What's Bothering You?

I’m on medicine and nobody really forewarned me about the side effects and when I tried talking with my mom about it she kept going in circles. And it’s like every time I looked up this medicine myself was “oh, you’ll probably be fine/not really experience anything”. My luck I guess.

Still doing better this week than last but my body… man I can’t say I hate my body, I look good and I’m healthy enough but god I can feel that I’m not spry and that it’s weak.
 
My skin is so bothersome. I wish I'd wake up one day and not have excoriation disorder/dermatillomania
 
Should really clean out my wardrobe more but some are expensive stuff just don't want to give away just like that. Too lazy to sell online so guess I could see if I can join a flea market for the summer.

Also gonna be the one taking notes for the meeting tomorrow and I absolutely suck at sorting out what's important or not to take down ugh.
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I ordered a shirt at the beginning this month. I was absolutely over the moon and super excited about getting it, because as far as I know authentic models are no longer made. But weeks went by and no email updates (which they said they’d send) have been sent. I emailed them 6 days ago and they still haven’t responded. Some people say the site is legit but I can’t find much about it. Apparently it is managed by one person. Hopefully they’re just busy… I also saw one person on reddit saying they never got their order or refund after asking a ton of times. I’m really upset and I really hope it comes. I downloaded the app that the email said I could track it with and it just says “order processed”. I’m going to email them again tomorrow.
Ugh those places are the worst. Or when they demand like 567 screenshots from everywhere to prove it actually got returned and stuff. I mean sure small businesses don't want to gets scammed but maybe consider hire someone who could help with shipping. Blagh, I'm sorry man.
 
Hhhhhhhh it's just been one of those days at work where things go wrong or there's some sort of debacle all day long.

Here was me thinking I'm on top of the world and doing really well lmao
 
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One of my cats has a tumor that is pretty much inoperable, at least while maintaining any quality of life. He was my strength during my young adult years and I’ve had him and his littermate for 14 years. His vet said he has days to weeks left. I can’t handle this, it’s not even been a month since losing my precious Pom 🖤😭
 
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Nothing awful but:

I’m still sick (ok that is awful) and my internet is broken rn. (Edit: to clarify I am using mobile data rn.)

Reading anatomy books, and I feel so lost on how I could interpret and get much more from them in the past, god I am out of practice.

Need to practice drawing basic shapes a ton and that is the most boring and dry and tedious part of the entire hobby.
 
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One of my cats has a tumor that is pretty much inoperable, at least while maintaining any quality of life. He was my strength during my young adult years and I’ve had him and his littermate for 14 years. His vet said he has days to weeks left. I can’t handle this, it’s not even been a month since losing my precious Pom 🖤😭
I'm so sorry to hear this. :( I had to put my 17 year old cat (that I had had for just as long) to sleep last spring because she had breast cancer, and it hurt like hell. I hope you're able to enjoy the remainder of your time with him, and that his passing is peaceful.
 
I'm so sorry to hear this. :( I had to put my 17 year old cat (that I had had for just as long) to sleep last spring because she had breast cancer, and it hurt like hell. I hope you're able to enjoy the remainder of your time with him, and that his passing is peaceful.
Thank you so much, and I’m so sorry for your loss as well. It’s already painful and he’s still here, I can’t even imagine how painful it will be soon when he’s gone.
It’s about the size of a tennis ball and it’s almost entirely blocking his rectum. If he starts throwing up, it means it’s time because he can no longer go potty. 😢😭
 
Thank you so much, and I’m so sorry for your loss as well. It’s already painful and he’s still here, I can’t even imagine how painful it will be soon when he’s gone.
It’s about the size of a tennis ball and it’s almost entirely blocking his rectum. If he starts throwing up, it means it’s time because he can no longer go potty. 😢😭
Oh no I'm so sorry, that's awful. :( How is he acting in general? Is he acting okay?

One of my work friends had to put her cat to sleep a couple months after mine; he got really skinny and it turned out he had liver cancer that was also quite widespread :( She said he acted fine until the end, though, but it was just the best time to do it.
Tbh I regret not putting my own cat to sleep sooner, but I do think it was still a good time, before she got really sick and wouldn't come out from under the bed. Her breast cancer got to a point where it was pressing on her lymph nodes in her groin area and giving her pretty bad edema which made it more awkward for her to walk. But I totally understand it being painful, it was so hard seeing her that way.
I hope you guys are doing okay at the moment and that you're able to spend lots of time with him in the next couple weeks. 💙 Let me know if you ever need to talk about anything.
 
Oh no I'm so sorry, that's awful. :( How is he acting in general? Is he acting okay?

One of my work friends had to put her cat to sleep a couple months after mine; he got really skinny and it turned out he had liver cancer that was also quite widespread :( She said he acted fine until the end, though, but it was just the best time to do it.
Tbh I regret not putting my own cat to sleep sooner, but I do think it was still a good time, before she got really sick and wouldn't come out from under the bed. Her breast cancer got to a point where it was pressing on her lymph nodes in her groin area and giving her pretty bad edema which made it more awkward for her to walk. But I totally understand it being painful, it was so hard seeing her that way.
I hope you guys are doing okay at the moment and that you're able to spend lots of time with him in the next couple weeks. 💙 Let me know if you ever need to talk about anything.
Thank you so much 💖 I will probably be taking you up on that soon - he’s acting sort of okay, but he’s sleeping all day and has a hard time getting comfy to sit down or walk. Laying down is best for him it seems. He’s still been wanting to cuddle with me, so that’s good at least. This was under the covers with me yesterday
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The past week hasn't been the greatest for me. First, I've been stressed about school; Two math situational problems, a science lab exam, an English oral presentation, and a French writing test all in one week. I know that term 2 is coming to an end soon, but still.
I haven't been getting along much with my family, either. I got into a big argument with my brother, got yelled at by my dad, and got grounded by my step-mom. I've also been much more distant with them.
Not to mention intrusive/negative thoughts, me constantly ranting to my friends about my family, trouble controlling my anger, and a splitting headache. Here's hoping next week is much better.
 
I had to wash my bedsheets for the second time today because I carelessly spilled soda on them. 😣
 
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