eyeglasses broke (or rather the hinge that hold the long thing on the side whatever the name is in english did) so yeah boi totally need to get new ones which will probably take 10 days from when I can get a time fffff
 
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