What's Bothering You?
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Disneyfangirl23
🦁 Lion King fangirl 🦁
I wish my birthday was in January instead
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
So far 2023 is making my life twice as hard as it was last year. (sigh) I really am hating this decade.
xSuperMario64x
🇨🇦🩷 3 days 💜🇨🇦
I'm not planning on being 100% active just yet but I will peek in here sometimes to comment on stuff (and ofc work on my island journal).
just an update on me (ik this might not be the most appropriate place for this but idk where else to post it), I'm strongly leaning towards putting in my two-weeks notice at work. as much as I'll miss some of the lovely kitties I work with, it's just too much for me. it's very overstimulating, which itself can cause me a huge amount of stress. it's very physically demanding, which isn't too much of a problem except when I get home in the afternoon I'm too tired to do anything else (ofc it's mentally draining too). my coworkers are forced to disrespect me bc my boss is a homophobe, and going into work and being misgendered constantly puts a lot of strain on me, I hate pretending to be someone I'm not for others' comfort. not to mention I've seen cats that are really sick of badly injured, (really sensitive stuff)-> just yesterday at work I saw a cat who has tested positive for feline leukemia and it absolutely broke my heart, and I can't even bear to think about the cat who had passed away the morning I got there and was still in its cage. this job is rewarding but it's honestly destroying my mental health. it's turned me into a really depressed/anxious and super impatient person. I like having an income but I don't like feeling like a miserable blob who has no motivation to do anything.
after working with animals for 6 months I have a huge amount of respect for people who do this for a living. it's kinda something that you really really have to enjoy to stick with. I love animals but I never considered working with them. the only reason I took the job I have now is because it was the first thing actually offered to me after an entire year of job hunting with no luck. now I'm finding I have to quit because, just like most other jobs (and just as I feared), my disabilities are making it really difficult for me to be able to keep up with it without going insane. I really hope I can get that library job I applied for, if not I just don't know what to do. even if I do qualify for disability/SSI I'm sure it'll be a few years before that actually happens, so I can't rely on that income. idk I just feel so lost and pathetic when job hunting, wish I didn't have so many limitations.
(and I kinda hate saying that bc people will say stupid **** like "the only limitations you have are those you put on yourself" like are you serious? when I say limitations I mean when I come home after a 4-hour shift at work I'm so stressed out I get angry super easily and I end up lashing out at my family and animals when I don't mean to. a job shouldn't turn someone into a feral creature with no self-control. people who say **** like that really irritate me and they need to shut up. unless they really genuinely understand what I deal with internally and how I feel they have absolutely no right to talk.)
so yeah, it's a whole fiasco. on the bright side, playing Flight Rising has kept me somewhat sane for the last week and a half, so that's nice.
just an update on me (ik this might not be the most appropriate place for this but idk where else to post it), I'm strongly leaning towards putting in my two-weeks notice at work. as much as I'll miss some of the lovely kitties I work with, it's just too much for me. it's very overstimulating, which itself can cause me a huge amount of stress. it's very physically demanding, which isn't too much of a problem except when I get home in the afternoon I'm too tired to do anything else (ofc it's mentally draining too). my coworkers are forced to disrespect me bc my boss is a homophobe, and going into work and being misgendered constantly puts a lot of strain on me, I hate pretending to be someone I'm not for others' comfort. not to mention I've seen cats that are really sick of badly injured, (really sensitive stuff)-> just yesterday at work I saw a cat who has tested positive for feline leukemia and it absolutely broke my heart, and I can't even bear to think about the cat who had passed away the morning I got there and was still in its cage. this job is rewarding but it's honestly destroying my mental health. it's turned me into a really depressed/anxious and super impatient person. I like having an income but I don't like feeling like a miserable blob who has no motivation to do anything.
after working with animals for 6 months I have a huge amount of respect for people who do this for a living. it's kinda something that you really really have to enjoy to stick with. I love animals but I never considered working with them. the only reason I took the job I have now is because it was the first thing actually offered to me after an entire year of job hunting with no luck. now I'm finding I have to quit because, just like most other jobs (and just as I feared), my disabilities are making it really difficult for me to be able to keep up with it without going insane. I really hope I can get that library job I applied for, if not I just don't know what to do. even if I do qualify for disability/SSI I'm sure it'll be a few years before that actually happens, so I can't rely on that income. idk I just feel so lost and pathetic when job hunting, wish I didn't have so many limitations.
