What's Bothering You?

just a lot been goin wrong today. but I'm not gonna dwell on it, I'm off work now and I don't have to work tomorrow so I can actually relax for once. I just hate when a lot of things go wrong at the same time.
 
“The Waffle House has found it’s new host” is getting way out of control. I’m sick of seeing it on every YouTube video I click on even when it’s not relevant.
 
“The Waffle House has found it’s new host” is getting way out of control. I’m sick of seeing it on every YouTube video I click on even when it’s not relevant.
i keep seeing this waffle house thing everywhere, on literally every social media platform im on and nobody's telling me where it came from or what it means... this is psychological warfare 😵

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future college stuff is STRESSING me out!! dorms, fees, scholarships.. i don't even know WHAT program i wanna do :/
the reality of being officially an adult and graduating in like about 6 months is starting to hit me and i don't like it at all.
 
Not a real bother but I have had legitimately the two most exhausting online discussions of my life the past two days on reddit, I think I need to log out of my account for a little bit lmao
 
I have to have genuine social anxiety or something, I’m scared of talking to people. They’re just strangers, I know I shouldn’t be scared but I feel like when I go to a meetup tomorrow I’m going to have a traumatic episode.

I should have been able to go to other kinds of meetups first, doing this for art is a lot. But I’m not going to make an excuse like that
 
my school is so hot right now omg
it’s either they don’t turn on the heat at all or they blast it. i’d rather be cold than hot.
 
update: i cannot do the meetup. I just got way too ill. Next week i will talk with my psychologist about it.
 
I cannot do this line art on this drawing correctly and it's starting to be really frustrating and discouraging. this is a drawing idea I've been wanting to do for a while too and I just can't get myself to do anything the way I want to do it. it just looks bad. idk what to do.

thinking I'll probably have to redo the sketch which really sucks but whatever. nothing I do can make the proportioning look right.
 
sooo yeah this poor numpty in charge of the neopian times handled things very sus and now they published it randomly with stuff that shouldn't have been there, the process or accepting has been very shady, and generally been taken care of badly. i hope they post something somewhere stating things and coming clean or they very least.

this was an "every 25th issue" being 975 which awards you a special avatar for the site, so naturally this was definitely a huge thorn for everyone who didn't get in. yes it's pixels and i should move on but this part of the site used to work. maybe i will be back for issue 1k but idk really. maybe it's a new person in charge who can stand up
 
I hate when im looking at a drawing i made and im like "Wow i love this its so good im so proud of myself for making this wow" and then i stare at it and i start to find flaws and im like "wow i hate this it sucks why am i so bad at drawing"
 
felt this so hard. i’m like this with my art as well, and honestly everything else i do or create lol; that’s why i try not to look at things i’ve made once i’m satisfied with them, so that i can‘t start looking for flaws.

we really are our own biggest critics, but for what it’s worth, i think you’re really good at drawing. 💜 your art style is so cool, i always enjoy checking out your art thread. ^^
 
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felt this so hard. i’m like this with my art as well, and honestly everything else i do or create lol; that’s why i try not to look at things i’ve made once i’m satisfied with them, so that i can‘t start looking for flaws.

we really are our own biggest critics, but for what it’s worth, i think you’re really good at drawing. 💜 your art style is so cool, i always enjoy checking out your art thread. ^^
thank you i appreciate this a lot 😭 ive been feeling super insecure over my art lately so im glad other people like it sjshbssbn
 
WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTCAST EVERYWHERE I GO (including this forum)

I think ive probably posted about it before maybe but i feel like there's only one place i belong (discord server with close friends) and in anywhere else i feel like the odd one out that everyone thinks is weird and it'd be better if I wasn't there because i just don't fit in UGHHHH

I don't think I ever had this problem before what is wrong with me
 
Art block. Either I don't know what I want to draw, or I have a ton of ideas and none of them look good in practice. This is pretty bad timing since it's in the midst of my 100-day art challenge, but I think there might be a correlation between the two. Either way, I have a backlog of 4 characters that I have no interest in drawing and I'm feeling discouraged.

My sleep schedule's not getting any better. I feel so tired all the time and sleep in most of my classes, and because of it I don't have time at school to do my work. I know that I should be getting more sleep, but I just can't. This morning I actually woke up early but fell back asleep. What am I going to do. 😭
 
Submitting tenders are so exhausting 😴 you think you're ahead, until you review it with someone else and then you realize how much crap you've actually got to do. It's just as bad as submitting assignments in school.
 
Kind of in a predicament.

The guy I've been talking to and seeing for almost a year, may have a girlfriend. And I never knew. I had suspicions, but.. I don't know what to do. I talked to her because I've found it so hard to trust him when he told me he wasn't dating her; because of my relationship trauma. She told me she had a boyfriend, but was really vague about it. But they are so close, I just have a really bad feeling. I'm nervous that it might be him and I have to be the girl to tell her he's been cheating; for the second time. It's not easy. I love him. But my morals are much more worth to me.. I've been cheated on once, for two whole years without my knowledge. And when I found out, I told the other girl immediately. I do not like cheaters. I don't like when people refuse to communicate. I feel bad for her, because I love him. And I know she does too.. But I just can't not tell her... but they might not even be dating. So, I don't know.

EDIT: I knew if he found out I was talking to her, he'd be mad. I had to do it through another account, which makes me feel guilty. I don't want to hurt anyone. But I'm confronting him about it now, and he seems to be playing the 'I have no idea what you're talking about' card.. :")
 
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