What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
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tfw you get up at 5am and go into the bathroom for like 10 seconds and just in that short time frame you start freezing 
if I'm not mistaken today's literally the first day of the winter solstice so I definitely won't be without freezing mornings for a while...
if I'm not mistaken today's literally the first day of the winter solstice so I definitely won't be without freezing mornings for a while...
xSuperMario64x
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the more time goes on the less executive functioning I seem to have. like I seriously thing it's getting worse thr older I get. I don't know what to do about it anymore. all I know is I've been struggling a great deal just to fulfill my basic needs, like taking a shower, doing laundry, keeping my room clean, washing dishes, etc. and I honestly feel pretty pathetic and ashamed of myself because of it. I can't even function like a normal person anymore. and nothing ive tried to do seems to make it any better.
Shellzilla_515
F1 fan who loves onions
*Sigh* I can never seem to catch a break that either someone in my family or myself is coughing or facing some sort of illness. I'm doing fine at the moment, but my dad is just coughing badly again after feeling better a few days ago. I hate whatever is circulating in the house as it's been going on for pretty much a month now. I wouldn't be surprised if I got sick a few days later and it'll be tiring facing it once again.
A winter storm is coming and not thrilled..
I mean I know it's winter.. but I don't want to freeze and be buried in ice and snow. It is looking like we will have rain that will freeze first then the snow will pile on.
I'm gonna assume I won't see my grandma this year. She has had multiple knee replacements (almost lost her leg and if she falls it will more than likely be removed) and doesn't need to drive/walk in this mess that's coming. And I hope the roads will be cleared enough for us to reach Christmas stuff we are needed at and fam stuff.
I mean I know it's winter.. but I don't want to freeze and be buried in ice and snow. It is looking like we will have rain that will freeze first then the snow will pile on.
I'm gonna assume I won't see my grandma this year. She has had multiple knee replacements (almost lost her leg and if she falls it will more than likely be removed) and doesn't need to drive/walk in this mess that's coming. And I hope the roads will be cleared enough for us to reach Christmas stuff we are needed at and fam stuff.
spawnpoint
Take a chance! 🎲
tw: paranoia inducing, if you struggle with that sort of thing
i really don't think its normal to assume that there's POISON GAS when you start smelling something bad in the car. that was the first thing my mind jumped to and i almost had a panic attack. WHAT
xSuperMario64x
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love when I get home and the very first thing that happens is my dad yells at me lmao
Just having intrusive memories crawling in. Tbh its nothing serious. Petty internet moments. Still makes me feel lonelier.
I should be better than I am after knowing how much that kind of thing hurts but I still don’t trust people or that things would end up ok for me. It just seems like I’m always the one taking the fall if something goes wrong. I need to stop ending up in that position.
I really am better as a lurker because when I’m not trying to lead or inspire people or something I don’t end up in the line of fire. What a disappointment.
I should be better than I am after knowing how much that kind of thing hurts but I still don’t trust people or that things would end up ok for me. It just seems like I’m always the one taking the fall if something goes wrong. I need to stop ending up in that position.
I really am better as a lurker because when I’m not trying to lead or inspire people or something I don’t end up in the line of fire. What a disappointment.
Just doing what you can still helps. I know it sounds silly, but if everyone did that, then many situations wouldn't be as bad as they are. The fact that you are thinking of this shows how sincere you are.
I kinda want to be included. I want to be invited to do things. I’m afraid to take the initiative 99% of the time. I feel like if they wanted to hang out with me, they’d invite me first. I feel like if I asked, they’ll be forced to say yes because they think I might feel left out. I want it to be because they want to and not because I asked.
When I was first diagnosed with autism… my mother HAD to tell my brother. Even after I asked her not to. He assured me he wouldn’t treat me any different and he’d do whatever he can to understand my disorder… yet he’s been using autism as an insult this entire time. Nonstop. Every time when I’m around too. I’m starting to regret spending my money on a Christmas present for this *******.
i know i complain here a lot but this is the only place i can really rant about stuff..
so i think i broke my 2ds xl and it’s gone for good thus why i don’t seem to be posting here as much as i used to. i tried looking at tutorial videos and other people’s advice for what to do but i honestly don’t know what’s wrong with it, it’s looks fine on the inside. my brother basically took apart the whole thing and we can’t find the issue.
apparently nintendo still repairs my model but the repair form is kind of weird because it asks what “symptom” my device has but it won’t let me write it. also i don’t have the money for a repair either rn, i could just buy a new 2ds from ebay or something when i have the money but some easily go up to $200!! i can use my brother’s 3ds in the meantime but it’s just not the same.. i have sentimental value with the one i broke..
so i think i broke my 2ds xl and it’s gone for good thus why i don’t seem to be posting here as much as i used to. i tried looking at tutorial videos and other people’s advice for what to do but i honestly don’t know what’s wrong with it, it’s looks fine on the inside. my brother basically took apart the whole thing and we can’t find the issue.
apparently nintendo still repairs my model but the repair form is kind of weird because it asks what “symptom” my device has but it won’t let me write it. also i don’t have the money for a repair either rn, i could just buy a new 2ds from ebay or something when i have the money but some easily go up to $200!! i can use my brother’s 3ds in the meantime but it’s just not the same.. i have sentimental value with the one i broke..
xSuperMario64x
🇨🇦🩷 2 days 💜🇨🇦
if someone in my life insulted and made fun of me nonstop bc of my autism they would never see anything good from me. if they're not gonna respect something abt me that I literally have no control over then they don't deserve a shred of my respect either. I hate that you have to deal w that bc no autistic/ADHD person should ever be insulted bc of their neurodiversity. it's just cruel.
idk what to do about my cat. idk what her deal is but for like the last 3 weeks she's been pooping on the bathroom floor (both of our bathrooms) and it's never the kind that's easy to pick up either. it's disgusting and makes me feel sick. there's no reason for her to do it bc I literally cleaned my litter box before I went to bed to prevent such a thing from happening. and I have 5 other cats but none of them do that, they all use the litter box like normal cats. all I know is I'm really tired of dealing with it, especially bc my mom can't do anything majority of the time (she's disabled) and my dad just blatantly refuses to do anything, so the pressure is solely on me to pick up after her. I'm tired of it.
Cats typically do this when they are trying to communicate that there is something wrong with them, e.g. stress, health problem, etc.
xSuperMario64x
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I figured as much but we've already talked to the vet once abt her and since she had roundworm they gave her meds to get rid of it. I think that took care of it, yet here she still is acting out. I guess I'll have to take her in to have her checked out.
(which sucks bc the base price for a vet bill is over $50 and I'm positive the final bill would end up being a lot more, but I just want her to feel better and not do this anymore)
I'm really struggling. I'm on Day 4/5 of an antibiotic course and the side effects are worse than the infection they are treating. As someone who has worked in microbiology I thoroughly understand the need to see the course through to the end, but I just feel so physically awful. Just 4 pills left. 
Firesquids
⛧Roxie of Avalar⛧
My sister is also struggling with her ADHD in this way, I sympathize, friend. Try to prioritize the important things, like taking care of your body. I know it can be very hard
I just want to to take a deep breath without coughing.
I'm so tired, it's been like a month now... I can't even eat my Tom Nook cookies (and neither can anyone else because I kept licking the piping bag while icing them so they're all infected)
