What's Bothering You?

part of me has bee grieving all day for the old me who wasn't struggling so much with depression and anxiety, the one who was content with life and just being myself and living the way I think I should. something has to change. I need to find my happiness and inner peace again, I don't want to keep coming back to my depression. I just don't really know how to do that.
 
a youtuber I watch got hacked a few days, then youtube deleted his channel. he just got it back. god YouTube needs to be run better
 
nothing like being woken up at almost 3am bc a cat decided to flip his **** for absolutely no reason and just tore me up w his claws. just great.
 
I've got a flare up of my eyelids being inflamed again, it looks like I've been crying for 24 hrs straight 😩
 
I don't even know what to put in my island journal entry

Also wish I can stop overthrowing over nothing
 
I'm tired of not having any days off of work. Getting over time and extra hours is nice, but I also really just want a day off and to actually be able to sleep in.
 
Nothing major, but I had a slight scare. My Switch Lite wouldn’t turn on for a good bit. I had to hold down the power for two minutes to get it to turn on. Hopefully it’s nothing.
 
So neopets eventually killed off the classic inventory page link so now you HAVE to use the beta/"phone" version of it. I love how they slowly are killing the site to become an ugly stock image of a children's phone game.
 
I've been having a weird feeling in my chest the past couple days. :/ I'm taking spironolactone for acne, which is potassium sparing, and I admittedly haven't been taking as much water as I should lately (it's hard to at work), but I legitimately thought I was having a heart attack at work yesterday lol.

It's also possibly stress but idk. Lots of things to consider. I've made an appointment with my doctor.
 
I've been having a weird feeling in my chest the past couple days. :/ I'm taking spironolactone for acne, which is potassium sparing, and I admittedly haven't been taking as much water as I should lately (it's hard to at work), but I legitimately thought I was having a heart attack at work yesterday lol.

It's also possibly stress but idk. Lots of things to consider. I've made an appointment with my doctor.
I'm not sure what kind of job you have, but I always keep a big thermos of water near my work station. You should really find a way to make it work. You can get into a lot of health problems with not drinking enough.

Nothing major, but I had a slight scare. My Switch Lite wouldn’t turn on for a good bit. I had to hold down the power for two minutes to get it to turn on. Hopefully it’s nothing.
Sometimes you have to do that for consoles. I think I had to do that for my Switch and my Xbox (both one time) It's a hard reset and I wouldn't worry about it too much unless it's very frequent. If this was a one time thing, your Switch probably just needed to be powered back on.
 
i think i have a cavity or something. i think it's one of my left molars :( kinda embarrassing because i got some dental work done for them like 5 months ago :/
 
I'm not sure what kind of job you have, but I always keep a big thermos of water near my work station. You should really find a way to make it work. You can get into a lot of health problems with not drinking enough.
Unfortunately that's not doable for me because I work in a medical lab and have to be gowned up and wearing gloves at all times-- not to mention we can't keep drinks in the workspace anyway. I do try to leave to the locker room to drink as often as possible, but depending on what's going on and what department I'm in it's not something I can do with any great frequency.

I do appreciate your advice, though! It's just not something I can actually do in my current situation.
 
still on hiatus but I wanted to come here and say every day I hate my job more and more. wish I could just quit. it's not worth sacrificing my mental health.
I don’t know if you wanted a reply to this but no job is worth staying at if it’s causing you that much stress. I worked at a busy 7-Eleven for over a year. I’ve quit twice and was manipulated into coming back by my manager both times. My third stretch, I was fired. I closed the store down midshift and just left.

The point is, I needed to get myself fired. I knew what I was doing. Otherwise, I would’ve been manipulated a third time. The manager was too persuasive and it kept playing with my emotions.

That was one of the most stressful jobs I’ve had, and it was the job/manager itself. That place had new employees every week because nobody wanted to work there. It had one of the highest turnover rates, at least from what I’ve noticed. I was working 50+ hours. It was amazing money because my hourly rate was $13, but it was definitely not worth it. No amount of money is worth your mental health.
 
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