What's Bothering You?

i’ve had a bad headache since before i got out of work, and i was just laying in bed for most
of the day :( i just took a painkiller so i’m hoping it goes away, i just dk what would’ve caused the headache bc it hurts right behind one of my eyes and only on one side of my head D:
 
There's work drama which i wish I wasn't apart of but sigh.... also i've been taking a new medication and i'm always skeptical about side effects TvT
 
I might be coming down with something, or it might just be a sinus infection, but idk. ;; A sinus infection would make more sense since I can't think of anywhere I could've been exposed to something, but if it's not I don't want to get anybody else sick hhhhh
 
just a lot been goin wrong today. but I'm not gonna dwell on it, I'm off work now and I don't have to work tomorrow so I can actually relax for once. I just hate when a lot of things go wrong at the same time.
 
“The Waffle House has found it’s new host” is getting way out of control. I’m sick of seeing it on every YouTube video I click on even when it’s not relevant.
i keep seeing this waffle house thing everywhere, on literally every social media platform im on and nobody's telling me where it came from or what it means... this is psychological warfare 😵

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future college stuff is STRESSING me out!! dorms, fees, scholarships.. i don't even know WHAT program i wanna do :/
the reality of being officially an adult and graduating in like about 6 months is starting to hit me and i don't like it at all.
 
Not a real bother but I have had legitimately the two most exhausting online discussions of my life the past two days on reddit, I think I need to log out of my account for a little bit lmao
 
I have to have genuine social anxiety or something, I’m scared of talking to people. They’re just strangers, I know I shouldn’t be scared but I feel like when I go to a meetup tomorrow I’m going to have a traumatic episode.

I should have been able to go to other kinds of meetups first, doing this for art is a lot. But I’m not going to make an excuse like that
 
my school is so hot right now omg
it’s either they don’t turn on the heat at all or they blast it. i’d rather be cold than hot.
 
update: i cannot do the meetup. I just got way too ill. Next week i will talk with my psychologist about it.
 
I cannot do this line art on this drawing correctly and it's starting to be really frustrating and discouraging. this is a drawing idea I've been wanting to do for a while too and I just can't get myself to do anything the way I want to do it. it just looks bad. idk what to do.

thinking I'll probably have to redo the sketch which really sucks but whatever. nothing I do can make the proportioning look right.
 
sooo yeah this poor numpty in charge of the neopian times handled things very sus and now they published it randomly with stuff that shouldn't have been there, the process or accepting has been very shady, and generally been taken care of badly. i hope they post something somewhere stating things and coming clean or they very least.

this was an "every 25th issue" being 975 which awards you a special avatar for the site, so naturally this was definitely a huge thorn for everyone who didn't get in. yes it's pixels and i should move on but this part of the site used to work. maybe i will be back for issue 1k but idk really. maybe it's a new person in charge who can stand up
 
I hate when im looking at a drawing i made and im like "Wow i love this its so good im so proud of myself for making this wow" and then i stare at it and i start to find flaws and im like "wow i hate this it sucks why am i so bad at drawing"
 
I hate when im looking at a drawing i made and im like "Wow i love this its so good im so proud of myself for making this wow" and then i stare at it and i start to find flaws and im like "wow i hate this it sucks why am i so bad at drawing"
felt this so hard. i’m like this with my art as well, and honestly everything else i do or create lol; that’s why i try not to look at things i’ve made once i’m satisfied with them, so that i can‘t start looking for flaws.

we really are our own biggest critics, but for what it’s worth, i think you’re really good at drawing. 💜 your art style is so cool, i always enjoy checking out your art thread. ^^
 
felt this so hard. i’m like this with my art as well, and honestly everything else i do or create lol; that’s why i try not to look at things i’ve made once i’m satisfied with them, so that i can‘t start looking for flaws.

we really are our own biggest critics, but for what it’s worth, i think you’re really good at drawing. 💜 your art style is so cool, i always enjoy checking out your art thread. ^^
thank you i appreciate this a lot 😭 ive been feeling super insecure over my art lately so im glad other people like it sjshbssbn
 
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