What's Bothering You?

I only got about 3 hours of sleep because there just HAS to be a thunderstorm right now. Checking the local weather did NOT reassure me anything was fine either so now I probably won't get to go back to sleep for a couple more hours.
 
Why does every old person have to lose their **** every time they see me yawn? Like, not even when I’m at work, but when I’m shopping or something. Apparently I’m not even allowed to be tired lmao.
 
I've mentioned before that I'm tired of my online friend constantly sending me invites to Discord servers with their other friends, but today they made a group chat via DMs and apparently I'm automatically in it?? Eventually I figured out how to leave the group, but I'm kinda mad about it.

Also screwed up my sleep schedule for . . . Probably the next three months or so, because I decided to sleep and wake up late during the holiday break. I've been sleeping a lot more in class, and my French and Science teachers already talked to me about it. I'm so tired during the day, but by the time it's late evening and I actually have to sleep, I can't.
 
I am trying so hard to not make a post in this thread, but I can't take it anymore. I've been feeling a little depressed over the past few hours now and it doesn't help since the cloudy weather cannot stop hanging around in my area. I'm getting sick and tired of it going on day after day after day. Just make it stop already. 😞
 
hope you don’t mind me replying (i’ll delete this if you do, not a problem <3), just wanted to say that you’re not alone. the cloudy weather’s getting to me, too. i’ve got some other stuff going on that’s impacting my mental health as well, but the constant gloomy weather isn’t helping. i wake up every day hoping it’ll finally be sunny, but alas not. i don’t think it’s been sunny here once so far this year, i miss the sun and blue skies heh.

i hope the sun comes back for us both soon, mentally and for real. 💙
 
It's getting bad again, and school isn't making it any better. I'm the bad kind of perfectionist, I don't know how to not be busy, and I'm getting good at hiding my thoughts and emotions so I don't have to worry other people. But I don't think I can hide this anymore. I can feel myself drifting away from my friends, simple things like eating feel hard all of a sudden, and everything is just blurring together. I just want someone to talk to who is going to accept me for who I am, quirks and all, not some grade on a paper or a GPA award. It's also the time of year that everyone just randomly assigns tests and a truckload of work because they can, and I honestly think some of these teachers like watching me suffer.

Also, the parent who doesn't care about me much at all is coming to town tomorrow for my birthday in a couple of weeks, time to prepare myself for family hell.
 
My back is bothering me this evening. I think it has to do with being outside in the cold for a bit and toting those buckets of water for my dog yesterday.
 
I am going through it horrendously. I am so depressed. I’ve lost so much of me in the past month or two. I continue to keep losing grasp of myself. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I need a friend, I need someone to talk to. But I don’t want to bother anybody with my complex situations and issues. I feel so horrible.
 
Neopets and the Neopian Times, so I awaited almost a month from my held over and didn't hear back, but some did and got published where some of us were left hanging still with nothing. And some even for their prizes. I don't really care about the coins and stuff I'd just want the avatar for this.
 
a project of mine (i presented it in front of everyone btw) had a MAJOR typo and i didn't notice it until now when i was checking it :((
 
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