xSuperMario64x
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I read your posts in here about what's happening and I always wish I could say something to help but I'm unexperienced and unhelpful with advice-snip-
Omg same here. I came across old posts in the What Are You Happy About thread about how happy I was when assignments were finished. I remember the relief of getting something submitted, but I’ll never forget the mental stress that college imposed on me. Whenever someone asks me if I’ll do a masters or further study I’m like hell no. The stress of doing a degree was too much. I learned a lot, but also learned a lot about myself. I learned that I get very easily burnt out. I learned that under stress I’m bound to have a meltdown eventually. I learned that I’m horrible at sitting exams.wow I was just reading through some of my most recent posts in the old WBY thread and basically every post I made was about how stressed I was in school. sometimes it's really hard to read because it takes me back to those years of misery. I was a very unhappy person in college. don't get me wrong, I learned a lot and definitely grew and matured as a person, but it cause me so much mental and emotional (and even physical) distress I sometimes wonder if it was even worth it. to this day, almost two years after I graduated, I still deal with serious mental health issues that were likely exacerbated from my time in college. I know it had to have done something negative to my physical mind. I'm still trying to recover from those years and it's been a very difficult journey for me.
I only pray that someday I can conquer my mental health and actually start living a semi-normal life again.![]()