the girl I liked dissed me when I took her to a dance and she refused to dance with me, claiming she had a boyfriend, when her parents said she wasn't aloud to have a boyfriend anyways....
*allowed.
And lol a lot of people these days have girl/boyfriends without letting their parents know. It's normal.
In what way did she diss you? And if the girl did have a boyfriend, maybe it's better to respect her decision. c: (unless she did say she wanted to dance with you then ditched you at some point; that's horrible.)
What bothers me is that all I want is to make the people around me feel beautiful yet I always fail. I can't make anyone happy. Ever. I can't make anyone beautiful, I can't keep a friend. I can't admit to my parents that I have online friends. I can't admit my orientation.. My friend at school always makes me feel like crap. I'm failing classes. My teachers hate me. I want to go to SVA this summer but it's expensive and my parents dont believe in me. I've been crying every night for a few months now.
I think that's all.
Hey, come on! :c Is there anyone IRL who can help you? Is there anyone you could get help from? We're online, so the most we could do is give you some advice and support. D:
And you don't need to make anyone happy! What's important is to take care of yourself; don't mind what others say. <3 (And if they say bad stuff about you again, tell me and I wILL FITE THEM 1 V 1 LEMME HAVE THEM, THEY AINT GOT ANY RIGHT TO TREAT YOU LIKE TRASH)
And take a breather; probably take a day from classes and just relax. Or do something you like. Treat yo' self. c:
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Okay real talk, our batch head is the worst leader EVER. He's always online but isn't updated with the events our batch is handling (people have been constantly updating for the past weeks) and he's only trying to help now, when everything is almost done. Believe me, he doesn't have any good reason to be suddenly gone (he should say why he would be gone or why he wasn't helping, but noooo he has time but he's just not even trying to help or be aware); he ran for batch head and he should know his duties and responsibilities. Everyone is busy but we make time. I don't know where the heck he's been. He's barely helped. Oh my gosh he is so stressful and I hate him so much. (To be honest our whole batch hates him hahahaha. Two days ago we were doing this project and one mentioned about giving comments about the batch council and someone went, "...where's our batch head?" and oh my gosh there was this awkward silence and some were even chucking because god knows where our batch head is.)
sorry for the long rant ahaha ;-;