(and I kinda hate saying that bc people will say stupid **** like "the only limitations you have are those you put on yourself" like are you serious? when I say limitations I mean when I come home after a 4-hour shift at work I'm so stressed out I get angry super easily and I end up lashing out at my family and animals when I don't mean to. a job shouldn't turn someone into a feral creature with no self-control. people who say **** like that really irritate me and they need to shut up. unless they really genuinely understand what I deal with internally and how I feel they have absolutely no right to talk.)
so yeah, it's a whole fiasco. on the bright side, playing Flight Rising has kept me somewhat sane for the last week and a half, so that's nice.
LuchaSloth
Sloth
Honestly, too much to list right now...but I'm working through it all.
ali.di.magix
🌟💫🌟💫
I thought I was doing really well at work considering I've taken my bosses' place while he's on leave...lowkey bragging to my dad that I think I've done well and he says "but it could go wrong". Bruh let me have my moment. Let me be happy and feel accomplished for once. I literally have no self confidence in my work let me have this positive for once.
Disneyfangirl23
🦁 Lion King fangirl 🦁
Someone at work was rude to me today 
annoying co-workers...yes we could need that guy again who got fired cause "lol money" and they need it for another position.. -_-
tomorrow and thursday we need to be at new offices... blegh dreading when we finally move there cause the way to work there is the most draining and stuffed with people in the morning ever with no respect. ****tiest decision of the decade to move there yes.
tomorrow and thursday we need to be at new offices... blegh dreading when we finally move there cause the way to work there is the most draining and stuffed with people in the morning ever with no respect. ****tiest decision of the decade to move there yes.
Same.Someone at work was rude to me today
xSuperMario64x
🇨🇦🩷 3 days 💜🇨🇦
im annoyed bc I wanted to get a design for The Path in NH but I can't use the design kiosk because I don't have a Switch Online membership. I don't play my Switch often and I most certainly don't play online enough to warrant me buying a membership, but I don't have the patience to sit her and make my own version of this path design (bc as I mentioned before, playing NH is starting to feel like a chore). I guess I'll just have to stick to the regular paths for now.
Been stressing out over things that wouldn't matter to most people and I don't know how much more of this I can take. Can't even tell my parents because I know they wouldn't understand and just make me feel worse. Having neurotypical parents is a horrible experience.
Feeling like I have a bit of a reputation on this site and like there’s literally no way to recover from the past. It’s in the back of my mind that some people don’t like me here and I know that based on actual facts and what I’ve experienced. It’s not speculation. I won’t go into details because those people just aren’t worth the infraction at this point.
It’s just worth noting that sometimes there’s deeper meaning to why people are the way they are, and maybe they aren’t as bad as they seen from an outside perspective. I’m not saying I’m a perfect person that’s wonderful and amazing, but I’m not a terrible person. I don’t want to feel the need to prove I’m a good person or try to redeem myself. It’s over and done with, but I can’t help but feel that some still feel a type of way towards me.
I’m thankful to the friends I’ve made here over the past two years I’ve been active. There has been a time when I wanted to quit but one message in particular changed my mind. It just proves that kind words do make a difference.
But just seeing the names of the people around the forum, it reminds me… “oh, this person doesn’t really like me.”
It’s just worth noting that sometimes there’s deeper meaning to why people are the way they are, and maybe they aren’t as bad as they seen from an outside perspective. I’m not saying I’m a perfect person that’s wonderful and amazing, but I’m not a terrible person. I don’t want to feel the need to prove I’m a good person or try to redeem myself. It’s over and done with, but I can’t help but feel that some still feel a type of way towards me.
I’m thankful to the friends I’ve made here over the past two years I’ve been active. There has been a time when I wanted to quit but one message in particular changed my mind. It just proves that kind words do make a difference.
But just seeing the names of the people around the forum, it reminds me… “oh, this person doesn’t really like me.”
VernalLapin
one heart shaped braincell
I ordered a shirt at the beginning this month. I was absolutely over the moon and super excited about getting it, because as far as I know authentic models are no longer made. But weeks went by and no email updates (which they said they’d send) have been sent. I emailed them 6 days ago and they still haven’t responded. Some people say the site is legit but I can’t find much about it. Apparently it is managed by one person. Hopefully they’re just busy… I also saw one person on reddit saying they never got their order or refund after asking a ton of times. I’m really upset and I really hope it comes. I downloaded the app that the email said I could track it with and it just says “order processed”. I’m going to email them again tomorrow.
Disneyfangirl23
🦁 Lion King fangirl 🦁
I don’t feel well
