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if my therapist is still sick tomorrow or she doesnt have any time 4 me i wont have seen her for almost 2 weeks next time i see her. great l ol ..,..
 
I'm getting so pissed off right now. 40 minutes so far sitting here trying to figure out how to answer these homework questions with no luck. The instructions don't explain how to get the answers to the questions. He said this was supposed to be even easier than the last one, but it's 10x harder. I've spent hours on this assignment and I'm sick of it because it's only the second one for this class. Everyone has their little group of friends to talk to and ask for help while I'm here alone trying to figure out the damn answers by myself. I'm so done.
 
no matter how much i sleep or rest i always feel unwell and sleep deprived
school is just so socially, mentally and psychically draining
 
all my friends are like "oh yah ive made like 10 friends already" and im at 2 hanging out acquaintances
how do people make friends that quickly its really fustraiting
i hate change all the people i know at this school have made new friends and left their other friends to make other friends, nothing is the same, i feel so alone
 
I should just stay away from online communities. I found this one that I was really interested in, and the subjects were all the sorta things I'm into, but then I found this guy calling vegans pussies, and saying all this really nasty stuff about 'em, and literally everyone was agreeing with him. It shouldn't upset me so much 'cause I'm used to it, but it's just so hard to live in a world where 90% of people think animals are worthless because they can't talk.

People don't see what they go through and don't care enough to acknowledge it. It makes me so sick, and I just wish things would change. I heard a story a while ago on some religious site (I came across it accidentally) that said this guy had a "spiritual awakening" and no longer could eat meat or kill bugs in his house. As much as I disbelief that, these days I wish everyone could have a similar awakening.
 
Does anyone else ever feel like that they are being forced to go into a specific career path by their parents/guardians? It might just be me, but if I get told that "I don't think you should do this", or "I think you would be good at doing this", I feel like I'm forced to (or forced not to) try a specific career path, or take the right classes.

To be more specific, I want to be a florist, a baker, or some type of writer. I remind my mom about it as much as I possibly can. She thinks that I should work with little kids. While I have fun playing with children, I'm really not all that interested in making a career about working with small children. Just because I LIKE something (or I like to do something), it doesn't mean I want to make a CAREER out of it. I need to go with my gut, brain, and heart. Can anyone relate?
 
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I'm so upset and frustrated hnghhhhhnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Apparently saying "the plug goes in the back of the printer" is enough to anger my dad to the point that he screams I'm a ****ing disabled ******, and to throw various belongings of mine across my bedroom???
This is this probably the first time I've tried to stay calm with him but it literally made no difference

And apparently he still labels himself as a normal human being and I'm the freak

//slow clap
Ok dad, sure
Sure

Normally I would have been going back to my mum's tomorrow and I was looking forward to it so much, but she's away for the week.........//dies
 
I think I have a slight cold or something...not sure.
 
an older guy (17-18?) was checking me out at the mall :/
 
Ever since school started everything has been so much more tiring. Not even a month in and we're getting bombarded with homework, and I've already got two projects assigned.
One of those projects is a group project. I happened to work with three girls who's native language is Spanish. Nothing wrong with Spanish of course, in fact I'm studying Spanish. But one of the girls could hardly speak any English, and the other two, while pretty fluent in English, I still had some trouble working with.
Anyway, we used Google Docs for the assignment so we could share the documents amongst ourselves and edit it. We were all assigned parts of the assignment, and I got an extremely small part. So me, being the procrastinating a$$ I am, decided to wait until the day before the project was due to work on my part, as I assumed the other girls had done theirs. They were working pretty hard on it in the one day we worked on it in class after all.
So today, I go to check the computer to do my part of the assignment, and I see that the other people in my group HAVE done their part... But they did everything wrong.
So instead of a five minute homework assignment like I was expecting, I had to sit for about two hours fixing everything up (basically doing the whole assignment from scratch). And I wasn't supposed to do the other parts of the assignment that I wasn't assigned, but I knew we would fail if I didn't.
It probably is my fault for waiting till the last minute to check, and I can't blame these girls for not understanding the assignment.
But still, I can add another reason to my list of why I dislike group projects.

There's something else troubling me as well:
Last year, we had chorus lessons during lunch so that we wouldn't have to miss any classes for it.
But this year, the school board decided that taking a few minutes out of the chorus lesson to eat lunch wasn't enough, and we needed the entire period to cram as much stuff in as possible. So now, we have lessons during CLASS PERIODS.
This is bad because although they give me the option to make up the work I missed for full credit, I have enough work as it is and so instead of doing some work in school and some work at home, due to having a lesson during class and therefore missing the opportunity to do it at school, I have to do twice the amount of work at home. This wouldn't be as much as a problem if I had a study hall in my schedule this year, which I don't, unless I drop out of chorus, which is really missing the point of getting a study hall.
And I'll miss the lesson and the notes the class took as well, so I'll probably be confused on how to do the work, and the kids aren't going to give me the notes, and the teacher likely isn't going to have time to give me a private lesson.
Although they excuse us from chorus lessons during tests and regions class science assignments (since those are required to graduate high school) we then have to find time to make up the chorus lesson, which also turns into a hassle.
The band and orchestra classes are doing this system as well.
This makes me really upset because I'm probably going to have to drop out of chorus to keep my grades up in my more important subjects, which I really don't want to do as I love to sing and we are doing some really nice songs this year.
Plus, a LOT of the kids were complaining about it and are dropping out which makes me think they might change the system back if this goes far enough, and if that happens and I drop chorus before it does, I can't get back in. Nor can I get back in in the four years we have chorus in high school.
It sucks that they only give you one opportunity to sign up for chorus, which is in 5th grade. And if you decide to drop out or if you get kicked, you can never go back.
I have until Monday to decide wether I want to stay or not and I know that dropping out is probably the better option but I really don't want to...
 
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