I really just want to die. To fade away into the void. Everyday things just get much worse and I can't hold it in anymore. I'm going to break but I wish I was dead right now.
Super tired, trying to read and play games so I don't fall asleep. Hope I can go home and pass out and get some good solid sleep. Also damn me for starting to play Skyrim again. RIP
A lot of the people I've been talking to recently have been really upset over certain things, and I try to help them all I can, but it's really getting to me. It's just hard to stay positive when you're listening to so many people's issues everyday, as much as I love helping them.